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something real bad happened yesterday.. think i was quite badly shaken by it.. sigh though it's a thing of the past, i just cant help it too.. arrgh that kind of struggle and anguish i felt isnt anything that i can put in words. You said that it's the thing of the past and wont want to bring it up again. i'll respect your decision and do that too. It's going to be real difficult but if we can overcome this, i'm sure nothing will be too tough for us next time.. :) (hopefully) you're enlisting on July 7th.. not much time left till then plus i'm still having my exams for now still got 3 more weeks.. arrgh time that we spend together is really precious.. I'll treasure them so i hope you will treasure them too.. I really hope that nothing has changed after yesterday's incident.. You said nothing's changed but i did feel that things are not the same anymore.. do u still trust me? sigh.. what a thing to happen. :(( my stomach's feeling so bloated now.. still fasting from seafood and meat.. tmr's gg to be the last day already or maybe today? something's wrong.. i cant seem to digest the food and that my stomach feels so BIG (though it has always been big) and a bit painful when i try to press it down.. arrgh gassy.. oh yes.. can u help me thank your mum for making me the "suan mei" drink in the afternoon.. yep it's a bit weird tasting at the beginning but at the end it wasnt that bad actually..:)) exams starting soon in 3 more days time.. i gotta jia you already.. no news from NTU still. gosh but i'm holding on to my faith.. :)