rants..

arrgh i really hate it la when u have to do shift work and turn up to meet me so shagged... sigh it's my e learning week so kinda free but you're not.. i think this is the kind of things that couple quarrel about and also maybe the root of them breaking up coz either party is not spending enough time together but whatever it is, i just hope that this is one of the phase that we will look back and smile about how silly the two of us were.. this afternooon, after my appointment, i went to meet up with aloy.. i had to go all the way to cck then take train down to red hill again..sigh this is the kind of silly things u will do when you're in a relationship.. and the big problem was that i was dressed like an auntie.. sigh gg here and there.. can u believe it?! during my free time i'm cooking for u while u are sleeping.. i'm not complaining or what la but sigh.. i just having PMS again.. arrgh i'm sian about so many things la seriously.. i wonder if other girls that are in similar situation as me will feel the same way too? i think for the guys maybe they are too tired to even feel this way..can u imagine waking up at 3am in the morning only to end work at 3+pm?? what the hell and for a measly pay of $300.. then the next day it's the same thing again.. how to have time to spend with girlfriend? they wont even let him go on valentine's day.. sucks man i really hate all these and how i wish we were back to where we were.. where u just had to go to school and not tied down by all these other stuff :((((((( but i know la it's not possible sigh ...anyways in front of u, i have to react as though i'm swallowing all this willingly and not make things difficult but coz this is my blog, i think i have the right to say what i really feel and what i'm not happy with, so if any of these sound sucky to u, i'm sorry man but this is really how i'm feeling at this exact moment--- SHITTY. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((