Ah-nei-you-ha-sei-you!

muhaha.. it's been quite a while since i last blogged.. though i was online practically the whole of last week, but i was just too lazy to blog.. muhaha.. yeps.. so now i'm attending bible lessons from Arthur.. maybe someday i may really become christian but i think for the time being maybe not yet cuz i need some time to really accept christ.. oh wells everything is not really going well for me.. i dint land myself the AES admin job.. damn must be coz i can only start in MAY that the bloody woman rolled her eyes and just eliminated me. fuck. whatever but sad to say... bye to my $1000 a month sit-there-do-nothing job.. sigh.. god save me.. sucks.. tell u guys something.. that day when i acc sm to see KOK for our bible lesson we went MAC and so after we finished everything i hadn't finished my drink and guess what? he just took it and drank from my straw.. i was like oh my God! but he like just drank it like normal.. even if it is TT he would remove my straw and drink from the cup la.. what the heck..i'm not trying to say anything here but hmmm... maybe i'll keep ya updated on the happenings.. muhaha last sat aloy asked me out but i couldnt coz i was super packed.. had to meet up with TT and JJ peeps since he got into army and at night got gm's birthday.. what the heck and i postponed it to this coming sat.. not really looking forward to it coz i look like a pile of shit now.. damn. really missed TT.. i felt a pang of jealousy when i knew that he was meeting another girl ALONE after the meeting with us.. damn why sia.. i should know that i dont have any feelings for him liao.. but why now this? fuck. but seriously i think it takes both hands to clap lor.. maybe we both have been behaving the wrong way that even my cousin mistaken us and even wanted to tell the bitch that i'm in a relationship.. -_- what the heck la.. damn.. yah la now i'm not asking for anything but just hope that nature takes its course and i will accept anything that comes my way.. today i went to SIM to apply for the business course coz till now i havent receive any letter from any of the unis and hopefully no news is good news.. and i had to take picture using those auto type of machine. damn guess what happened. i put in the coins and i thought i had to press some buttons and it started snapping.. how cool in the end one the pictures showed me bending down to examine the button.. how fuck.. hahaha but it was quite an experience... :P yeps fri i'm gg down to the attitude dance studio with JT and SM for some cardio dance class hope it will help me shake off some fats.. muhahahahaha time to exercise.. lolz k la that's all for now.. tmr i still have to go down to MOLE.inc to help out and shun bian gope some nice biscuits.. hahahahaha an-yeong-yi-kay-sei-you!

8th april

sianz.. i just woke up not long ago and later still have to go kumon to work..damn actually i'm feeling kinda lost now TT is in army.. why huh? haiz so sad.. damn.. yest i went back JJ and true enough AK was telling me stuff about jesus and wants to have 4 sessions with me to tell me all the stuff.. but i was explaining to him the main hindrance is my mum la.. she sort of limit my beliefs.. and my religion is what she believes in.. actually i dont really mind also la but if i have the freedom to choose from what i want.. i would rather.. -_- haiz i dont know la but i dont like christians to be very pushy like keep asking me to convert or what la.. OK?! damn so sian also yest JR ask me if i want to look for a customer service job at MOE from 10-2 i think it's good la.. one month lidat can earn $600+ dollars plus all my other tuition jobs sure can get a thousand dollars de lo.. hopefully i can secure that damn job.. yest went for the interview and i screw up the whole shit.. FCUK. the damn man was like so bu shuang with me lor.. haiz or maybe he is like what sm said that he has attitude problem.. but still i hope i can scrape through lor.. i still at a dilemma whether should i apply for SIM leh.. coz to think of it $52.50 is NOT a small sum.. but it's like a back road for me la in case i cant get into NTU or NUS (CHOY!) i think i'll consider again before i apply.. SUCKY oh yah btw i've gotten myself an english name.. muhahaha ZUAN peh.. nice and special no ppl have de.. -shy- lolz k la gotta go for lunch liao.. buai

Happy April F00l's Day..--> what e heck

ok.. another day just passed lidat.. actually tmr wanted to go blading with JJ peeps de but Jas couldnt make it so i think the whole thing cancel lo.. sian.. got to go for tuition in the morning tmr.. haiz.. but at least the dog my tutee has at home and the $$ makes me go.. muhahaha.. yest i was watching the "LADY FAN" and in the show one of the guy told the girl he liked "if i could, i would give you all the happiness in the world" woa lao after hearing that sentence i got goosebumps sia.. haha but i really cant imagine the feeling leh a guy that like u until will say this kind of thing.. but will he make good of what he says or just empty promises? haha who knows.. what the heck think i'm talking nonsense again.. haha haiz something's troubling me again.. SUCKY! that day when i know i was shortlisted for the interview i msged my CT and he congratulated me la.. nothing amazing but.. he started tell me stuff about GOD and wanted to meet me outside! goodness.. not say i'm interested in him or what la but somehow i dont have this good feeling.. but i can guarantee that he wont be up to anything.. damn am i contradicting myself? hahahah what the heck la.. tmr gg tuition in the morning then evening gg shopping with fishball peh to buy nicer clothes besides the usual tee shirt and jeans.. sian sun got tuition AGAIN haiz.. earning $$ not easy ah.. now i finally understand.. hahahahahahahaha but it seems like time really flies.. just when i thought i'm still growing up in a glance i'm working already and all the guys around me are enlisting into army already.. time really really flies.. it's so fast.. i read in a mag they said " there's no free lunch in the world except at mum's" haha true right? the only time we wont have to spend money and get a place to sleep and a meal to eat is at mum's mah.. haha saying about enlistment TT gg in liao i better get him a present on sun. a cap perhaps. he wants to wear a bandana.. what is wrong with him.. haha anyone who knows where to get nice and cheap caps TEXT ME PLEASE.. sank u very much :) ok la that's all for today.. ciaozzzzzz