what's my purpose in life?

Today i was on board 970 on my way to dearie's place then suddenly this thought struck me. " why are we born when we have to die eventually?" then i tot that i had actually read this book " the purpose-driven life" but the thing is that i hadnt found the purpose in my life,that is. And i know that the only way i will know why the heck i was born is through accepting Christ but the time is still not ripe yet. seriously. i know many of my friends out there are hoping that i've already accepted Christ but Queen.. yeps u should know la. Some of the ppl out there also tell me that i shouldnt let my mum be the deciding factor of me accepting Christ but i really lack the courage to face the music when she knows that i've accepted Christ.. i think she'll kill me and she will not let me go out ANYMORE.. that's the end man.. seriously. So now i think the best solution for me is to wait till i'm 21 when i'm an adult already and i'll make this important decision promptly. :)) i guess this is not a wise decision to make coz i shouldnt put this issue off anymore but i guess it's the best for the time being and i hope u peeps will understand too. so i was thinking about all this on board 970 then i saw this european lady carrying a cambodia looking kid. i guess she has adopted him? then i tot of how fortunate i am to be born in singapore where i'm given good food and education so i was thinking again if i should adopt a kid next time. True i may have my own kids(hopefully) but i may still want to adopt another not-so-fortunate- kid and let s/he have the privilege the other kids in his/her country dont? haha think what i'm blogging today a bit profound. but yah la this is all what i think from the bottom of my heart. :)) Today's IBM class was quite alright.. boring though but i actually laughed at DOM's lame jokes.. he was practically reading all the stuff from the notes and making weird noises hoping to catch our attention and he is really DOM lor.. he was like telling all the skimpily-dressed girls who came like so damn late to walk down the stairs slowly and not to fall down me and vivien were like -_-'' .. sucks man. woa lao so tiko.. and it's super obvious that he's bias against those who dress normally like me and vivien and will give extra care to those that wear skimpily and show off their ASSETS. damns but aiyah i dont care also.. haha i'm in school for a purpose.. not to fashion parade. haha.. yeps. k la blogged long enough for today already. Prince is back and IMMEDIATELY needs to hog the com so i have to "xiam" already.. haha bye peeps~ outta here :))))))