medical checkup

This morning i woke up in shock when my alarm rang.. it's like so loud la.. havent been sleeping well this few days.. been having insomnia maybe coz i'm too used to be sleeping after 1+ but almost everyday when i lie on my bed, all the day's events would run through my head again and i keep thinking about everything, him gg army, how will i cope, what stuff can i bring him when he books out.. so it's like my mind's still very active though i'm tired.. but still cant sleep. was awaken by his sms in the early monring was really happy and when i re-read the sms, but i almost teared coz he told me that i was the only thing that kept him going on in army.. and that really made me feel ultra super sad.. it's like he's so helpless, and there's nothing i can do but to encourage him.. but it's okie. i have faith my dearest that he'll do it. I'm so glad that i managed to talk to hatty jing yest and she gave me advice that really was what i needed. Thanks girl :)) what i really need to do is to THINK POSITIVELY now.. wait patiently for the 2 weeks to be up when i will see him again.. :X yup today went for medical checkup.. horrid. shall elaborate the details when i see u guys again.. haha ciaozz. blogger a bit lagging.. the words that i type dont appear immediately and arrgh. i think there's something wrong sersiously.. sucks.. outta here !