At the crossroads

Work

Wow.. it's mean a damn long period of time since i last blogged. Guess i've been too lazy and whatsnot to even start blogging.. we've got facebook wah..heh but anyways.. i'm doing good in what i'm doing except! that today a girl came up and asked me how to do a p5maths question and i did it wrongly! kns until her friend had to come up to me and tell me that what i did was wrong.. :( haha so the moral of the story is: teach chinese :) waha so paisey felt like digging a hole and burying myself inside.

Love

L-O-V-E this 4 letter word is so simple yet so complicated at the same time. I am having the feeling of being at the crossroads.. the choice is to be or not to be. i do not know and i am afraid to choose. I have been having these thoughts for more than a month already. Ever since i finished watching the BBF, i started having wild thoughts. It's every girl's dream to be with a $_$ guy but even if the guy isnt $_$ at least he should be manly or with a strong personality or something? sighs i dont know la. but the Gu Jun Pyo lovestruck thingy seems to have died down but the rollercoaster in my heart hasnt stop! arrgh i do not know what to do now man. sucks.. arrgh i want to tell someone abt hw i feel bt i dont know hw and where to start. one of my colleagues know hw i'm feeling coz she had the same experience before bt still the reason to separate was not the same. I am shocked at the rate of how i have become so materialistic in such a short period of time.. I think i need some time to cool down and think through things.. i dont want to make any decisions now because i am afraid that if i do, i will regret later on.. it is easy to say it but to bring it all back again, it will definitely take a lot more effort. till then even if i do put in that much effort, i dont think things will be the same anymore..

Friends

One happy thing that happened this week----> I found a part of my primary school friends using Facebook!!! Wow friends that i have lost touch with ever since i graduated from school. I am certainly amazed by technology.. heh Maybe i should organise a gathering for all soon. Bt it seems like they are all overseas studying! hmm we'll see how it goes~