live is like a journey i never wished i had started..~

today's a alright day.. i dint think of HIM much... just once or twice i felt like smsing HIM but dint cuz.. i also dunnoe why.. anyway tmr i'll be going to DA zoo with xh, sm, yt and xh's niece.. hope it'll be fun.. but..but..but.. hui's stupid da sao insisted on coming and gave so many lame excuses just to come.. kaoz when we already told her that it's a like friends gathering she still insist on coming... wad the hell man.. oh yah be4 i forget on thurs i'll be going with the hockey girls to buy groceries for the BBQ on friday at my house... wah i'm so excited can't wait for it to come but on the other hand i hope it wont come so soon... ironic right? but.. cuz if friday comes too quickly it would mean that that would be the last time all the hockey girls are gathering together for the same cause and it's going to be damn sad lor... so though i'm looking forward to it.. i also hope that it wont come so fast..haiz.. so sad.. in just one and a half years time we managed to bond so quickly.. and it's really sad to see us going separate ways so soon.. too soon. i guess wad ppl say is really true.. we dont know to treasure ppl around us until it's too late then we realise that we dont want to lose them... haiz :( when i first saw my present team mates.. i was like DUH!!!!!!!! am i really going to team with them? they are like so bitchy! sucks man.. but after i got to know them.. they're indeed very nice ppl who nv fails to crack up lame jokes during training and gossip behind coach's back.... haha really fond memories i have now.. when i read grace's blog, she said she envied us ( us as in the whole hockey team) for being like so close to one another cuz i guess her touch rug's team mates dont like her?! haiz.. but wont this make parting easier for her? not like us...( weird to say that huh?) haha dunnnoe la this few days becoming quite weird in my actions.. or maybe i should call it STYLE? hahaha yah so i'm planning to decorate the function room so it's going to be very cool on that day haha and give everyone a surprise! lolz ;) feel like pulling in a few ppl to help me but.. i want to give them a surprise leh..... hmmm.... how? guess i just have to do everything myself lor.. what to do? hope tmr i'll enjoy myself in the morning i'm going to have maths tuition and it's the first lesson and it's a guy tutor hope he's not too cute( or i cant concentrate) or too ugly ( or i'll puke :|) haha yeah.. that's bout all in today's entry nothing much lor... just hope that everything will be fine tmr... ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz