Saturday, February 02, 2008

breakingup

At this point when i'm typing this, things are going down for me and aloysius. i think the time has come. ytd we had the worst quarrel of the year.. i know the year has just started but it's just bad. that's all i can say. the way he behaved and reacted to me, it just made me feel that he wanted me out of his life. i'm known to be pestering and controlling to him. hanging out late with his friends, and me asking him what time he'll be back ----> that's controlling. i dont know what else can i say now. i'm sick and tired of having to go through all this same thing as what had happened last year. ignoring my calls and telling me that you dont want to talk to me now. now no mood to talk , all these crap. i'm not here to be bullied by u. think i've reached the darkest part of our relationship already. i dont know what else can i do since u dont seem to want to save this relationship. then let's just end it. your attitude towards me sucks and i dont want to be the one taking all this shit from u. if you want all your freedom, and as a gf i cant even ask u what time u'll be back home aft hanging out, then i'm sorry please go and find someone else. i'll return all the freedom u once had and i will not pester u anymore. i dont know what to say and how to say things anymore to u. we'll just do a mutual split. you wont want to talk to me anymore, u wont get all this shit from me anymore. i'm just wrong for you. It's sorry that we have to end just like that. i know the road ahead of me will just get tougher but i'm ready. coz GOD's with me...

GOD bless u

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