the cold wAr starts...

FUCK. it's bad to start an entry with a vulgarity but i'm feel fucked up AGAIN. damn i really want to know what the FUCKING HELL sm is thinking (go read her blog) i guess the person she say that's not talking to her is me.. FUCK. what's her bloody problem? though the gathering has been cancelled and there's no point getting all worked up about i really feel that she should at least think about what she said to me is correct.. bout "i cant go for e BBQ cuz i'm going for my SUCKY class BBQ" and the bloody problem is that we're just not speaking on the phone but i bloody smsed her lor... if the person she mentioned in her blog is not me then forget bout what i said earlier on but i'm 99.9% sure that she's referring to me.. yah la whatever la.. if she thinks that i'm petty so be it.. i give no fucking damn bout it.. we've been friends for like 6 years liao and if that's her conclusion bout me.. FUCK IT. so be it i just cant be bothered. i dont want to be like her living my life for others. just becuz the guys in her class wants they all to go if not they will be regarded as outcasts.. what the fuck? i see no bloody damn bout it.. she should just do what's deem fit for her.. i'm just going to keep my bloody mouth shut.. let see what's going to happen tmr during tuition.. hope i wont blow my top since she say that i'm a petty person.. FUCK.