thurs- A LEVEL CHEM PRAC

it's been quite a while since i last blogged and i guess it would be the last before my As.. can say that i've been mugging hard this few days at kap and going back to school constantly for consultation.. haiz.. so damn stressed.. dunnoe if what i've prepared myself for would be sufficient for the As not.. haiz.. my bloody maid keeps peeping at what i'm typing.. sucks.. yah anyway my fave teacher has left JJ and i'm feeling not very good lor.. haiz really miss her.. all the times i bully her and we laugh at stupid things.. i just miss them.. hope i can meet her again before she heads for cheena.. : ( haiz all the ppl i love are leaving, leaving me behind with da bitch. think she has really gone crazy.. everyday scold me like very fun lidat and keeps spoiling asshole. fuck them. still say he want to go into triple science stream.. haha! very funny. during exam nv study watch tv slacking. if can get into triple science i will go eat shit man... i really hate them. haiz.. k la dont want to spoil my day cursing them... i need to go study liao and i'm so happy that my house upstairs undergoing renovation not noisy. yeah! hahahaha ciaoz

my mum's a fucking bitch

i wonder if there's any other person's mum who would call their children early in the morning to yell at them and spoil their mood for the rest of the day. fuck man. i've got a chee bye mother. damnit la. i'm so pissed now. she keeps asking my thinks-she's-very-skinny-maid to check on me. fuck. what time i wake up. woa lao come on la.. it's human rights lor cant i even decide what time i want to wake up? and i even set an alarm liao la.. cannot also. fuck her. i'm so so damn pissed now. think tonight i'm not going to get peace liao.. she's surely going to kp until the whole night de.. that time my sis went to dye her hair and this is what happened. she dint scold my sis only directed her anger to me. fuck her. fuck.. fuck.. fuck.. spoil my whole day's mood. So what if i dint do well in my prelims? i can still pia for the As what.. then she only care bout my grades la.. not even bothered bout the way i'm studying. typical fucking only-care-about-results stubborn bitch singaporean. FUCK

R.I.P

i'm a goner.. seriously. got back most of my prelim results and they sucked.. now what time already and i'm still getting this kind of crappy results? maybe i dint really work hard enough but i cant help but slack leh.. haiz.. if As also lidat i think all my friends out there can get me a purple coffin next year liao.. GP 61/100 ; CA 58/100 (but still got one more paper maybe got some hope :P) ; MH 22/100 ULTMATE BA? ; CH dunnoe yet but 101% is fail de or else mao liau liau wouldnt have given me the revision timetable. fuck lor.. just look at my maths results.. i dunnoe what's wrong with me.. i've been trying to do some math revision this days hope they'll help.. saitty. somtimes i really feel like giving up cuz i study and study but results still like fuck lidat.. like no matter how hard i push myself e results will still be the same.. :( so what's the point man? but hopefully my As results will turn out otherwise though i know chances are small.. hope bitch can get e hint.i'm not asking for much just let me get into NTU. Arts and social science or business.. PLEASE! haiz i know la saying here is no use de must work hard. i'm trying my best liao ler.. hope there'll be some improvements in my results.. btw.. TTG rmb we said we'll biao bai together after the As? think maybe u have to do it yourself cuz i'm giving up on HIM liao.. i cant stand it ler.. i've deleted all his msges in my phone... hopefully i can forget him. he's like practically ignoring me la. WTF? so yah la from today onwards i'm going to make myself forget him.. though i know it's going to be hard i have to.. anyway now studies more important no time to miss him also.. growing fatter everyday.. hahaha must play hockey and swim everyday after the As lo.. ciao liao back to 'simple' maths! hahahaha buai~