SportZ~ daE~

yawn... today's my school's annual sports meet and BOY was it fun!!!! hahaha OWENS won tug of war CHAMPION and i'm really very happy bout it... hehe we won the title last year too so it's like the second year running.. hope that next yr would be da same.. (though i wont be around) to support and participate.. haiz.. anyway ya i really enjoyed myself cheering and screaming and BLOWING THE WHISTLE!!!!!! haha and i think got one J1 got damn fed up with me.. but... WHO CARES!!! she can go home for all i care cuz if she think it's so easy to get the attention of all the people.... aiyah whatever la.. SHE's a bitch anyway... and now... to the thing that has been bothering me the most today.. WP passed me his photo and i was like.... duh! i dunnoe also but i had the urge to tell him that i like him.. but the barrier that i have to overcome are his good and "pretty" friends.. i seriously hope that he can consider us to be together cuz i've got the feeling that he's the right guy for me.. but wad would i do if he lets his friends know- since they are such hateful ppl?(at least to me?)haiyo.. i also dunnoe leh.. i have no one to tell to... and i'm like quite sick of writing in my diary cuz i'm really afraid that someone would read it.. then i'm DOOMED!!!!! yah so back to the topic.. so how sia? i'm in a lost man... actually there's two things i'm worried about now... one is i've got a real close guy friend whom i had a crush be4 but now no more liao.. and i can't help but got the feeling that he thinks that i'm attached ler... and the damn shit problem is that if me jr wp and jas are standing together he will like pretend nv see me and that really breaks my heart.. i know that he's a real nice guy cuz he nv spends individual time with girls in school but i dunnoe about what he does outside school hours... haiz how i hope i can know him better but i think the chance is very minimal... dunnoe la getting depressed everytime i think about it... and the worse shit is that i will always pretend nv see him if he walks pass me.. why am i lidat? sucks!!!! izit because i treat him lidat that's why i'm just getting a taste of my own medicine? :~( GOD!!!!!! i dunnoe la.. now i feel that i only got two choices.. one, is to forget him(bt i know it is going to be real difficult) Two is to let nature take its course... if until i graduate i still have the feelings then i'll let him know lor... guess that's the only thing i can do now.. :| oh yah.. tmr my whole class will be down at ngee ann city to do CIP and then after that AK going to treat us to watch .. hope that it'll be enjoyable... yeah that's long enough for a second entry liao.. nitezz~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz