Saturday, July 26, 2008

Been rather busy every since i started work.. lesson planning, prepare materials for students.. though my students are not considered a lot, they are a handful man so much so that 90% of the time i am scolding them.. tsk tsk i know i should control my temper but sometimes i just feel like @#&$^#(&^$#(&$ them haha.. shall post their cute pics up when i get them :X
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Painted this last week for my darling on his study room's wall.. well it was really tiring but i had fun.. heh we re painted the whole room and then i added this rainbow on the wall.. first time in my life i was allowed to paint what i wanted on the wall man! lol but it isnt my house.. anyways we were clearing things over at his place and *ahem saw many things from the past.. pictures even .. well but i'm glad we had a good laugh too.. heh so chen han tian have u found out what 's the meaning of " every cloud has a silver lining" ? tsk tsk heh hope u really like this drawing i painted on the wall.. maybe we can change one when you're sick of it.. heh ;).
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Met up with one person that i never thought i would again.. my primary school best friend! haha.. i think it's really God's will man.. Guess how long we didnt meet before that day? 10 years! for 10 years we werent in contact at all.. and it was that email sent to my ancient email add no_junks that i opened it and found out that my bestest primary school friend wanted to meet up with me be4 she flew back to aust for studies.. omg that meeting was really amazing man.. it's like aft not meeting someone for sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
damn long finally! haha we had a great time catching up with one another.. and she's gonna be a doctor! waha so damn cool i can take free flu med next time that is if she becomes a GP.. heh she's gg back already this fri but maybe i can fly to aust next yr to visit! haha :D

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Backstabbed.

I've never expected it to happen. I simply spoke from the point of view as a Beginning teacher and i was badmouthed in front of the principal.. like seriously what the heck. :X I began to question God why did he even put me into where i am? Why do i have to undertake so much shit? Then i think back.. my EM3 boys need me. My P1 kids love me and my P3 kids listen to me even though most of the time they dont know what i'm talking about.. i really pity these kids sometimes. Times when they dont drive me crazy.. lol

I have to admit that for the whole of last week, i hadnt been spending time with God, talking to him or even doing my QT and i just felt empty the whole time.. Most of my time were spent on gg to sch real early when i'm in the afternoon session and other stuff that crops up as and when.. but when i started to squeeze time out to do QT, surprisingly, i found the answers that i needed most..
Today's daily bread msg is " Finders Keepers" and i wanna share this online coz i really felt that God was listening to what i was complaining to him about and also he was with me all along. Whenever we find something good we will say Finders keepers! and it seems so good but when something bad comes along, do we still have the concept of Finders Keepers? I doubt many of us will even rmb this phrase.. " God places us in unique circumstances where our abilities matches the problem He wants to fix." How true it is! In Matt 25:35-40 Jesus said that what we do for those in need, we do for HIM.

GOSH! i just experience this. When i was doing my QT i dint quite understand the phrase but as i typed it, i finally got the whole idea! arrgh God placed me in where i am today to help those in Need! particularly the students who are weaker in the language. I have the ability to help them. So by helping them, i am actually helping God! Praise God. I thank God for helping me to see through the circumstances that even though nothing really bad took place but at least, my purpose in teaching has been affirmed once again and nothing else matters as much as what i can give to my students. For now, i just have to focus all my attention on teaching and inspiring my students. :D
ANNOUNCEMENT:
The rest of u backstabbers out there, u can stab as much as u like coz i'm not gonna care! i'm not gonna care if u suck up to the P or what coz i've got Jesus brand armour! nehy nehy poo poo!!!!!!!!!!

PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Love ya~