Wednesday, April 25, 2007

choosing to let go

i've been really unhappy this few weeks, or maybe i choose to blog about unhappy stuff or maybe nothing happy exists between the two of us anymore. quarrels are more frequent than ever and i'm unhappy than anytime. i think one of the reason is we have lesser time to meet up also, since i'm having my exams and you are busy with your work, guess we both dont have time for each other, maybe not as much as before. are we gg to stick to this for the rest of the time we have in this relationship, because if it is, i'm telling you now that i'm choosing to let go. you can say that i dont treasure this relationship or whatever thing but i've told u many times what i hope to see in you but it just doesnt come up or maybe it did and i failed to notice them. i'm really one unreasonable and hard to satisfy girlfriend,i admit but maybe you should ask yourself if you've done enough for this relationship and for me. If you felt that u did, ok good for you but to me, there's always something lacking. Maybe we are not meant for each other afterall or maybe GOD wants me to meet someone wrong before finally i meet the right guy? i dont know.. i'm selfish, self-centered and impatient with you i admit it all but that's not gg to solve the problem now right? coz i'm not changing and i dont know how.. maybe choosing the easy way out (like what u always say) is the only solution for Now. i'm really at a lost of what i can do to salvage this relationship.. :(( but i'm sure to say that i wont allow unhappiness to consume myself . God Bless all

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