life sUCKS~

haiz.. today just got back my maths paper and damn! i failed.. only got 12.5/60.. what the hell lor..among all my friends, i'm the worse lor... sucks! (besides caleb) that is.. haha but haiz.. also not say i nv work hard but i also dunnoe what happened that it turned out lidat.. woa lao.. think the bitch is going to kill me... oh yah.. another thing, this morning HE msged me!!!!! haha i was happy to receive his msg or should i say bleaming! hahaha but i dunnoe leh.. before he sent me the msg i dint have that kind of feeling but haiz... when i told wp and showed her the msg he sent me.. she told me to read between the lines... the msg is about" a little dog asking his mother what is happiness and she told heim that happiness is on his tail so he chased after his tail everyday but still could not catch up with it... so his mum told him just to walk straight and happiness will be there cuz it will follow him wherever he goes.." after reading the msg i dont understand it at all.. but after wp told me.. i thought about it and i sort of like figure it out lor... was he telling me not to try to hard? but.. haiz... i really feel like telling him leh.. yesterday he saw me in the canteen then i think he actually wanted to say hi de but i was with my guy friend so i just look away.... AREN'T I A BITCH? sucks man.. then just now also he went to the photocopying shop a few times and i was just there... wanted to say hi but i think the situation like very awkward lidat.. woa lao... shen ar.. jiu jiu wo ba... i've never felt this way before.. actually seriously speaking, i really want to know what he is thinking now and what's his impression of him of me cuz i really hope that we could be together.. haiz...... but i see now the timing also not suitable cuz we both still studying and my study SUCKS! so haiz... dunnoe la i will always feel depressed when i'm thinking about this.. my love life stinks so does my study life... how? argh... =(