RIP Bee Leng

i never knew knowing the truth could be so difficult for me.. the passing on of one of my sec sch/JC friend certaintly woke me up from where i was dreaming.. the news of her dead was smacked right into my face whether i like or not.. i had no choice but to face the cold hard truth.. she was not close to me but whatever it is i knew her and she knew me. :X when i read the words "she commited suicide last friday and now buried at..." on shumin's msn window, all the goosebumps on me just came up.. i was at a lost of what to do.. and how i should react to this sudden news.. i couldnt believe my eyes that this quiet girl actually had the courage to do something like that.. or maybe she just couldnt control herself.. :( sigh but whatever it is, this incident just taught me not to take anyone or anything for granted.. seriously u never know some friends u've always to contact but nv do is already.. dead. very sad but what to do.. come to think of it, the day that she died, i was still happily prawn fishing with my NIE friends.. ultra guilty.. there's nothing i can do now but to look back and take it as a lesson learnt. it is very sad to know that only through such traumatic things that we learn how to treasure the people arnd us more.. yest me and shumin went to her tomb to pay our respects we almost couldnt find her "address".. her ashes is located right at the bottom and it is so not prominent that we missed it twice.. whatever it is, looking at the cold hard maroon marble plate, i just felt a overwhelming sense of sadness. this is all left of my friend that is only 20 years old. how come she got so sick and tired of this world and that no one reached out to her?? though the crematorium was filled with a slight tinge of sadness, it was also peaceful and a good place i would say for someone like her to Rest in Peace..
May your soul find rest in wherever u are now and that you are happier than before.. RIP BL

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EEEEEEWWWWwww but i still love him leh.. muha ;P

sorry for not blogging for such a long time... really lazy these days.. anyways this entry is gonna be a super random okie.. just trying to remember what happened like long long time ago... lol

alright, spotted this kiwi look alike bird in school few weeks back and it wasnt moving that's why i could take a super close up photo of it.. it had long wings but cannot fly or maybe lazy to fly just like i got a lot of things to say but lazy to blog.. muha

A pretty photo of me to cheer up all my friends who are not feeling not too good ok.. Hang in there k :D
oh yes.. prawn fishing today!!!!! damn fun can $26 for 3 hours.. fish like u have never fish before.. i went down to some fishing village at lakeside area.. damn cool lor.. i caught 5+++ prawns la.. got +++ coz got a few of them i let them go away.. one was out of water already but it flipped back la.. kao.. this is the mess that's left over by me and my NIE fwends.. lol
so fun.. we should go again next time.. lol the full-of-salt prawns.. very fresh, very nice.. we brought hotdogs, sotong balls, crabsmeat, satay there to eat.. more like BBQ outing rather than fishing.. all my greedy idea. damn
preparing to be BBQ-ed.. muha

super expired entry

Hey people.. sorry for the super expired entry coz i think my lappy's been infected with virus and only TODAY that i managed to blog.. heh blogger just wouldnt load for the past few days and even though i had a lot of urge to blog, i couldnt and i just had to bear with it.. can u imagine how tough it had been for me? hahaha *sniff sniff* lol anyways this entry is gonna be some super expired one coz all this events happened like one thousand years ago and then now your super lazy-fied friend has decided to blog all at one go.. -speaks- kill me somebody... haha till now, blogger's still lagging a bit whilst i'm typing now.. the words dont appear immediately after i type. sucks man this is super high CRASS.. hur.. anyhow, pictures galore :D oh yes for your info folks, i've got something up my sleeve which i'm embarking on, only lua ka and aloys know about it and it's gonna remain a secret until further notice, wells, i just want to "diao your wei kou" muha see my pictures la.. hur

Doesnt this just shock everyone? And i'm in love with him.. haha
We are supposedly playing with sparkles on New Year's Eve but it looks like it has caught fire on the grass coz i threw all of them onto the grass,afraid that it will get onto my hands! ok fine, i'm a scaredy cat.. i mean tiger.. -_-''
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE HECK IS THIS???? JACK'S ASS i mean Place ESCARGOTS.. super duper heavenly but not heavenly on the wallet.. super ex la but horridly delicious. we should go again.. think we had it on Christmas or was it our anniversary.. hehe cant remember la :X
we tried making odeh odeh using some receipes we found online and it was a success. Aloys said that we can sell em' in future like as in for a living and i told him "GOODBYE" haha y would i? :P i know it's nice and i'll try and make for any loyal readers who is interested in trying.. SLURRP
the coconut-less odeh odeh.. humongously BIG and they will squirt out the gula melaka IN YOUR MOUTH. just imagine...... god
imagine me saying.. "and then" me and my boy after JR's 21st party.. check out those cool eye bags.. @_@ ahhh i love it like that u move it like that.. muha :P
Happy 16th months :D pleasant surprise love u ***muack***