happy 10 months :)

10 Months ago, we were still friends, and 10 months later, we've turned from friends to lovers. indeed, time passed very very quickly. Hopefully for the 2 years in NS will also be this quick.. sigh last night i was crying to myself, coz i suddenly felt very lonely.. i think by this time most of my friends would have gotten sick of me feeling so sian and crying all the time, so i decided to leave u guys out of my heartbroken-ness. Especially aloy.. dint want him to worry so every night when we're on the phone i would sound very happy. :( the truth is i'm feeling more lonely than ever. everyday may pass very quickly, but my days are very lonely.. this is the truth. but i'm still glad that i have some friends that i can lie back on. that day went out with fish and sm. sorry fish i dint mean to sound rude bout the last thing i said that if u guys hadnt been in my situation before, you'll never really understand how it feels. but it's really the truth. many of you guys out there are asking me to be strong but can u guys really understand what i'm gg through? i doubt so.. i read in the fasting booklet today that we can never know what is LOVE unless we've given out our LOVE and received it back from the same person. similar to this situation i'm in.. The kind of feeling when i miss aloy is not something i can use words to describe and fish say that i still have my friends, but my friends are already very busy with their own stuff and troubled enough. The person who shares the most time with me and most willing to listen to my complaints is far away in tekong.. sigh it's never the same u see.. :( but i'm still thankful for the time on the phone everyday and even for my friends who bothered to listen to my heartbreak stories. Thank u peeps. i really appreciate them. For those who are nursing a broken heart too, i'm really sorry i cant feel how u are feeling now coz i'm not you but i guess we all will have to learn how to pick up the broken pieces and move on again..