Thursday, June 24, 2004

L0ve-sIck

i'm so sick of falling in love with you.. damn. saw HIM yesterday at jurong east MRT u call this fate of what? but he was wif JX ( my ex ogl) yeah.. i dint really felt like seeing him at that point of time but yah we just met and waved and i was whisked off by e stupid train.. why couldnt we just have taken the same train if we are even allowed to meeT? :( i really felt like crying when i thought of the scene.. i tried consoling myself saying that maybe cuz they both stay aroung BB area so they also coincidentally met each other? haiz.. hope i'm not lying to myself.. yesterday had tuition until 10.45 and i reached home at 11.15 gosh.. ultimate` first time tuition until so late.. YAWN... so tired and sick of living.. hw,hw,hw,crush,crush,crush,sick,sick,sick,die,die,die...

THe truth is tearing up my heart.. i cant recognise this place the endless road without a stop sign.. cant even find a stranger this time`
Why am i still holding back my tears? in this loniless there is nothing to fear, every chord still seems a wonder how we could be together? everytime i ask i wish this would be the last`
Why am i still talking to myself? hoping you will have the keys to my cell.. every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper how do i get out this i think... i never will~

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