sucks

sigh.. mugging like spongebob everyday.. ok la maybe not that hard but i feel so un-motivated sometimes.. arrgh y huh.. sigh lazy and whatever.. arrgh sucks man.. oh yes apparently there have been many complaints about the SIM econs lect coz many peeps seems to have some things against him coz he is like teaching us stuff to pass the exam only and not really to understand the whole concept behind it which is like so suitable for people like me coz i dont really like econs and the whole fact that i'm taking it is coz it's a foundation unit and i'm still stuck in SIM. i so super feel like quitting school and doing something i like.. maybe baking or whatsoever.. but by doing that i'll be committing suicide coz my mum will surely disallow that and also no one knows if i really will succeed and who the heck is gg to sponser me the capital to start my business.. arrgh why is there no response from NTU? sigh.. i'm like fasting from meat for almost a week like and i'm a VEGETARIAN tiger.. omg can u believe it? one in the world man.. sigh i must have faith and not be double minded.. oh man it's getting harder as each day passes.. sigh.. :( i will try i promise to be strong