finally over~

woa lao after 3 weeks of strguggling and keeping myself awake, finally the god damn prelims are over.. -phew- i'm like so relieved now.. really i think the 3 weeks is the hardest time of my life or should i say yest? woa lao i woke up at 3 to study till six then slept till 6.30 only. what the fuck la i really felt like dying. waking up in the middle of the night to continue studying... it just sucks. really.i better start mugging for the As now or i'll really have to stay up late when the time comes.. just now i went to read TTG's blog and she said she got highest for paper 2 chem! CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u owe us one treat.. hahaha think i'm going to get the lowest la.. what the hell.. whatever la i really tried my best to study liao or should i say i dint really put in a lot of effort? i dunnoe la.. so relieved that all this shit is over and cant wait to see how badly i scored. haiz.. but yah la i think i limit myself to slack till the end of this week then after i must really pia liao.. cant afford to waste anymore time ler.. haiz.. this few days dunnoe is i got attitude prob or what la been ignoring jas,jr and wp they talk to them or more like they ask me question i just shake or nod my head.. i really cant be bothered to talk to them leh.. i dunnoe why also.. kaoz so sick and tired of making myself suit their way of lifestyle and behaviour. i want to be me. crazy mad me. not just funny me in front of them. it's really tiring to put on the mask and try to integrate into their way. i'm sick and tired of trying.. tmr they going k box actually we already agreed? but i dun rmb saying that? yah but anyway. last min i decided not to go liao.. i dont think i'll have fun even if i go so why bother? wait i go there show black face then spoil everybody's mood. no point also la. i just wish that the As would come faster and i dont have to go to school anymore and face them. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!!! i'm just going to continue slacking at home go swimming tmr hope it would be sunny and go for haircut. cant stand my hair. now looks like.. i dunnoe mushroom?can fight with TTG liao..haha anyway wp just msged me i really think that i'm a very bad friend and i dont deserve them.. yah la anyway just leave this shit aside first.. i'm not in the mood to settle it now.. today i went to watch "The Terminal" with chris and i think it's a really superb movie lor.. woa lao Tom Hanks can act really well and the story's very touching also.. heez quite worth the money la just that stubborn me dint go toilet be4 the movie and my bladder was on the verge of bursting during the movie.. haha but anyway i still enjoyed it.. at least no pressure! haha~ haiz i came online hoping to see many peeps online but only like 3 ppl only? what the hell la.. everybody died already ar? kaoz.. saittie ( * )( * ) haha cant wait for next sat to come the whole bunch of my GSC class friends are going down to our fave teacher's place for a gathering before she leaves for china... haiz i'll be so sad when she goes lor.. cuz she's really my teacher cum friend leh.. i can even bully her.. lolz.. yah it's always lidat we dont cherish the ppl around us and when we're going to lose them we'll regret.. haiz anyways ciao liao today's entry super long. damn got mosquito bite me it's dead.. buaiiiiii...