BLOGGER's back!

haha finally.. i can type normally ler.. blogger's back.. hehe but i'm sick.. oh man.. and there's a possibility that it's dengue.. FREAK. oh man.. i'm having a fever 38.2 and body ache but surprisingly no FLU.. *cries* how sia.. what if it's really dengue?? argh.. but Dearie was sweet enough.. he had chalet till today and he rushed down straight after checking out, to SIM to pick me up from school then we had lunch at bukit timah market before heading back home. by the time i reached home, my fever was already 38.1.. *applause* how cool.. and the worse thing? i dont feel weak leh.. just that my face and body sometimes cold and then hot again.. :( after chilling at my place for a while dearie suggested that i should really go see a doctor coz my fever was like not subsiding.. so we took a bus now to see the doc and the doc couldnt even prescribe anything.. he said we have to monitor and see if the temperature drops after 3 days or more if not IT'S REALLY DENGUE.. initially i was still joking around that it would be dengue but now.. seriously i'm scared. i'm so scared of dying, losing my loved ones forever.. one of the symptoms of dengue is bone pain and the 'GOOD' news, my left ankle hurts now.. i dont know leh.. i'm so so so scared of kena-ing dengue.. what if i die in the hospital? i cant bear to leave my family and friends and most importantly DEARIE.. *boo hoo* :(( i was sponging myself just now while resting hoping that the temp would at least drop to 37. something.. but it dint it went down to 38.0 how nice.. peeps if i really die. get me a purple coffin. i dont wanna look on the dark side but there's is this possibility right? but maybe u guys could PRAY really hard for my recovery? just want to make a note here.. Dearie.. thanks for everything today.. thanks for feeling tired because of me, thanks for rushing down and being worried for me. i will take care of myself. This is the first time i'm sick and feel so cared for. All the credit goes to you! :)) hehe yeps.. thats all.. love ya Dearie :*