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sigh.. exams are over and yet i'm feeling even more restless than ever.. arrgh aloy's out with his peeps and again.. never charge his phone so batt's flat and i cant contact him.. arrgh sucks man.. i feel so so so bored and what's more i'm still not feeling well so well so had been staying at home for the past 2 days.. :(( i'm sooo bored and HOOOORAY!!!!! next week he's gg JB too.. how fun can it be. arrgh

arrgh

HORRID.. tea party postponed till next fri.. i'm down with fever, flu,sore throat, cough.. oh man anything u name it i have it.. arrgh yesterday night was the longest night in my life.. my whole body was aching like mad and i kept waking up in the middle of the night coz i cant even sleep.. sucks man.. and i feel like dying.. arrgh but still i made it.. muha tea party next fri.. sorry peeps made u guys so excited over it then in the end had to postpone it.. sigh i so wanted to have it today also but seriously can la.. it's like i'm still SICK. arrgh and the worse shit? my exams are over and yet i'm sick! sucks man.. just want to pray hard that my sickness will be over soon and it's PARTY time.. heh thank u peeps who msged me and asked if i'm alright.. i'm fine :))))))))) just needa lots of rest now..outta here!

NIE!!!

this morning i woke up in shock coz my mum was yelling that my NTU application letter had arrived and i opened the letter slowly knowing the outcome was " i'm sorry to inform u that your application to NTU has been seriously looked through and...." blah blah blah.. the rest is history so i told my mum that forget it la.. cant get in, it's GOD's will and that i should just study my sim properly but still i cant help feeling that little bit of disappointment. just a little seriously :X but later when my mum went to market and asked my dad and i to go downstairs to help her with the groceries, my dad went to open the letterbox and saw a NIE letter inside. my heart skipped a beat when i opened the letter and it was FINALLY.. what i had anticipated most.. a NIE interview letter on the 30th 11am.. arrgh think i'm gg to be the first one to be interviewed or maybe last one be4 they go for lunch. it's a DIP 'A' programme and i'm just gg to go for the interview, not having any high hopes, the fact that i was so excited over it last year and got rejected.. oh man the rejection is just too much.. so i've learnt to take in within my stride just as it comes, hoping for the best only. Just want to thank GOD and praise GOD for all that he's done for me. seriously all the fasting and praying hadnt gone in vain and after reading the daily bread, i shouldnt ask GOD to do what i want him to do but to do what GOD wants me to do. maybe i'm really not fated to get into NTU and that this NIE interview is my last chance le.. gonna elaborate more on my TEA party on the 26th.. actually i'm more excited bout the tea party then the interview. Oops. muha yah lor.. sigh okie la that's about all.. gonna get change and meet loy loy for dinner already.. ciaozz.. please give me feedback regarding the TEA PARTY. Tag me tag me. whoever can come early to help out.. sms and let me know okie... take care peeps and GOD BLESS~ :))))))))))))))))))))))

tea party!!!!!!!

oh yes! muhahah one last paper on the 25th and TEA PARTY on the 26th!!! WOOOO HOOOOO i've sort of got the menu up le.. but still need to know what u guys are expecting or wants to have.. yep it's supposed to be a sort of like high tea session and stuff only finger food lor but.. there can be exceptions.. the food would be like cool de..not the usual hot dog or crabsticks ok. muha. can expect exotic food but taste wise it's my first time so i'm not very sure how it's going to turn out to be but please give your fullest support! $_$ muha i'll be buying vodka.. any comments anyone? or would it be better if i serve lime and lemon soda? not those pre-pack kind.. is D.I.Y de slurrp slurrp... more details will be coming up later.. peeps if you're free on that day maybe can come down earlier to help out? those not coming down earlier can help me out FINANCIALLY!!!!!!! hahahaha.. soo sooos oosooososososososos excited hehehe.. good food and good friends. that's like since so long man.. sigh but hold back first..gonna burst out on the 26th.. should i have a theme? like maybe all who are coming down must wear something purple? if not FORFEIT!!!!!!!!! hahahaha how how how?? tag me okie peeps lemme know whatcha think. *only limited to invites via sms* yep yep.. more details coming up soon when i finish brain-storming okie.. byebye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Next Thurs 25th!!! hehe last paper.. yawn yep and i so lack of the motivation.. arrgh.. i love u aloysius!!! ******************muack**************** heh ciaooozzzzz

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Guess everything's back to normal already.. Peeps.. thanks for being there for me especially Ah lua and caleb thanks man.. had u two to hear my whine and complain.. tmr i'm still having tuition.. arrgh what the heck lor.. and wed i'm having my first paper already.. a bit nervous but still i'm not studying enough!!! ahhhh.. *slap myself* i will jia you! arrgh oh yes BTW anyone got watch superband? haha i love BRODS!!!!!!!!!! go go go haha slurrp sooo MAN and cute (aloy forgive me for saying this) muha
ciaoz.. results coming out soon.. haha jia you jia you jia you :P tot i couldnt find anymore pics! i'm so wrong!! haha i got their webbie!! hah http://www.brods.net/gallery/photo_gallery.swf i cant copy and paste their pics so for more of their MANLY pics check out the webbie!!! muhahaha outta here :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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something real bad happened yesterday.. think i was quite badly shaken by it.. sigh though it's a thing of the past, i just cant help it too.. arrgh that kind of struggle and anguish i felt isnt anything that i can put in words. You said that it's the thing of the past and wont want to bring it up again. i'll respect your decision and do that too. It's going to be real difficult but if we can overcome this, i'm sure nothing will be too tough for us next time.. :) (hopefully) you're enlisting on July 7th.. not much time left till then plus i'm still having my exams for now still got 3 more weeks.. arrgh time that we spend together is really precious.. I'll treasure them so i hope you will treasure them too.. I really hope that nothing has changed after yesterday's incident.. You said nothing's changed but i did feel that things are not the same anymore.. do u still trust me? sigh.. what a thing to happen. :(( my stomach's feeling so bloated now.. still fasting from seafood and meat.. tmr's gg to be the last day already or maybe today? something's wrong.. i cant seem to digest the food and that my stomach feels so BIG (though it has always been big) and a bit painful when i try to press it down.. arrgh gassy.. oh yes.. can u help me thank your mum for making me the "suan mei" drink in the afternoon.. yep it's a bit weird tasting at the beginning but at the end it wasnt that bad actually..:)) exams starting soon in 3 more days time.. i gotta jia you already.. no news from NTU still. gosh but i'm holding on to my faith.. :)

Cooking!!!!!

Cant wait for JJ's concert on the 24th of June.. muhah $_$
Before i forget i must congratulate Fishy on your graduation and Good Luck on Wed :)) Jia you
Haha..Ahhh.. so compatible.. 0_o

Dearest Aloysius Cooked a meal for me on Sat and no need anymore words.. See for yourself. A guy willing to cook and wash for me. How nice. Imagine Husband cum Maid. Not a bad combination. haha.. Enjoy~

Maid Tan -->Part II mopping floor

Maid Tan (MT) washing pot

Cooking mushroom and Spaggedies together.. Weird but still edible :X

Presenting to you---> the CHEF OF THE DAY!!!!!! ( Oh man so cute!!!) muack muack muack

Our lunch by Mr Aloysius Tan

It's damn nice. SLurrp

(before) cheese mushroom-->anyone? (btw, i invented it) :P

Outta here~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *wave*