I really feel very blessed when i have my friends with me. serious.. all my peeps reading this.. some of u guys messaged me and asked me what i want for my ROYAL birthday but i told your that i dont know what i want.. and apparently the first response that you guys gave me was to ask me not to act shy.. but P-L-E-A-S-E since when has Shuan Shuan will act shy one?? lolz.. yeps so i really mean it when i said that i dont know what i want okie.. hehe $_$ maybe cold hard cash? hehe.. what i really want is some time for us to gather, sit around the talk. since we have not been doing that for a long long long long time le.. :)) alright? Also, what i wanted most in my life.. my dearie.. is there for me.. what more can i ask for? haha but i still welcome MONEY$$$$$.. lolz haha i just read a email from my friend i guess it's really true.. "You cant make someone love you. All you can do is to be someone who can be loved,the rest is up to the person to realise your worth." woW it's like so inspirational.. lolz gotta go.. dearie just called to say that his class is cancelled so we're going out.. WoO hoO! byebye :P