fArked up!

heya.. today blogged a bit early huh?.. hehe cuz no one at home.. i'm home alone.. lolz yeah whatever.. this morning just got nagged by da bitch for my stupid hp bill.. damn it lor i also dunnoe y so ex.. think it's the bloody plan $9.90 podlite.. sai la i feel like changing but dont think bitch will allow.. woa lao i had a small quarrel with her just now.. sucks lor she.. kaoz spoil my day again.. this few days i also dunnoe wad's happening.. i dont seem to be able to get along wit ppl well..?! whatever.. sucks.. later i still got maths tuition with the china guy.. gosh! later i puke right into his face ar.. haha dont feel like having tuition but my maths sucks and i dont seem to be able to find one suitable tutor.. haiz dunnoe how also.. sucks man.. oh yea yesterday me and fishy went out.. quite fun la we had sakae sushi for dinner then nydc for dessert! haha when we went to sakae sushi there was this caucasion guy.. WAH HE'S SUPER CUTE.. like very manly lidat and apparently i was like staring at him.. hahaha think he noticed also la but who cares.. lolz! he took 3 RED PLATES leh.. super rich.. hehe (see i was paying so much attention at him :P) then after smelly fishy suggested we go nydc eat cheesecake.. gosh it was heavenly.. -slurrpz- super nice and thanks to all this eating my pocket burn a hole liao.. hehe but i had fun la.. :) yesterday TT msg me to tell me say he's back in sing and suddenly i felt that i missed him.. kaoz what was i thinking man? only 1 week nv msg him and see him i actually missed him? dunnoe also leh.. haiz confused..confused..confused.. ?!?!?!?!?!?! another thing that pissed me off... here it goes.. we're going to have a ex classmate bbq party at my house then i was supposed to ask all the jjcians if they could come and bloody! only 2 ppl bothered to reply me.. ng nei nei and sm.. but guess wad sm told me? she say she cannot come cuz she's going to her SUCKY class bbq? wtf lor? if she finds her class sucky i would like to know why she's still going for the bbq? go there also see black face only? woa lao so she told me say that if she dont go then the guys will find them outcast? again.. WTF?! if she really hate her class ppl then why give a shit bout wad they say about her? kaoz.. i also dont understand her la... so i dont care liao.. the class BBQ is still on and she just have to choose between them.. sucks man.. pissed me off. ok la i shouldn't be so demanding since that her class is the one that asked her to go for their bbq first but.. since she hates her class? then i really see no point in going lor... aiyah i dunnoe also la.. everytime i give her advice she also dont bother to heed then later she's going to come complain to me like last time i told her not to buy the digital cam cuz like waste $$ lidat and not as if she's going to take pics everyday.. instead to go buy a nice camera phone.. she insisted on not listening to me then now regret liao lor.. what can i say man... i'm very sick of it liao.. DAMN so fucked up by everything.. GOD SAVE ME