heya~

yesterday i went on a so called date with aloy.. and hmmm... quite fun. :) we went shopping at heeren for bracelet cuz he wants it (how vain):) he better not read this.. yah la whatever and when we were looking at bracelets, a few times i actually helped him to put on the bracelet cuz he couldn't do it himself.. it was really a nice feeling like u know helping your boyfriend to try out stuff.. but yah la i know we wont even be together.. yah so.. we walked around in heeren and guess what? i saw bloody prince of eye bags with his bloody gf holding hands trying to look very loving.. pls.. get the hell out of my sight lor.. i cant stand it.. trying to act couple.. sucks.just sucks. yah so after that we actually intended to go eat sakae sushi de but think a bit too ex so we end up eating at far east instead.. he brought me to eat hor fun which was like ok only and he kept saying that it's nice.. weird. whatever la.. he had to go for a haircut after that so we were like kind of rush.. hmmm.. so sad if not we could have gossiped more.. think yesterday was once i spoke the most to him.. haha yah after that think he was still early so he walked me to taka to buy donuts for my greedy sis and i think it's really nice of him la.. it's quite a distance from taka the food court there to far east and he dint say anything like dont want to go there or what.. for that he deserves another star * hahaha.. yeah i had an enjoyable time yesterday..(though we met bags) :P today.. went to school for college day.. sian but ok la hope i'll get a few cip hours.. haha i very bad right.. yah anyway saw HIM but dint feel anything.. actually i loathe the sight of him.. maybe is bcuz of that time embarrassed myself in front of him then i dont want to see him anymore... think i very bad but who cares anyway.. for that.. i think i've already forgotten bout him liao.. as in dont like him already lor... i think that's good la.. cuz i think i like him until i very xing ku. so near yet so far.. not a good feeling. perhaps i'll be better off without him? who knows man? let time tell. i better start mugging for the prelims liao.. though i know i'll still suck at it.for the previous test TT actually scored better than me.. i was actually mad at him coz i thought that he dint deserve to do better than me when i actually handed in my tutorials that i completed MYSELF. for once. hahaha.. yah la anyway that's bout all le la.. hope i'll dream of aloy and bryan tonight.. muack*