i know i have to be understanding that u are having parade and stuff and you'll be very busy but.. sigh i dont know man.. asking u to take leave to spend the day with me is like asking u to do something very difficult or maybe asking u write an essay in chinese.. i really dont know la NS is really taking up a lot of OUR time. u say u wanna spend the weekends with me, but u should know for my mum the weekends are like "family time" to her so how can i just tell her that i want to go out with u and stuff? i really dont know la the taking leave part i've told u long ago even before my exam ended and u said u will take leave, i thought before the parade practise starts but by the time i reminded u to take leave, we're one week away from the parade. :( sigh i really hate it la.. i dont know how to tell u also ok. anyways i blog here i wonder when will u ever read it also la. sigh forget it la :( i miss my friends man i hate having holidays and staying at home, watch tv eat, sleep like a pig i want to hang out with my friends, i want to hang out with you. but when? u tell me june. ok. but june i'm gg to school already and i wont have time to us, maybe much lesser than now. i'm gg to be busy and i want to make up for the time later on.. sigh you say we will try to make time.. but how? sucks man.. i dont want to pretend that i'm very happy in front of you when in fact i'm bitter over all this ok. it's not gg to work out. everything. :( tmr's my first day at work invigilating for the UOL exam. hope everything will work out fine.
keep me in your prayers ok. :X