something to be happy about

GREAT! i received the letter for me to go down for interview next thurs for the BA in NTU de.. my goodness finally got a dream come true.. haiz hope it will be smooth for me.. TT going to be enlisted next thurs.. i'm missing him already.. miss him not as in BGR type but as a friend.. no more ppl to acc me to gossip at night.. sigh.. ciaoz

coming home late.. haiz

sucks man.. now every mon----wed i'll only be home after 10 la what the heck.. and i bet bitch is going to show me the famous black face and sing the well-known opera. damn even if i explain to her that I'M WORKING NOT GOING OUT TO PLAY..somehow she'll say i'm talking back to her and blah..blah..blah.. damn. so i dont bother to do so la when she calls to kb i'll play the shut up game. shut up and let her nag the fuck all she wants. i just cant be bothered lor.. seriously.. that day when she said"u everyday go work until so late might as well dont work, stay at home good enough liao" and i was like what the heck la.. you ask me stay at home for what? do homework ar? what the hell la?!?! i think she just dont understand.. then that day i acc aloy go study also must tell her say i gg to visit my teacher.. woa lao also not say i'm doing something bad but haiz.. as usual if i tell her that i'm surely gg to get free tickets to DA OPERA! haha.. anyways.. what can i say man.. working at xue hai is fun la i get to teach the kids and stuff.. really got power to scold and do what i want in class lor.. being a teacher is REALLY SLACK.. seriously lor.. haha no wonder so many ppl want be teacher.. haha hope i can land a place in nie.. haiz.. sian man my love life is a clean SHIT i mean sheet haha.. seeing HIM like nothing also leh.. now this HIM i also is dunnoe which one.. haha maybe is aloy ba or TT or J but i think now i dont really care liao ba.. wait till i go uni.. muhahahaha *evil laugh gotta go liao my fucking eye is itching like hell.. damn

heya!

woa liew.. it's been quite a while since i last blogged.. haiz so much has happened over a short period of time.. think the last time i blogged.. havent get results yet but now the As are out and i cant believe i got B D O what the heck.. but actually i'm not disappointed at all cuz i was expected this kind of shitty grades lor.. just that my GP really made me feel disappointed.. i was expecting a B3 or B4 but fcuk.. i got C5.. damn.. maybe i was overconfident or what la.. but now i'm just keeping my fingers crossed that i can get into NTU NIE.. i really want to go there.. partly cuz there got cute guys! haha that day the guy that talked to us during the open house.. my godness.. haha but i guess cute guys will become not cute after you get to know them.. just like TT? haha i dont know la but haiz.. i just want to be good friends now. FULL STOP.. i dont wanna think of all this shit anymore.. True la i may feel lonely at times but do i really need a guy now? the thought of being burden-fied just turns me off.. and the fact that i cant let my parents know it.. damn.. worse lor.. but true enough sometimes i really think that we're more than friends la.. but so what sia? it just stops there.. we went blading again last week and after that we went to celebrate jas's birthday.. not bad la had quite a lot of fun.. haha although i think blading is really scary.. haha i'm quite terrified of the thought of falling down but i'm determined to learn it well.. haha not gg to let it have the same fate as knitting.. haha i think i'm really have "san fen zhong re du" whatever i like wont last for more than 3 months.. and this is the same towards guys also.. seriously.. i maybe crazy over this guy for some time.. doing everything for him but suddenly one day when i wake up i just feel dumb over all this shit then i realise that i dont really like him that much.. haha what the heck.. aiyah dunnoe la maybe i'm still not matured enough to be in a relationship? but if got any cute guys in uni... MUHAHAHAHAHAHA no la see how ba.. my wish now is just get into uni.. others can wait.. :P seriously.. haha went shopping with sm yest.. bought lots of stuff... i think top shop's really cool man! i think they had this new series of makeup and bath accessories and i bought a body mist from there.. cheap cheap $12.90 only.. haha bought nail enamel from red earth also.. $13.60 this one ex but the colour is the one i've been looking for so peeps if you're reading this call me up if you wanna do manicure! haha i can give you discount.. lolz.. so fun.. today went to eat international buffet at United Square.. very nice but very very very filling.. the food there has a wide range of variety lor and i think the coolest part is that we get to drink fruit juice using test tubes! haha i wanna set up a restaurant using all the chemistry apparatus to eat de.. haha good idea ba.. anyone interested please draft up a business proposal.. hahahaha we can be partners.. i'll consider except TT cuz i know he's out to cheat me! lolz feeling very bloated now.. really very full.. not a good feeling.. okay gotta ciao feeling very warm now.. damn