sentosa!

Thanks love for making the day so special and wonderful :* love ya so muchie! muack

imagine this crab was used to cook chilli crab! SLURRP..

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Jellyfishes---> WATCH OUT

*muack*

after tanning and swimming (SOMEBODY FORGOT TO BRING HIS TOWEL) eeks. yup we headed down to the underwater world!!!! Yeah :P

the next day..we headed down to sentosa to SUNTAN and to go to UNDERWATER WATER WORLD.. lolz and we even managed to check out the dolphin lagoon.. lolz now got some mid year promotion thingg so we managed to get a good deal.. :)))))))))


since Mrs government and Mr government went to hk for 3 short days.. muha my 3 short days were packed with fun filled activities. =X for the first day we went to watch garfield 2.. heh not bad the movie was quite nice. we watched it at the cathay the new movie theatre and before we left we took some pics.. looks very misty leh.. also dont know y.. lol after that we headed now to river valley there for supper.. lolz that's our second time there coz mrs government wasnt in town too at that time.. lol.. the ROTI JOHN there is superb.. filled with meat egg cheese. BAGUS! slurrrrp

cable skiing!

Jellyfish on the grass before we left.

sorry peeps.. the alignment of the pics a bit messy.. muha but still nice.. lolz anyways yesterday i went double dating with caleb,fishy and aloy.. muha we went cable skiing at east coast and the waters was infested with jellyfishes. Eeks we managed to torture 3 of the jellyfishes coz they stung our dear fishy and caleb. muha it's quite sick considering they are ultra jelly-like and poisonous. muha so much fun to catch them though. we were like yelling like mad. erm maybe only me la huh.. lol but it's sooo much fun we must go back again!!!!!!! Cable skiing was quite fun and thrilling.. haha but i kept falling back into the water.. lol got a tan but the rest like nothing leh.. maybe coz i'm the real BEACH BABE *shy* muha.. yep after that we went to the no signboard seafood restaurant for lunch-dinner and we ordered chilli crab.. SLURRRRP a little ex but nevertheless it's superb.. ultra nice lor the crab is very meaty.. muha :P seriously the restaurant doesnt need any signboard. -_-'' haha after the date at east coast caleb had to go for keyboard classes so he dropped us off at bugis and suggested taking neoprint. muha.. it's like so long since i last took it and we were like suaku la.. coz we took the pics le but dint know that we had to do editing outside the machine there and i even went to ask the person how come our photos not printed yet.. lol what the heck la.. and caleb said that neoprints are for ah lian and he was the one who suggested it.. lol soooo..... caleb are u ah lian? MUHAHAHAHAHAHA :))) we had so much fun and now my hands are paralysed. lol they feel like wood as tekkah said it.. muha. oh yes before we went east coast.. i almost forgot.. it started raining and we thought we couldnt go skiing anymore and partly coz caleb went the wrong way and we drove up to changi airport and tsk tsk he suggested that we have an "excursion" to the airport it was like ultra boring la.. zzz what the heck but we left after the rain was smaller and started out our DOUBLE DATE! lol we should do it more often.. muha yep.. that's all.. shall blog another time. bye peeps and take care! check out the double dating couples *wink wink* ;)

Jellyfish in the cup. it's damn sick
<-- on the floor.. it's EVERYWHERE!!!

FEASTING AGAIN.

DOUBLE DATING IS SO MUCH FUN! :)))

before setting out.. me and my love (little brownies) heh :P

9th months!

HAPPY 9th months han han!!!!! may our love grow stronger 140606

i made this for him :))))))))))))
out of 6 pics we took only this wasnt blurred. TROTTERS i must say. lol


One of my MOST LOYAL FAN--aloysius tan. muha told me blog coz he love reading it.. so here i am back with the last entry before i fly off to bangkok tmr.. 14th of June. i'm leaving.. the day which matters most importantly to the both of us.. i'm so sorry aloy that we cant have a full day celebration but at least we celebrated on the day before.. muha we went to Jacks' place for lunch and it's HIS first time there.. lol.. we enjoyed ourselves very much but we didnt talk much during meal time not only because it's rude but also we were too hungry.. lol when we had finished the food, aloy spotted a ROACH. OMG that's the most disgusting thing and not a very small one i must say. kaoz so sick and the waitress felt disgusted to kill it too. what the heck.. after that we walked along the old singtel now HSBC bank there and saw hao ting working.. muha so qiao and she asked me to sign up some stuff got free ben&jerrys ice cream. cheapo me of course sign up immediately la.. lol after that we went to CK tang to buy the chocolate fountain choco and went to aloy's sis's place to chill out. yeps. not a very exciting day but at least we get to spend time together. and that's more precious than anything else. :) i love u aloy *shy* how i wish i could put the stupid msn emotion here.. lol the shy face de.. oh yes PEEPS I'M RENTING THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN if u guys are interested can contact me okie. i give u best deal okie? :) for caleb who's having a hard time now, take care and dont think too much liao la huh.. u shouldnt be thinking of such stuff now instead u should.. you know what la huh.. okie. take care and JIA yOU! dont be too troubled ya? i'm always here to lend u my cute and jade ear MUHA!
To aloy: take care of yourself okie.. i'll try to call u when i'm free from shopping alright.. may u recover from your luo han yu symptoms soon :))) *HUG* miss ya peeps lots will get u all something from BANGKOK! take care!

:)))))))))

before leaving.. we wore our couple shirt out and everyone was staring at us *shy*

me and my love
burning hot.. went to sentosa with aloy today to sun tan.. and got scorched. horrid. bikini babes everywhere and there i was with my ultra white and fat tire. what the heck.. but still i enjoyed myself a whole lot, tanning and beaching around.. heh we managed to play bluff and AGAIN.. aloy LOST to me.. just admit it la.. i'm better than u.. heh after that we went over his place and played a game of FISHING. AS usual.. aloy lost to me AGAIN. i cant believe he actually stuck to his newton law's rule but still *look who is the winner.... WHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO is the winnnnnneeeeerrrrrrrrrr?!?!?!?!?!?!?* muha.. had so much fun but my whole back was cooked lobster red. seriously.. very hot and itchy now.. sucks man.. and the aloe vear thingy doesnt really cool my skin.. think the sun screen i used not enough.. arrgh hehe but still i had lots of fun.. oh yes be4 we left we went to new zealand ice cream and bought the 2 scoop de.. SLurrp.. orange choco and mango sorbet.. stacked on top of each other.. lol.. so much fun and so red now.. oh yes.. i bought new earrings too.. from moshi moshi.. got 20% off.. not bad.. u guys can check out my earssssss on the tea party okie.. muha i'm ciao-ing already.. byebye *waves* see u all at the tea party huh.. 090606 6+7pm starting

BURRP

muha.. today went piggying out with aloy, caleb and christina.. muha we went to alexandra market for seafood and greedy us ordered.. *take a deep breath* black pepper crab, chilli crab, salad you tiao,la la, oyster omelette,satay and many many drinks.. lol we dint take any pics of us eating like PIGS coz too excited and partly also coz we wanted to save ourselves from the embarrassment.. lol oh yes.. christina bought durian puffs for us from taka and she bought it since like 4pm in the afternoon all the way till 8 before we ate it and seriously they smell like fart. i was like what the heck.. lol but still very delicious.. all the pics that u see below, we took them at ikea.. coz caleb had to pass his friend something so we took his car over and the 3 of them ate ice cream whilst i downed yakult heh.. (for digestion purpose) i'm not so greedy like the 3 of them.. lol.. we had lots of fun (embarrassing ourselves).. muha.. anyways be4 all this happened, i went with aloy to the bookfair and bought myself 4 books.. 2 eng and 2 chinese.. just coz the NIE interviewer told me to read chinese stories i went to buy "san wen" okie.. but it's nice la.. love story kind. yep and i bought another 2 danielle steel books at a bargain.. lol but dont know if like the books is very old edition mah..met up with ms black and she was acting busy trying to promote to me some DVCAM.. like as if i got money to buy.. lol.. but thanks still :)) meet up soon ya.. arrgh sucks man i suspect that there's mosquitoes nearby.. my legs are itching like mad arrgh alright la.. i ending soon.. tmr gg to call up part time job offers.. sucks man. my bank account drying up soon. peeps if u have any lobang jio me okie! ciaozzz... byebye *waves*

ah.. i love flowers!

i love my BIG face
check out the eggs on our face! o_O
i pinched ham's face real hard. can ask caleb or aloy.. muha
We went piggying out! slurrp

:))

nDim sum with fish,aloy and teks was great. we ate and ate and ate of course not forgetting to embarrss myself too.. lol but i had lots of fun man. heh holis are finally here and i'm bored and broke the double Bs what the heck la yaps.. confirm liao peeps.. tea party on 090606 cant wait man.. so many nice stuff lined up AND I"M GOING TO WATCH BRODS PERFORM!!!!!!!! i cant wait slurrp. muha another day without you. outta here!



i love my greens
i NEED to embarrass myself. muha
dimsum piggies

Natural eater. muha

sfijhghu

sigh.. exams are over and yet i'm feeling even more restless than ever.. arrgh aloy's out with his peeps and again.. never charge his phone so batt's flat and i cant contact him.. arrgh sucks man.. i feel so so so bored and what's more i'm still not feeling well so well so had been staying at home for the past 2 days.. :(( i'm sooo bored and HOOOORAY!!!!! next week he's gg JB too.. how fun can it be. arrgh

arrgh

HORRID.. tea party postponed till next fri.. i'm down with fever, flu,sore throat, cough.. oh man anything u name it i have it.. arrgh yesterday night was the longest night in my life.. my whole body was aching like mad and i kept waking up in the middle of the night coz i cant even sleep.. sucks man.. and i feel like dying.. arrgh but still i made it.. muha tea party next fri.. sorry peeps made u guys so excited over it then in the end had to postpone it.. sigh i so wanted to have it today also but seriously can la.. it's like i'm still SICK. arrgh and the worse shit? my exams are over and yet i'm sick! sucks man.. just want to pray hard that my sickness will be over soon and it's PARTY time.. heh thank u peeps who msged me and asked if i'm alright.. i'm fine :))))))))) just needa lots of rest now..outta here!

NIE!!!

this morning i woke up in shock coz my mum was yelling that my NTU application letter had arrived and i opened the letter slowly knowing the outcome was " i'm sorry to inform u that your application to NTU has been seriously looked through and...." blah blah blah.. the rest is history so i told my mum that forget it la.. cant get in, it's GOD's will and that i should just study my sim properly but still i cant help feeling that little bit of disappointment. just a little seriously :X but later when my mum went to market and asked my dad and i to go downstairs to help her with the groceries, my dad went to open the letterbox and saw a NIE letter inside. my heart skipped a beat when i opened the letter and it was FINALLY.. what i had anticipated most.. a NIE interview letter on the 30th 11am.. arrgh think i'm gg to be the first one to be interviewed or maybe last one be4 they go for lunch. it's a DIP 'A' programme and i'm just gg to go for the interview, not having any high hopes, the fact that i was so excited over it last year and got rejected.. oh man the rejection is just too much.. so i've learnt to take in within my stride just as it comes, hoping for the best only. Just want to thank GOD and praise GOD for all that he's done for me. seriously all the fasting and praying hadnt gone in vain and after reading the daily bread, i shouldnt ask GOD to do what i want him to do but to do what GOD wants me to do. maybe i'm really not fated to get into NTU and that this NIE interview is my last chance le.. gonna elaborate more on my TEA party on the 26th.. actually i'm more excited bout the tea party then the interview. Oops. muha yah lor.. sigh okie la that's about all.. gonna get change and meet loy loy for dinner already.. ciaozz.. please give me feedback regarding the TEA PARTY. Tag me tag me. whoever can come early to help out.. sms and let me know okie... take care peeps and GOD BLESS~ :))))))))))))))))))))))

tea party!!!!!!!

oh yes! muhahah one last paper on the 25th and TEA PARTY on the 26th!!! WOOOO HOOOOO i've sort of got the menu up le.. but still need to know what u guys are expecting or wants to have.. yep it's supposed to be a sort of like high tea session and stuff only finger food lor but.. there can be exceptions.. the food would be like cool de..not the usual hot dog or crabsticks ok. muha. can expect exotic food but taste wise it's my first time so i'm not very sure how it's going to turn out to be but please give your fullest support! $_$ muha i'll be buying vodka.. any comments anyone? or would it be better if i serve lime and lemon soda? not those pre-pack kind.. is D.I.Y de slurrp slurrp... more details will be coming up later.. peeps if you're free on that day maybe can come down earlier to help out? those not coming down earlier can help me out FINANCIALLY!!!!!!! hahahaha.. soo sooos oosooososososososos excited hehehe.. good food and good friends. that's like since so long man.. sigh but hold back first..gonna burst out on the 26th.. should i have a theme? like maybe all who are coming down must wear something purple? if not FORFEIT!!!!!!!!! hahahaha how how how?? tag me okie peeps lemme know whatcha think. *only limited to invites via sms* yep yep.. more details coming up soon when i finish brain-storming okie.. byebye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

:))

Next Thurs 25th!!! hehe last paper.. yawn yep and i so lack of the motivation.. arrgh.. i love u aloysius!!! ******************muack**************** heh ciaooozzzzz

:)

Guess everything's back to normal already.. Peeps.. thanks for being there for me especially Ah lua and caleb thanks man.. had u two to hear my whine and complain.. tmr i'm still having tuition.. arrgh what the heck lor.. and wed i'm having my first paper already.. a bit nervous but still i'm not studying enough!!! ahhhh.. *slap myself* i will jia you! arrgh oh yes BTW anyone got watch superband? haha i love BRODS!!!!!!!!!! go go go haha slurrp sooo MAN and cute (aloy forgive me for saying this) muha
ciaoz.. results coming out soon.. haha jia you jia you jia you :P tot i couldnt find anymore pics! i'm so wrong!! haha i got their webbie!! hah http://www.brods.net/gallery/photo_gallery.swf i cant copy and paste their pics so for more of their MANLY pics check out the webbie!!! muhahaha outta here :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

:(

something real bad happened yesterday.. think i was quite badly shaken by it.. sigh though it's a thing of the past, i just cant help it too.. arrgh that kind of struggle and anguish i felt isnt anything that i can put in words. You said that it's the thing of the past and wont want to bring it up again. i'll respect your decision and do that too. It's going to be real difficult but if we can overcome this, i'm sure nothing will be too tough for us next time.. :) (hopefully) you're enlisting on July 7th.. not much time left till then plus i'm still having my exams for now still got 3 more weeks.. arrgh time that we spend together is really precious.. I'll treasure them so i hope you will treasure them too.. I really hope that nothing has changed after yesterday's incident.. You said nothing's changed but i did feel that things are not the same anymore.. do u still trust me? sigh.. what a thing to happen. :(( my stomach's feeling so bloated now.. still fasting from seafood and meat.. tmr's gg to be the last day already or maybe today? something's wrong.. i cant seem to digest the food and that my stomach feels so BIG (though it has always been big) and a bit painful when i try to press it down.. arrgh gassy.. oh yes.. can u help me thank your mum for making me the "suan mei" drink in the afternoon.. yep it's a bit weird tasting at the beginning but at the end it wasnt that bad actually..:)) exams starting soon in 3 more days time.. i gotta jia you already.. no news from NTU still. gosh but i'm holding on to my faith.. :)

Cooking!!!!!

Cant wait for JJ's concert on the 24th of June.. muhah $_$
Before i forget i must congratulate Fishy on your graduation and Good Luck on Wed :)) Jia you
Haha..Ahhh.. so compatible.. 0_o

Dearest Aloysius Cooked a meal for me on Sat and no need anymore words.. See for yourself. A guy willing to cook and wash for me. How nice. Imagine Husband cum Maid. Not a bad combination. haha.. Enjoy~

Maid Tan -->Part II mopping floor

Maid Tan (MT) washing pot

Cooking mushroom and Spaggedies together.. Weird but still edible :X

Presenting to you---> the CHEF OF THE DAY!!!!!! ( Oh man so cute!!!) muack muack muack

Our lunch by Mr Aloysius Tan

It's damn nice. SLurrp

(before) cheese mushroom-->anyone? (btw, i invented it) :P

Outta here~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *wave*

sucks

sigh.. mugging like spongebob everyday.. ok la maybe not that hard but i feel so un-motivated sometimes.. arrgh y huh.. sigh lazy and whatever.. arrgh sucks man.. oh yes apparently there have been many complaints about the SIM econs lect coz many peeps seems to have some things against him coz he is like teaching us stuff to pass the exam only and not really to understand the whole concept behind it which is like so suitable for people like me coz i dont really like econs and the whole fact that i'm taking it is coz it's a foundation unit and i'm still stuck in SIM. i so super feel like quitting school and doing something i like.. maybe baking or whatsoever.. but by doing that i'll be committing suicide coz my mum will surely disallow that and also no one knows if i really will succeed and who the heck is gg to sponser me the capital to start my business.. arrgh why is there no response from NTU? sigh.. i'm like fasting from meat for almost a week like and i'm a VEGETARIAN tiger.. omg can u believe it? one in the world man.. sigh i must have faith and not be double minded.. oh man it's getting harder as each day passes.. sigh.. :( i will try i promise to be strong

blading phobia..

Yest.. Aloy came by to teach me how to Blade.. OMG i was quite shocked that he could blade REAL well.. haha.. i mean at least better than TAY. seriously Tay u look sooooo unbalanced when you are on blades.. :X so Aloy taught me how to blade.. initially i started blading at the mindef carpark then slowly i went to try out at the shelter.. the ground was very smooth and perhaps more slippery.. hah but i managed to do it.. think i just need more practise.. hehe after doing for some time i thought i was good enough and tried to blade arnd the 800m track and i was going all smooth when suddenly i rolled over some thick branches and WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fell. OH GOD. Aloy tried to hold my arm to stop me from falling me,but apparently by doing that, he strained my armpit. damnit. it's so super painful after that and the pain actually was there all the while arrgh.. and it doesnt make sense.. how can u strain that stupid part.. heng my butt got support got cushioning (that's what aloy say) so when i fell on my butt still not so pain.. but still i'm not going to give up anyways if not i can never be COACH PEH.. muhaha.. i just need to know how to stand up again after i fall on my cushioned butt. hahahhaa Tay: just u watch it. :P anyways all my friends have received their NTU interview letters already maybe except for me ba.. i wonder if they have forgotten about my application already or what.. but still i wont give up praying for it to come one of these days. YES. must have faith. To all my peeps who are feeling very very low during this examination period, Yes i do understand what u guys are going through coz i'm not feeling very good either with all the un-read notes when the papers are nearing already.. but instead of complaining that we dont have enough time or to feel sad about other stuff, shouldnt we put the time and even the energy on our studies first? Wah.. sounds so easy to say only but like as if i can do it *slap myself* haha yah la.. but anyway just try your best ba.. To: Lua ka, Hui, Mouse, Black colour.. Jia you for your papers okie.. i'll remember to pray for u. dont worry. :)) if ever u guys are feeling low, u can always look for me, i'll make u HIGH! muhahahha.. okie la later Aloy's coming over to teach me blading again so i better go do some mgt stuff or econs stuff.. arrgh bye peeps! Jia You!!!! -misses-

:(

cant believe my rather new zen player hanged itself! damnit. can't even on the stupid player now.. and has to be sent for repair! BOYCOTT CREATIVE!!! arrgh damns

sick sick sick.. arrgh

this is so sick.. my nose is runny, my eyes is painful and itchy and my throat is also itchy ALL AT THE SAME TIME.. am i gg to be sick or what? but just a minute ago i was fine.. suddenly now lidat.. arrgh what's wrong.. HELP!!!!!!!!!!! just now after dinner, aloy gave me a surprise! muha.. he bought me pure vanilla from coffee bean, fried keropok from pasar malam and fruit tart from delifrance.. on top of that, he lend me his blades! Yes! i can practise and become a pro before i go out and show off my skills.. heh arrgh my eyes are killing me.. shitified now i cant stop sneezing

foodie goodie

Look at the feast. Looks are deceiving. May not look like restaurant food, But it's a meal cooked using LOVE. thanks dear *HUG* :*

almost gone..

Today's a GOODBAD day.. good coz it's our 7th months together and indeed, it hadnt been an easy journey.It hadnt been easy for us to endure till now and even more to come.. Dinner, i went to aloy's place and he cooked for me.. the pic i'll upload later when he sends me.. he cooked me steamed promfret, veg with prawn and shitake mushroom,chicken inside with glutunious rice (actually only use microwave to heat up),dumplings and still got almond jelly with rambutan and pineapple. the two of us actually finished 4 dishes and 1 dessert *Slurrpz* something really nice and heart warming. NOt really food that is very delicious but at least he did his best to touch my heart and he did. :) but we did have a little argument before he even finished cooking but it's so small and not worth mentioning.. yep alright now to the BAd part.. i actually initiated a Break-Up. oh man.. it's that bad.. i was on my way home and my mind started thinking again.. seriously how can i make it through the time when he's in army.. think my life's gg to be sooo empty and lonely.. sigh so !!!!!!Alert!!!!!! to all my friends.. please dont turn me down when i jio you guys out to party.. :X yah lor.. i told aloy that i wanted to end the relationship coz i dint want to put myself through misery when he's in army and i guess it's really very selfish on my part but just that i had only thought of myself and dint think of what both of us really wanted. The ironic thing was that, in fact i'm still very very in love with you but just that i dint want to go through that part of you gg into army so i had the thought of ending everything. So sorry.. made u take taxi down and to have to rush down so late at night, dont know if i worried your mum or your sis coz i kept calling (maybe twice) just to check where were u.. but still, i'm glad everything has been sorted out and both of us can sleep well tonight.. so sorry aloy that i have to you through all this. I hereby promise u that i'll stop all my nonsense and that i'll be strong and persevere on ya.. *HUG* special thanks to caleb and lua tek.. both of you guys were there for me when i felt soooo helpless and listened to my endless complains and rattlings. sigh. life isnt easy but i'm so glad that i had u guys as my friends, my besties. take care peeps. :))

pics pics pics

I miss those days..

Pick your choice! Classic Vanilla; Caramel Mint (slurrpz); Choco Pop
The smelly fish is in white. MUha
Now u know why we were being stared at when eating at Haegen Daez. lolz

sigh

It seems like the situation is getting worse now.. As in the situation at home.. dont know what my bro is thinking about.. sigh.. yellings everyday.. maybe my mum also going through menopause so the mood swings are super extreme de.. arrgh tonight i have night classes from 7-10 think i'm so going to @_@ already.. sigh 3 more weeks before my exams and so much just had to happen.. Dear dear is enlisting on July 7th. oh man.. i was thinking of getting a count down chart to the saddest day of my life.. hah but no time. arrgh.. can u imagine a situation like this.. exams coming, notes un-read,syallbus not finished revising, bf enlisting,yellings at home and a whole lot of confused stuff that enwaits you to settle, the feelings are so confusing yet i have to settle them.. :( my stupid nose is at it again.. apparently i've been sleeping very late this few days so no matter what med i eat also no use.. arrgh! sucks man.. dear dear just gave me a stress bag.. hah inside got a lot of goodies.. from food to stationery.. thanks dear *HUG* next week he's gg to work intensively fron 730am-930pm so guess we wont have the time to meet up too.. i'm so gg to miss him but still i have no choice but to let him go work i mean for $$$ sake.. sigh think sometimes i'm really selfish and self-centred. Dint know i was such a person until we've got together.. sigh :( ok la.. shall continue my rambblings another day.. gotta go out for lunch already. miss ya all~

trouble-fied

A lot of things have happened recently and i suddenly felt very burden-fied.. not just my own studies and the fact that i've to attend classes everyday till SAT! 10-5 is indeed very very draining.. it's so boring and i just have to keep drinking coffee to keep myself awake.. sigh.. just when can all these #@$*^##$*&#*$&^T be over? sucks man.. dear dear's starting work next week tmr and luckily he's only working 3 hrs a day but next week he's gg for some 14 hr job thingy and the worse thing is that i have classes till 10pm on the few days he's working so late, think i'm so going to miss him.. :( but it's okay la.. When he first told me that he wanted to go work that thingy, the first thing that came to my mind was to ask him not to do it.. but i dint. I thought that it would seem selfish on my part that i had to deprive him of earning more cash so i let him be.. it would be good for us to take a 5 day break from each other also, maybe just to rethink our postition in this relationship. I told u that i'll never let go of the hand i've held. so i wont, unless u make me do it.(but i doubt so) i was both happy and sad when i told u that i wanted a 5 day break but u said NO. Happy coz i know how much u treasure me and dint want any breaks in between our relationship, Sad coz i know how tired you'll be and still u have to come and meet up with me just for a while. Sometimes i do feel that it's not worth the time.. but maybe for u seeing each other for a while is better than not seeing at all.. Sigh.. dont know la. i feel so troubled now. arrgh maybe everything will be settled soon. i also dont want to keep thinking about it coz i feel that it doesnt help and i got so much more things to bother about.. i just cant keep dwelling on the same things.. arrgh. a-loy told me that some of his poly friends have already received their enlistment letter and most probably his enlistment date would be arnd July or what.. i just dont want July to come coz i have a feeling that it's going to be a difficult time for me.. seriously.. sigh dont know la.. so many things--> so sucky. arrgh :/ also the application date for NTU and NUS have closed and i've submitted my applications. "Dear God please bless my application, Aloy's, xiaohui's,vivien's,caleb's and jr's that we'll be granted a place in the local unis and me, an interview and even to go through the interview without any hiccups. In Jesus name i pray and ask, AMEN." For all the others, please pray for me ya? i really really want to get into NTU. take care peeps. outta here

Passion for the Christ

Cant believe that i actually cried during service on Sunday when Church showed some short clips of The Passion of the Christ. Oh man.. i could practically feel tears welling up in my eyes and there was no where else i could look.. arrgh the whole atmosphere was just so tense and the feeling was totally different from what i had felt when i watched it at the cinema two years ago.. oh man.. it's like i can really feel the pain and this awful sadness stayed with me for the rest of the day.. After Service i went with Aloy to Airport to eat the supposedly nice satay from the staff canteen but i think alright only leh.. maybe the satay sauce is good but the satay were like very cold lor.. what the heck.. still got minimum purchase de.. kaoz anyway we studied for a while at Mac before we got shoo-ed away by the workers.. so we had to "forcefully" end our study session and go back to expo for the flee market.. heh nothing much actually.. all the stuff they were selling were more like unwanted then goods to be bought.. at least this is what i thought.. second hand toys that even the fur of the bears look grey-ish i mean this kind of things where got ppl want to buy? tsk tsk.. heh actually now i should be studying but i'm HERE! oh no.. gotta go liao.. Miss ya peeps :)

YES!

Just realised that i hadnt had any newer pics to upload but just coz my seafood taught me how to upload pics onto blog liao and i just cant stop it.. haha will do it again with my newer pics. outta here!!!

Who did this? hmmm.. heh
Happy birthday you are a mouse.. so sorry for the late upload of pics.. i'm a bit retarded.. heh
hah.. finally can upload liao.. all thanks to my seafood.. Ms black colour!!! *applause* lolz thanks girl.. oh yes.. this is my piggly niece.. got more pics to upload.. heh

♠♀--> co cool.. heh

Yest.. me and A-loy went to Queenstown library to study.. the environment is very good.. i mean it's cosy and not very noisy though we sat in the cafe.. after that we checked out receipe books.. (cant believe that he was as excited as i was) heh : note the greedy-ness : After that we decided to go Alexandra Market for dinner and the two of us were extreeeemelllllyyyy greedy.. we ordered black pepper crab ,bah kut teh and some veg to eat downing them with lime juice and sugar cane.. OMG how greedy can we get.. i mean like for 2 people.. that's considered quite a lot.. *snort* after that we went to ikea for ice cream.. tsk tsk now u all should know why i just cant slim down.. haha studies have shown that ppl who are in a relationship will tend to GAIN 3.5kg in a year.. oh man.. that's so bad.. but probably it only works in me coz dearie doesnt get fat AT ALL!!! that's so not fair.. arrgh but anyway we enjoyed ourselves very much, at least it made me forget what horrible things that had happened in the day. toopid NUS. toopid me. arrgh.. Just now i was making my famous cheese cake and it turned out to be a flop. what the heck la.. kaoz the cheese was ok but i think there's something wrong with the cream.. woa lao the two things just cant be blended in together.. wonder what's wrong.. i'm so gg to buy the ingredients and try again.. afterall i promised my aunt that i'll make some for my niece and nephew de.. sucks man.. oh yes.. the day before yest i made tea egg leaf and SLURRRPPPPZZZZzzz oink oink oink.. hehe very super nice but i feel that the herb smell have not yet penetrated into the egg so the smell and taste not very strong.. but still it's very nice coz the egg white is very bouncy(at least this is what my gm said) :P this week marks the end of my more-relaxed week coz starting next week i'm having revision classes everyday even till SAT!!! 10-5pm.. i think SIM is mad and i'm so gg to go mad already.. what the heck la.. arrgh but i'm so gg to make it through :X no choice la damnit. arrgh *God please give me strength* later i'm still going for tuition and tonight... meeting aloy for supper! YES!!!! why leh? coz both my parents are out of town.. lolz my dad havent come back from brunei yet and my mum just left for indo today.. heh.. i'm like a bird out of the cage.. haha cant believe this and i'm going to be 20 soon.. -.-'' sigh.. gg to bathe and maybe read some of my econs notes before i go out for tuition. outta here! *waves*

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Now i know that being your good friend wouldnt make me a good girlfriend.. :((

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One more last day before aloy comes back from Hong Kong.. cant believe i missed him so much that last night when he called i just couldnt control and cried. arrgh but nevermind. i'll be STRONG.. yes! i feel like gg for the flea market at expo.. arrgh should have went after service on sunday.. but i was alone.. :(

burrp ZZZZzzzz

heh.. super full.. just came back from the long awaited DIM SUM buffet with my SIM peeps.. heh quite successful coz we were all STUFFED. oh man.. i was so cheapo that i even brought extra plastic bags to put the fried prawn dumplings. at that point of time i even wished that my stomach was a "wu di dong" that i can keep stuffing myself with the food and not feeling full. lol but it was quite nice but maybe a bit ex. in the end the 6 of us each of us paid arnd $16+ but considering we ate like pigs and still got food to da bao back.. think it's quite worth it.muhaha the da-baoing process was quite heart-racing. had to keep checking out if got any ppl near me then must faster put the food back into my bag! lolz.. so funny and sian lye just couldnt stop laughing when she saw me da baoing the food la.. kaoz :X but anyway did enjoyed myself.. later gg to jog to lose all those fats again.but looking at the weather now.. maybe cannot. if rain how? haha excuses excuses.. :P haha after this week, i'm so gg to chiong again la.. sigh exams exams exams. how sick can they be. arrgh but i'm quite looking forward for this week's events. so many things planned up ahead.. tmr is our 6th month.. think we just gg to chill out at hh's place and watch spongebob's VCD.. wed bringing my niece and nephew to the zoo then at night meeting caleb and hjb for dinner, thurs i'm gg for the camp facilitator thingy, fri got tuition. arrgh.. long week man. but at least it wouldnt be a boring one. heh.. that's all peeps. outta here.. think i wanna search for another blog skin le. see if i can find any nice ones. miss ya all lots~

evofus

Vday'06

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Hei Se.. what's with getting dusty la.. tsk tsk ppl busy okie.. maybe+ lazy.. lolz this few weeks have been super happening.. got lots of activities posted despite the ever disgusting mock exam.. arrgh it's a sat and i cant believe i spend half of it rolling in bed till now then i woke up. arrgh just ike a pig *snort* actually i've been wanting to upload some pics onto my blog but actually i'm not really good at it or should i say i dont really know how to do it but i shall try! muhahaha ok.. i've uploaded many many photos onto photobucket but dont know if it's just cut and pasting the URl wait i'll try.. byebye..

Happy Valentine's Day'06

Valentine's Day for me and dear dear was a simple one coz i dint really think that it's a time for us to celebrate? haha coz everytime we go out together we eat as if we're celebrating.. haha :X We went holland V and ate delifrance bistro. not say very nice but it's rather ex. heez but i still enjoyed the meal :)) after that we actually wanted to head to hagen daez for fondue and NYDC for cheesecake de but seeing the long queue both of us ZZZZZZzzz haha so in the end we went to the market and enjoyed a bowl of ice kachang for $1.50 cheap and good. after downing the ice kachang we were like super full. our initial plan was to---->
1. eat the crystal jade chicken wings
2.go delifrance have fruit tart
3.eat the famous holland V (dry) fish hor fun
4.fondue at haegen daez
5.cheesecake at NYDC
in the end we bought a small cake from breadtalk and had our mini celebration at my house's bus stop.Coincidentally, it's our 5th month on Vday too so we had a small candle and aloy brought the cake home. nothing fanciful or what but still we did spent some time together. oh yes to update what i got for Aloy--> a esprit towel pack, some sweets, nice stamps and a boxers card with my lip print! haha so cool right? lolz what Aloy gave me--> one stalk of pink blended with white rose. it's damn nice but super ex $6 (woa lao), a crunpler pouch and a super nice but ex card. i love all of them but still next time can be more budget hor.. like me lidat.. heh but still thanks a lot hanie pokie. haha :-* for spending time with me despite your busy schedule. I cant believe this.. tmr we've booked Dim Sum buffet at dragon gate restaurant to pig out again?! hahaha so that's y i say actually Valentine's Day is not really a time to celebrate coz we are celebrating everytime we are out together. Maybe yesterday was just with the addition of some presents and roses, that's all and it's out 5th month together. Hope everyone did enjoy their V'day regardless of whether they have a partner or not. sigh. one day pass so quickly already. i must get back to my books and mug hard le.. exams are round the corner and i'm still slacking like mad.. arrgh. bye peeps. :) miss ya all hard~ shall upload some pics after Aloy send them to me *waves*

USR'06 rocks

Got back from the race last night, super paralysed. was already aching like mad during the race but still i persevered on and managed to get to the 15th position. ha! the details of the race are as follows:
Intro:
Me, Jing2, Aloysius and Charle formed a team of 4 to join the Uniquely Singapore Race together from the 11th-12th of Feb.
Day One:
We had to report at the Youth Park(behind cine) at 8 in the morning. So i had to wake up at 615 to bathe and get ready coz i wasnt sure if we would get to bathe at night. When we reached there, other teams were already getting ready liao. We werent told of the next destination but had to guess the clue from the drawings our minister of education. Well, the first part was a bit scary coz i tot that a stampede would happen coz all 400+ ppl were chiong-ing to the destination coz the clue was rather easy. So we ran there and deciphered the next clue to be at the Labordor Park. Luckily when we left the park, the bus to the park came and we hopped on. The route to the park was actually a torturous one but we actually cheated halfway coz we took a cab in if not think we'll die a terrible death if we were to walk in. haha when we found the checkpoint, obviously we were the first team to arrive.. haha the next stop was to go to china street to find some places selling pies that is the new singapore icon. apparently we misread the clue and tot that it was at chinatown but couldnt find anything. But still, we were the 1st team to reach the pie shop. Charle said that the pie is quite nice but i was too full to eat. Actually i cant really remember the sequence of the race but so far now. it's still the right sequence. haha the next stop,we went to suntec the fountain of wealth to get our next clue and the clue led us to the merlion where we had to pose with the lion and take a pic. after that we ran all the way down to clarke quay were one of the members had to do a challenge "GMax" oh man.. the reverse bungee thingy. i think it's damn scary but jing2 actually said that she wants to try *applause* haha i wouldnt dare do it coz i scared my heart stop ar.. lolz after that we went to little india and had to use the hanna paste to draw the USR logo on our hands. That was the first time i saw the real thaipusam going on. oh man.. i think it's damn scary lor.. i saw this guy had a pole-like thingy pierced through his mouth and connected to it was a trolley like thingy. i'm not so sure how to describe it but it was super scary and obviously super pain. :X after the henna drawing event, we went to one of the mosque near geylang area i think and we had to play "zero point" , "five stones" and "chapteh" aiyah i dont know how to spell.. haha after that we were give a clue and that we had to buy a lime mag to get to the next destination. but the shitty thing was that all the lime mags around the area have already been sold out and we had to travel all the way to funan to buy the mag. Just like that we've wasted a whole lot of time.The resting place was at Chinatown point but we couldnt find the checkpoint and end up searching for it again. +time wasted+. after a 2 hour break, the next challenge was to make a lantern similar to the sample lantern. it may sound easy but in fact it's not. we spend like 15-20 mins figuring out how to make the lantern and to make it. arrgh but this time we were already shagged, despite having a 2 hour break. if i'm not wrong the next stop was to go to geylang and we had to weigh a 1.5kg durian and eat it. the durian was superb but we had to eat it in a rush so quite pity. after that we rushed off to bedok market under blk 85 and we had to hike down 10km to our resting place for that day. i tell you the 10km hike was like (@^#(^$@(^ coz by that time my legs were already aching and having cramps. the worst thing was that we took a wrong route, got lost and had to walk an addtional 2+km.. arrgh finally we reached east coast park but we had to walk AGAIN to the chalet before our timing stops. luckily we came in 17th and slept in the airconditioned room *yeah* but apparently the air con was too cold and the floor too hard, i kept waking up in the middle of the night. arrgh
Day Two:
Our first stop was at Mac Ritchie reservior. We chose to do the land expedition but we took the wrong and longer route. By that time my knees were aching real bad and i felt like giving up. i dint want to hurt myself just for the race. Maybe that's coz i'm selfish. arrgh. But still, we carried on the next stop, we went to teck whye to get our clue and headed for Qian Hu fish farm. Over there we had to catch 16 fishes and then we can go off. i was happily catching the fishes when i saw Charle beside me, stirring the water like how u stir your milo. haha think he was trying to catch the fish but the fish was too fast for him. :P we completed the task easily and had to rush off to the next destination at Sembawang. The satay club. Oh man the satay was damn good coz we barbequed them ourselves and we also had to eat "yu sheng" in less than 5 mins. we completed that feat easily too coz we were too hungry.. haha the next stop was to go to the sembawang hot spring. we ran all the way in and the challenge was to use the hot spring water to cook an egg. we waited and when it was time, Charle the bravest ate the RAW egg. OMG it was not cooked at all lor. the water isnt hot enough and the egg white was still translucent.*yuck* Still we did it and proceeded on to seletar reservior to get our clue. it was nearly the end of the race le.. we had to travel from seletar to somerset, all the while running and when we got to the visitor centre we had to search for the clue which led us to douby gaut. there, Charle did absailing inside PS, then me jing2 and aloy had to belay him. it was a rather simple task for him coz he did it many times already. After that we ran and took a train down to orchard mrt and ran to scotts the foodcourt downstairs. it is the first foodcourt in a mall in singapore! we had to do something like the "shi zi lu kou" kind and had an 1 hr break there. from there we tot we just had to zoom to zouk thinking that it was the last stop but it wasnt. we had to go to raffles place first to visit an underground mosque. cool right? but we dint visit it coz we werent properly attired. after that we were given another 1 hr to rest before setting off for Zouk. It was the final countdown already. we ran all the way from the bus stop to Zouk and came in 15th. :))At last we completed the race, our timing was 33+ hours. WE COMPLETED THE RACE IN LESS THAN 34 HOURS!!! What an achievement! haha After that we chilled out at Zouk for an hour or so whilst waiting for the lucky draw( as if we are lucky enough to win anything) then we headed home.
Though we dint win anything from the race, but what i really gained from this race is stronger friendship and even to get to know singapore better. It was very-super-duper-extra tiring but still it was very enjoyable. Even though we had our agruments and unhappiness, i still treasure my team mates very much. Credit to go to Jing2 for organising us to join the race, Charle for navigating the route for us, Aloysius, my dear dear, thanks for being there for me when my legs felt like breaking, supporting me and caring for me throughout the race. Thanks for staying up to talk to me even when u are feeling super tired already. Thanks Dear :* -i dont know why i love you coz feelings cant be explained-

<3

HE: I love you.
SHE: How much?
HE: As much as i want you to be my wife.
SHE:*smiles*
Are we really meant to be?

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Guess a lot that has happened recently has got me thinking.. every small little thing. Apparently my mum has gotten wind that both me and my sis had bfs and she has been questioning us and lecturing us every night to find out the truth. the good thing? both of us denied la but my stupid sis actually went to tell my dad everything and the shit thing is that my dad "bao dou" her... so too bad.. haha but seriously this time i actually can feel my mum's concern for us but maybe in a wrong way? as in like she was more like intergorrating us rather than asking out of concern lor.. but still.. i can sense her concern.. haha she actually laid conditions i think no guys can ever reach lor.. so i think i just treat it as though she was nagging la.. i mean afterall i'm the one marrying the guy and staying with him for the rest of my life and not my mum dou.. so why should i do everything she says? i'm not sure if she's gonna approve aloy or what but we'll try to do our best.. i've thought of a damn "jian" strategy and needa the cooperation of either christina, caleb or fishy.. haha so peeps now all is up to you! haha.. shant rattle on the not-so-happy events dou.. erms.. oh yes CNY has just come and go and KAAA CHIIING!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm rich again.. finally and i found a few items to splurge on already.. oh man.. i must try and control.. haha as if i say le will do lidat.. but CONTROL I MUST!!! arrgh yawn.. cant believe i skipped today's lect and stayed at home to slack or should i say do my own revision? haha sian man.. NTU's application starts early March so peeps get ya com's ready! haha NTU here we come.. haha -_-'' sorry huh a bit off there.. lolz :P later in the afternoon i've got tuition and at night JR's going to treat all the tuition teachers to dinner. Let's hope we'll burst there.. haha yah la.. that's about all.. Can't wait for next week to come.. Esprit here i come! Birkis here i come! hahahaha bye all ~

happy new year everyone :))

"dong dong qiaaang.. dong dong qiaaang.." haha happy new year to everybody! :)) it's time to get fat oh yes.. got an annoucement to make
"my aunt got esprit 50% off everything so if u guys wanna buy anything can tag me and tell me ya.. give me the description, size everything and the clothes' code." think i'll be getting them next week so must tell me asap ya.. :) after CNY i'm so gonna be super rich and super fat so it's time to go back to exercise le.. hahaha ciao ppl.. :*

Dr Peh's evaluation :)

Case Study 1:

My friend broke up with her boyfriend and they had only been going steady for 6 months or so.
Dr's Evaluation:
i seriously think that there's no such thing as ''i love u forever'' coz there is no such thing as forever lor.. My friend was madly in love with her boyfriend and yet this had to happen.. She lives in Sembawang and her bf stays in chinese graden.. that's like super far away and yet she is willing to travel the distance just to go to her bf's place and even to cook for him.. YET.. the bf wants to break up just coz they quarrelled over some small thing. damns that's like so not compromising.. and when she wants to talk about it, the bf refuses to pick up her call, ignoring her totally. arrgh how can guys be so bastard. i mean he was the one who wanted to start this relationship and then now all this shit had to happen.. My friend's like super sad now she dint even attend class yesterday and today lor.. i also dont know how to help her.. arrgh luckily Mr Aloysius Tan is not like this if not i think he can say BYe BYe liao.. heh Good old Bones :X

Case Study 2:

My friend's friend spent a whopping $3000 on maria france slimming centre, just so she can wear nicer clothes.

Dr's Evaluation:
RIDICULOUS. Why waste that money?? somemore she's a student only lor.. tsk tsk want to diet go exercise or cut down on fatty food can le mah.. why go to that extent? the worse thing.. her bf even sponsered $700 for her to go.. but i think the bf doesnt mind her to be the chubby side but maybe it's herself who wants to be bone-like.. arrgh what the heck lor.. i mean maybe this is all GUYS' fault coz they like girls to be super slim la.. like bones lidat.. if they really like skinny girls, maybe should ask him to marry a dog bone? skinny enough le ba? hahahaha sometimes this kind of things very hard to control de leh.. u all think it's easy to be slim meh? somemore if the girl's body is like become fat very fast de.. it's not easy lor.. arrgh but some stupid guys just dont get the picture.. sigh so sad.. heh but still.. i guess we have to be happy with what we have and not to compare with others.. whether others are cuter or prettier or smarter or whatever.. BE HAPPY WITH WHAT WE HAVE is the most important.. but i think u guys reading should know right? i'm cuter and prettier than most of u MUHAHAHAHA *blush* lolz.. :P
That's all for Dr Peh's evaluation.. hehe got anything need Dr Peh's readings just TAG me.. ciaoz hehe

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cashless

How great.. i'm only left with $198++ in my bank.. HOW RICH hahaha.. but luckily wp and jr transferred the money they owed me to me then now at least better.. it really does not feel good when your bank is like so super DRIED up la.. sigh..but not to fear.. haha on the 27th would be PAY DAY.. hahahah KA CHING!!!! $_$ and what's more.. CNY is coming and i'm gg to be a rich bitch again.. hehe so yah la.. maybe for the time being i'll have to eat bread for lunch.. haha yeps :) but i'm still fine and living.. oh yes.. madam black suggested that i blog on the zoo trip so i shall touch on it a little.. on the 14/01/2006 i went to the Zoo with dear dear and his sister and euguene and jermaine(his little niece and nephew) we reached there arnd 1+ just in time to view the animal feeding time.. yeps the trip was quite alright la.. but the weather was a bit warm.. but thinking back i shouldnt be complaining about the weather coz if not i think if it rains we wouldnt be even able to go to the Zoo lor.. so yep.. we went to watch the elephants of asian show and OMG.. i actually saw the elephants SHIT before the show started.. haha it was back facing us and euguene told me to check out the elephants "put put" woa lao the shit were gigantic and yellow in colour i wonder why.. haha they had the size of a shot put ball.. muhaha just that they were in yellow.. haha and it urinated too.. Oh man.. it was like a waterfall when it was wee wee-ing lolz but overall the trip to the zoo was quite an enjoyable one.. to end off we shared the Ben and Jerry's ice cream i think it was mint chunky chocolate or something like that but it was... H-E-A-V-E-N-L-Y hahah super duper nice but quite ex.. yeps. but i enjoyed myself very much. seeing all the animals and behaving like a small kid.. that kind of feeling is like.. wah quite "huai nian" hehe :P i've started tuition at my aunt's place le and apparently my niece and nephew arent very cooperative coz they are like very lazy during tuition no matter how much i scold them also no use.. but since i'm in need of $$$ i think better stay put.. yup. oh yes JR just to remind u again 31/01/2006 will be my last lesson at the tuition centre le until May i think when my exams end. so u better have got your relief teacher ready. yep. :) WP: i dont think i want the nike bag le.. come to think of it i think i got a lot of bags le.. i thought of a good and budget goody bag u can get for me 1) new earphones (those plug in kind not my present kind) 2)hair serum (any good brand will do.. leave in kind i dont like rinse out de) 3) xu zhi an's newest "jing xuan ji"4)$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ hahaha i think so far lidat only ba.. cant think of anything else. yep so if u guys got the budget and time can help me get these stuff ba.. haha :X that day i was pondering over a question.. "Can a guy still remain friends with his ex?" i overheard the radio deejay saying this and i started thinking.. for me, of course i wouldnt want my bf to remain good friends with his ex coz i dont think it would be possible. once romantically involved how can after that still remain as friends leh? unless either party still has some feelings for the other.. i'm not trying to say anything here but i just want to say something what i really feel.. once broken up, shouldnt remain as friends.. even if both parties had agreed that they would do so but maybe should be like just say say only and not really do it. To avoid such a thing from happening, i think the best way is not to break up lor.. i mean if the excuse is that their personality is not compatible then why get involved in the first place right? unless there's some other reasons which i cant think of la.. yep so yah lor.. hmmm.. i also dont know la just that maybe i dont really like or the guy's present gf will get jealous? haha it seems like i'm referring to myself.. lolz oh yes.. just not i was typing the url of evofus's shared blog but i accidentally typed the wrong add but i stumbled onto something BETTER.. check it out www.v-0f-us.blogpot.com i wonder if it could be some sign coz i've been having the same dream these two days that someone in my family got possessed and that some devil came and i was saying the prayer aloud that in JESUS's name all demons will go away and the marvellous thing was that in my second dream MY MUM even stretch out her hand to pray together with me to GOD. oh man.. i remembered in my dream i was very very happy.. but when i woke up and found that it was only a dream i was like a bit -_-'' but still i feel it's a sign that it's time for me to give my life to GOD. i'll still try to attend church regularly coz u guys should know la.. ok la.. i think today's entry super long already shall end here.. needa call dear dear le.. byebye :)

:)

The reef bag hui and sm bought for me broke when i only used it twice.. sigh i was really saddened about it coz my besties bought me the bag and i really really like it.. but when yesterday i took it down for repair at the ripcurl shop the stupid shop assistant say coz i dont have receipt so they cant repair for me. even if they repair for me i needa opay $30-$40+ that's daylight robbery lor.. arrgh i needa repair the bag.. :( sigh.. dont know how la.. shiti-fied.. arrgh oh yes i found a tuition job at my aunt's place that pays $300 every month which i feel that's quite good so i'm gonna stop tuition at jr's place after this month. i realise that actually i enjoy teaching there leh.. i mean the kids are quite cute in a way la.. so yepp. but still i'm gonna stop at the end of this month coz the travelling time and stuff. but if jr still wants me back.. i'll be available again after may after my exams. oh yes.. this year i'm so going to apply for NTU again.. so peeps if anyone is aware of the registration date please please please X 100000 tag me and tell me ya? thanks a million. recently nothing much has happened just the weather la.. arrgh thwarting my jogging plans everytime.. so yah la.. sigh.. Sat i'm gg Zoo with dear dear.. haha hope it wouldnt rain or we will be piggying out again le.. hahahah that's it peeps.. oh yes.. dear dear warned me not to divulge any of his pervertive ideas.. haha so i shant but this would serve as a warning if he dares to make me angry... MUHAHAHAHAH WATCH OUT!! lolz byebye *waves*

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Back!.. from korea hehe.. quite fun. the weather was super duper cold like -15degrees.. it's crazy lor coz i had to wear 7 layers of clothes and considering the layer of fats that i already have, i still need to wear so much u can imagine how cold it was.. haha the most happy thing in korea was that i still managed to buy a calling card and called my dearest dear dear from korea.. haha so missed hearing his piggly voice.. haha.. but still i enjoyed myself in korea.. now back in sing, sweating like a pig under the hot sun.. haha atlast, now i'm feeling better after hogging the phone with dear dear for 2 hours.. just now i was really feeling really down. when i msged dear dear he told me to go read the bible and that very moment i felt like throwing the bible away coz at that very moment i suddenly felt that what can a book do to make me feel better? but i guess i was really very very wrong to think lidat coz it aint no ordinary book. it's the BIBLE. but still at that moment i was like so helpless than he only told me to go read James 1:2 but i was like ^@*#@^%*#@ i dint want to live anymore.. but still he managed to put a smile on my face before putting down the phone. thanks dear.. thanks for making me laugh :) thanks for being there even when u were at the busiest time. yepp. *HUG* oh yes.. that stupid GU LING LING wants me to praise her in my blog but i shant waste my time on that but i just want to tell GLL that i bought her something nice from korea.. no ginseng.. haha no $$ lolz.. :P oh yes.. i almost forgot the main point of me blogging today.. actually i've got so much stuff to say but after talking to dear dear i realised that i shouldnt do it.. so i wont. :) yup feeling so hungry now coz i skipped dinner after i came back from tuition coz i was sooooo x10000000 angry and disappointed. yup with myself i guess.. and maybe someone else too. i mean sometimes we should really consider how others have been to you and that we should try to be in others shoes too. right? if you are reading this, u should know that i'm referring to you. we shouldnt do things last minute. i really hate last minute stuff coz i have to re-plan my stuff and i hate it. so please no last minute stuff okie? i'll do my part as a friend so i hope that you'll do your part as my friend too and not let me have the feeling as though u are only using me for your own benefit ya? okie? yup. we're still friends dont worry.. :)) tmr caleb's driving me to meet the rest so please just hope that it will be a safe journey.. haha Oops.. keep ya fingers crossed.. lolz bye all! i love you dear dear study hard for your tests! :)) Jia you! Jia You!