Thursday, December 06, 2007

Getting myself a haircut aft a quarrel really helps.. but i dont think it'll help in long term coz my hair cant go sooooo fast.. heh well, time will tell everything. check out my new hairstyle below.. :D thank u piu piu for coming over to my place, just hanging out in the pool, doing the forever cannot finish ppt and cutting our hair afterwards.. hehe your company meant a lot.. and it seems that aft since i got attached i havent been spending much time with u girls, but u all still mean a lot to me.. best friends forever piu piu *shy*
both of us making double chin to the cam
after the haircut
p.s hope after the haircut piu piu will have some peach flower luck! lol
me and my coolest haircut.. TAY i know u gonna comment but i can just deduce that as jealousy!!! haha just coz u cant do the same :X

a verse to encourage everyone out there:
Dear Children, let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth. - 1 John 3: 18

the word of GOD is indeed very true. if we only love telling each other how much we love each other, but dont even show it through our actions, i think it's just plain talk. And of course for a couple to grow closer, firstly we need to grow close to the LORD, in his truth. This is something i really want to work towards to..

ok enough of getting sentimental, anyways went for my FIRST driving lesson today aft passing my advance theory on MON.. woo hoo really thank GOD that i passed coz the questions were really quite tough :X some ppl may think that i passed coz i was plain lucky but i want to tell them that i passed coz of GOD's blessings. comparing the amount of time i spent studying for that and the basic theory, this is nothing man.. so, THANK GOD THANK GOD PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!! :D gave my relief instructor a ride of his life man.. lol he kept stepping on the brake and say:" too fast too fast!" haha i thought i was driving a sports car.. muha but thank GOD, it was a smooth learning time for me. :) 7 more days before BKK.. cant wait for the time to spend with my gfs!!!!!! muha

P.s caleb rmb to lend me your cam hor. i promise i will take good care of it. if not i pay u back one brand new one haha :)

GOD bless everyone and stay happy

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

unappreciative

first time in my life, someone told me that i am unappreciative. just because of 2 words " so troublesome" . usually i'm the one feeling that i'm not being appreciated not the other way round. i dont know. sucks man having mixed feelings now towards our relationship. everytime this kind of things happen i just hate US. i hate the fact that we are together. i just wanna be friends. i dont want you anymore. i dont love u anymore. today is supposed to be a happy day coz i passed my advanced but apparently the both of us had to ruin it at the very last minute u go to bed. i wonder if u will ever read this entry.. but whatever it is, i hope we both can do something to this relationship coz i feel that it's getting rocky. maybe in the eyes of others we are lovey dovey but i can tell all of u out there we are quarrelling almost everyday.and i dont feel as happy as we look. frequent quarrels really make me very sick of this whole thing. if i'm not with u then i wont even behave like this. u are the one who made me feel and behave like this all this while. not saying that it's your fault but i can tell u i behave like this only when i'm with u. period.