sigh

It seems like the situation is getting worse now.. As in the situation at home.. dont know what my bro is thinking about.. sigh.. yellings everyday.. maybe my mum also going through menopause so the mood swings are super extreme de.. arrgh tonight i have night classes from 7-10 think i'm so going to @_@ already.. sigh 3 more weeks before my exams and so much just had to happen.. Dear dear is enlisting on July 7th. oh man.. i was thinking of getting a count down chart to the saddest day of my life.. hah but no time. arrgh.. can u imagine a situation like this.. exams coming, notes un-read,syallbus not finished revising, bf enlisting,yellings at home and a whole lot of confused stuff that enwaits you to settle, the feelings are so confusing yet i have to settle them.. :( my stupid nose is at it again.. apparently i've been sleeping very late this few days so no matter what med i eat also no use.. arrgh! sucks man.. dear dear just gave me a stress bag.. hah inside got a lot of goodies.. from food to stationery.. thanks dear *HUG* next week he's gg to work intensively fron 730am-930pm so guess we wont have the time to meet up too.. i'm so gg to miss him but still i have no choice but to let him go work i mean for $$$ sake.. sigh think sometimes i'm really selfish and self-centred. Dint know i was such a person until we've got together.. sigh :( ok la.. shall continue my rambblings another day.. gotta go out for lunch already. miss ya all~