my eyes are popping out..

burp.. so full ate some rice for dinner cum supper just now and feeling so bloated now.. wonder how am i gg to sleep.. haha just now went to catch with aloysius.. the movie is wonderful so is the company.. dint expect myself to enjoy the show coz i wasnt really interested in such scientific shows lor.. about cloning and stuff.. that's like so super GP.. lolz.. yep yep but i enjoyed the show although it was a long 2.5 hours.. haha super cold in the theatre but someone just insisted that it wasn't haiz.. ok la.. when he called me to tell me that he was in town already i was so dont want to go and meet him.. (sorry aloy if you're reading this) but i wanted to spend more time with my gfs.. seriously not les or what.. actually i wanted to tell u this just now but i didn't know how to start but i feel that now me and sm in different unis already.. i'm starting to lose this friend.. i dont want our relationship to change in any way u understand? i know u would say that we're lesbians but i DONT CARE.. she's been my best friend since sec school and i dont want to lose her.. damns what the heck.. i'm repeating myself.. yep yep yesterday was my last day at work.. after work went out with daphy and eunice for dinner and we just had to embarrass ourselves.. haiz our dear daphy went to book the wrong location of the restaurant and we went to the cuppage branch.. btw the restaurant is the rice table.. yep so she booked the wrong one and went we reached there the person said that we dint reserve any seats.. so we created a din there and i even had the cheek to demand for discount.. what the heck. haha and halfway through our order the branch that she called up to book called her and asked if she's still coming.. what the heck lor.. paisey ourselves only.. lolz after that actually we went to go out for dessert de but the queen at home will sing the phatom of opera so she had to send me home.. so sickening.. haiz.. we had a lot of fun.. i think this is the last time i'll work there anymore.. i'm like a maid.. moving stuff, packing bookselves.. WTF i can be professional librarian already la.. somemore so dusty.. not say i'm complaining or what but the pay is spastic also.. somemore must sweat and i'm allergic to dust will keep sneezing one lor.. so when i was packing the books i had to hold my breath.. SUCKS.. but anyways all the shit are over i'm now shaking my legs at home and waiting for $$$ to roll in.. lolz got a very bad headache now.. dunnoe what's wrong with the contacts lens.. today wear already feel very giddy.. even when watching the show i kept having migraine.. damns yah la.. sian man next week gg to start school already.. not so ready yet.. having mixed feelings about everything now.. including HIM. haiz i just dont know what i want... but i've learnt something.. and that's to NOT GIVE TOO MUCH OF MYSELF! ciaoz.. head is splitting apart :/