unappreciative

first time in my life, someone told me that i am unappreciative. just because of 2 words " so troublesome" . usually i'm the one feeling that i'm not being appreciated not the other way round. i dont know. sucks man having mixed feelings now towards our relationship. everytime this kind of things happen i just hate US. i hate the fact that we are together. i just wanna be friends. i dont want you anymore. i dont love u anymore. today is supposed to be a happy day coz i passed my advanced but apparently the both of us had to ruin it at the very last minute u go to bed. i wonder if u will ever read this entry.. but whatever it is, i hope we both can do something to this relationship coz i feel that it's getting rocky. maybe in the eyes of others we are lovey dovey but i can tell all of u out there we are quarrelling almost everyday.and i dont feel as happy as we look. frequent quarrels really make me very sick of this whole thing. if i'm not with u then i wont even behave like this. u are the one who made me feel and behave like this all this while. not saying that it's your fault but i can tell u i behave like this only when i'm with u. period.