R.I.P

i'm a goner.. seriously. got back most of my prelim results and they sucked.. now what time already and i'm still getting this kind of crappy results? maybe i dint really work hard enough but i cant help but slack leh.. haiz.. if As also lidat i think all my friends out there can get me a purple coffin next year liao.. GP 61/100 ; CA 58/100 (but still got one more paper maybe got some hope :P) ; MH 22/100 ULTMATE BA? ; CH dunnoe yet but 101% is fail de or else mao liau liau wouldnt have given me the revision timetable. fuck lor.. just look at my maths results.. i dunnoe what's wrong with me.. i've been trying to do some math revision this days hope they'll help.. saitty. somtimes i really feel like giving up cuz i study and study but results still like fuck lidat.. like no matter how hard i push myself e results will still be the same.. :( so what's the point man? but hopefully my As results will turn out otherwise though i know chances are small.. hope bitch can get e hint.i'm not asking for much just let me get into NTU. Arts and social science or business.. PLEASE! haiz i know la saying here is no use de must work hard. i'm trying my best liao ler.. hope there'll be some improvements in my results.. btw.. TTG rmb we said we'll biao bai together after the As? think maybe u have to do it yourself cuz i'm giving up on HIM liao.. i cant stand it ler.. i've deleted all his msges in my phone... hopefully i can forget him. he's like practically ignoring me la. WTF? so yah la from today onwards i'm going to make myself forget him.. though i know it's going to be hard i have to.. anyway now studies more important no time to miss him also.. growing fatter everyday.. hahaha must play hockey and swim everyday after the As lo.. ciao liao back to 'simple' maths! hahahaha buai~