pursuit of un-happyness

Was just thinking what are some of the possible causes that will result in couples breaking up? izit
1. unfaithfulness
2. childishness
3. fading of feelings
4. no reason
?? just a thought that came up after we had this weird conversation.

Happy 18 months. anymore to come?

maybe meeting up doesnt hold as much significance as before already since we are so busy with our own life.. but i still cherish every moment spent with you..

cravings..

i wanna eat
1. fish soup from either red hill/ bugis branch
2. pig stomach soup ("zhu du tang") from tiong bahru market
3. KFC.
arrgh will update more when more food items come to my mind.. lol i dont mind cheng teng from newton also arrgh. diet diet.. when am i gg to embark on that terrible journey again.. sigh

back and wounded

sigh.. this is a bad start of the year man.. everything seems to be gg wrong for me.. sigh tot i could go for OBS then at least i can slim down 1-2kg but it turned out worst think i became even fatter.. arrgh coz i strained my both hands and had to go back early.. what the heck lor and not to mention i returned home with lots of mosquito bites.. arrgh but it's a experience worth paying for.. i mean it's only $80 and we get to learn how to appreciate things are in our lives and how we should not take small small things like even a reasonable amount of space to sleep at night la.. tsk tsk let's not go into details ask me if u wanna know more and i can rattle on.. arrgh :( back in hall now and i miss my comfortable bed and high speed fan :( sucky.. what i'm looking forward to now is the encounter camp from 31st mar-1st apr.. hopefully i can to really encounter GOD and pray for all who need.. aloys had been wanting me to go for an encounter camp and since this camp is RIGHT BEHIND MY HOUSE.. why not go for it man.. dont wanna procrastinate anymore.. think i've wasted too much time in doing that already and the time i've spent procrastinating can like be used to take one good sleep la.. sorry huh the english here a bit wrong but WHO CARES. be yourself.. lol :X today's test suck like shit and the teacher still say it's super easy -_-'' i couldnt even do it la.. just praying hard that i'll do a pass.. dont wanna fail any modules if not can say byebye to my degree le.. arrgh now that the test is over can slack a bit but need to do some catching up also.. heh but tetatively quite free.. lol :D thurs's socks's 21st big day.. hopefully we can play like mad that day and really enjoy ourselves man.. i think i really deserve some time TO LET LOOSE!!! watch out man.. lol nothing much to update actually.. everything's the same for me and aloys the usual quarrels but we're still gg strong.. just wanna encourage all those ppl out there who are reading my blog and are having difficulties in their relationship, if u guys are not exactly feeling very happy now at this moment in this relationship maybe u should think back from the start, what had brought u together.. was it LoVE? if it is, and u still love the other party then maybe u should hang on and try to make the relationship work.. yeah that's just a thought of mine and what held on together for me and aloys.. yup caught the movie "pursuit of happyness" and it's really a very meaningful show.. it actually reflects on us how we view things like we are all very worried about small stuff like hiccups in relationships or even not being able to be attached but there are actually bigger and more important things in life that are more worth of us to spend time on.. was telling ling dude that day coz she was feeling super sad that her crush is attached then i told her to think of her tutee that found out he was adopted.. i mean it may be different issues but whatever it is, it really kept me thinking, thinking of how shallow we can get at times when we get emotional, here we are worrying over our crush and there somebody else is facing another kind of problem X100000000 times worse than ours.. we should just strive ahead and move on ba.. i think this is the kind of attitude we should have in life and what is said in bible.. so friends, let all unhappiness be bygones and strive ahead. if we keep looking back, we will never move ahead. just a funny thing i read a few days ago.." women stop worrying when they are finally married. Men start worrying when they are finally married" lol :X attended a secondary school close friend's wedding on sun.. had a shock of my life she became super bloated lor.. dont know if she put on weight for the wedding or what but it seems like she put on 10kgs??? oh man she used to be so lean in the good old days but now is like VOOM! OMG. *faint* but maybe it's the malay tradition to be slightly on the plump side when you're married but my friend is only 21!!!!!!!! so scary i was sitting on the table there eating and wondering what will happen when i'm getting married too.. it sounds rather scary who knows in just 7 years time it'll be my turn soon.. SO SCARY and to think that secondary school life has just passed not long.. when you're young u wanna be old. when you're old u wanna be young and return to the good old' days.. sigh that's life man.. arrgh my stomach having cramps now.. byebye