close brush with death..

:/ my high fever for 4 days has finally subsided or izit i had thought so only?? just now i measured my temp and it was 36.7.. hopefully it will stay the way it is.. just now i was taking afternoon nap coz i ate the fever medicine and Queen came to check on me and asked me why my whole body was feeling so cold. but i was sweating like mad.. my whole shirt was drenched in sweat leh.. then i woke up feeling cold?! arrgh my body's like becoming hot and cold, hot and later cold again.. last night i was lying on bed when suddenly i had chest pain. it was like having a thousand needles poking into my chest and i was so scared that i cried. i was so scared that the next morning i wouldnt be able to wake up.. and i would just die in my sleep. :(( the kind of fear is no one would understand unless he or she has gone through it before.. i was so scared that i called Dearie and was talking to him and crying at the same time.. guess i really scared him but i felt so helpless at that time and Queen was like couldnt really be bothered with me.. coz she tot i was faking sickness.. but why would i want to do that? hai i dont know la i just want to get well and get out of the ''we can take of each other'' relationship. Dear Dear u should know right.. hehe that's all la OUtta Here~ To all: please pray for my recovery :)) Thankies