NIE!!!

this morning i woke up in shock coz my mum was yelling that my NTU application letter had arrived and i opened the letter slowly knowing the outcome was " i'm sorry to inform u that your application to NTU has been seriously looked through and...." blah blah blah.. the rest is history so i told my mum that forget it la.. cant get in, it's GOD's will and that i should just study my sim properly but still i cant help feeling that little bit of disappointment. just a little seriously :X but later when my mum went to market and asked my dad and i to go downstairs to help her with the groceries, my dad went to open the letterbox and saw a NIE letter inside. my heart skipped a beat when i opened the letter and it was FINALLY.. what i had anticipated most.. a NIE interview letter on the 30th 11am.. arrgh think i'm gg to be the first one to be interviewed or maybe last one be4 they go for lunch. it's a DIP 'A' programme and i'm just gg to go for the interview, not having any high hopes, the fact that i was so excited over it last year and got rejected.. oh man the rejection is just too much.. so i've learnt to take in within my stride just as it comes, hoping for the best only. Just want to thank GOD and praise GOD for all that he's done for me. seriously all the fasting and praying hadnt gone in vain and after reading the daily bread, i shouldnt ask GOD to do what i want him to do but to do what GOD wants me to do. maybe i'm really not fated to get into NTU and that this NIE interview is my last chance le.. gonna elaborate more on my TEA party on the 26th.. actually i'm more excited bout the tea party then the interview. Oops. muha yah lor.. sigh okie la that's about all.. gonna get change and meet loy loy for dinner already.. ciaozz.. please give me feedback regarding the TEA PARTY. Tag me tag me. whoever can come early to help out.. sms and let me know okie... take care peeps and GOD BLESS~ :))))))))))))))))))))))