sometimes the things we want to 4get are the things we need to talk about most~

Haiz... what can i say? life just sucks.. today got scolded by mathai for not handing in assigments on time.. woa lao.. as i've said in my previous entry, i flunked most of my sub.. but what he said really makes sense lor.. if i cant even do 3 chapters what about the rest of the 27 topics man? it will be worse... so i heeded his advice to start practicing but the worse shit is that just now i tried to do the simplest topic surds and logarithm and fucking hell! i cant even do the simple shit.. for one bloody question worth 3 marks.. i actually wasted an hour for the solution... damn arh... what's happening man? i think i got a weird habit that is i MUST finish what's on my hands be4 proceeding on so the same for maths question.. even if i cant do it i'll rack my brains but still.. haiz i'm really lost liao.. i cant do anything good la.. think i'm cursed or wad. and fuck! i dunnoe la just very vexed now.. all the hw piling up but no mood to do.. just keep sticking to the tv.. SUCKS!!!!!!! but alast.. at least today something i wished had happened.. actually happened not exactly what i wished for.. but close.. hehe anyway is cuz i met HIM on the bus.. not exactly meet la cuz be4 me and sm left school i heard him behind us but he walked away after that but when we crossed e road liao HE was somewhere near us and gosh we took the same bus but sad enough when i was alighting he walked behind me and said hi and say that he didn't see me on the bus? am i so small to be missed? if i were him and if i didn't want to see that particular person i would have said the same thing but i dunnoe what is he thinking about man... if only i had magic and possess him and make him tell me what he's thinking.. haha cramp la~ anyway.. after he msged me yesterday, i got those weird feelings again so i've decided liao.. now whatever msg i want to forward to him i'll just do it.. cuz i've got a feeling that he feels the same? hahaha a bit thick skin la if i think lidat but to me.. that's the greatest condolence i have now.. :(