heya~

finally.. mr tan's birthday bash is over.. haiz this thing has been running in my mind for weeks.. imagining all the awakwardness i will have to endure when i'm there.. and indeed i did la.. lolz but luckily sm and fishy were there to acc me lor.. i dint know our dear mr tan dint have any girl friends.. tsk..tsk... except his 2 precious female classmates.. hahaha which made fishy thinking that is the cute guy's gf.. lolz so damn funny.. :D anyways made a new friend.. dont know can be considered anot la.. haiz.. so sian.. school has started for 3 weeks already and i admit i have not really adjusted to the system and the haze- like environment in SIM everytime during break.. it just sucks lor.. seriously.. I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO TRY AGAIN FOR NTU NEXT YEAR.. coz i'm quite sure staying in SIM is not what i want in my life? i dont know leh.. how.. :? sigh.. we'll see how next year.. pray hard that i can make it into NTU.. my dream school.. sigh..:( yep yep.. ok la.. this is one thing i dont wanna admit but maybe i do have feelings for him.. but so what?!?! if he doesnt reciprocate then too bad la.. not say i never go through such things before.. haiz let nature take its course but sometimes if nature is too slow should we humans take over the job? muhahahahahaha talking nonsense.. lolz i'm not very sure of my feelings also.. sometimes maybe have but sometimes like not there? aiyah this kind of things very hard to use words to describe de.. if u wanna know.. call me up and i'll tell u personally.. lolz.. i've been slacking all this while man.. shitty.. got stuff to do but i feeling lazy leh.. the lecturers in SIM also cannot make it la.. woa lao especially the IBM lecturer..always like to talk nonsense and tease girls, waste time and release us late for class.. WTH.. sucks lor.. this is just so different from what i had imagined.. haiz and this is not the kind of uni life i've been looking forward to after JC.. i believe for many of us too.. haiz.. SUCKY.. anyways i've been trying online shopping for quite a while and i got hooked.. lolz u should try it out when u got nothing better to do or u just wanna slack.. hahahahaha ok la.. i guess this entry should be long enough ler.. just want to add one last sentence.. i hate it when i msg someone and the person just refuses to reply.. (U SHOULD KNOW WHO U ARE) !@#$%^&* ciaoz take care peeps.. miss you all~ :)