ah bling and randoms

ah bling is my new best friend.. haha i bought this diamond ring from online $4120 with a negligible decimal point somewhere in the middle.. lol it's man-made diamond okie.. so very bling-kish also.. hehe ching if u want to buy one nicey bling for jr can ask me more about it.. affordable and bling-ish haha :D

ah bling on my round fingers.. *_*

things have been rather monotonous recently.. no more that kind of excitement and urge of wanting to see each other.. guess it doesnt matter that much anymore.. but that doesnt mean i dont love u or i dont care about u anymore.. hug bought aska yong's album today.. thought i've gotten over those days that i'll buy cd de but in fact i bought 2 cds in just one month.. hehe i'm listening to yang zong wei's album now and the other one i bought was the wedding album.. heh thought i would invest in one for my wedding 5 years down the road.. heh i really want to walk down the aisle with *ahem* u la ah pok if not who ;) i sincerely hope that all my friends will find the happiness they deserve.. GOD bless

breakups..

All of us wanted 2008 to be a great year for ourselves, but how much exactly can we control? none in fact.. it is only January and i received 2 bad news. 2 of my close friends have ended their relationship with their boyfriends. the period of time they have been together seems so insignificant when both parties have decided to end the relationship.. dont know why when i was on the phone with jr today and after she put down the phone, i felt especially down and i broke down in the cafe i was in with aloy.. dont know why but everytime sad stuff happens and i talk to her, i feel this sense of peace. i pretty sure it's coz of her faith. as a christian , for me personally i feel that she can give me that bit of comfort, but the biggest source of comfort comes from GOD, coz when the whole world decides to break off with us, the only one who is the always there regardless of the circumstances is GOD. thank u aloy for reminding me that. i just feel so sad for my friend who have decided to end the relationship coz i thought u guys would last. :( i just felt this overwhelming wave of emotions suddenly man.. like so sad and everything.. LOVE is so fragile. it takes so much effort to build up but it takes just one decision to end everything.. sigh.. hey, i know it's stupid to be talking about all this when u guys are not together anymore but i guess that doesnt matter anymore.. i just want u to know that i'll always be there for u, a shoulder for u to cry on, a hug to give ..try to cheer up ok. i know it's very difficult but i'm sure u will make it through and find someone better :D *hug* smile after reading my post ok.. :)

i hate u aloysius tan!

Dont bother to say anything if u cant carry it out.

mucusy

i realised that i said i will continue my japan trip entry but heh i'm not gg to do it la.. super lazy anyways more or less the highlights of the trip i've already written them down.. this is just gg to be a super random entry k. read it if u are super bored and bo liao.. muha

i want to cut this hairstyle lei.. so means i have to perm my hair.. lol any comments? :X
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Got a disgusting pic to share.. if you have just eaten go digest your food somewhere first then come back.. haha anyways had been sick the past 2 days.. dint go out. stayed at home and slept like a pig.. but i think that's what most needed when you're sick isnt it.. heh i had fever up to 38.8 man luckily i kept sponging myself and my nose was like super mucus-y la tsk tsk and one point of time i blew this out
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.i thought i was gg to die. blood in my nose man.. and the mucus is like so sticky and yellowish. EEEeeewWWWWww sorry shouldnt have gone into details.. muha
told u it's bo liao entry..
ciao

Japan 20-26th

Greetings from Japan.. haha back from the month of holidaying.. lol this month of december had been a lot of travelling for me.. BKK then Japan.. i spent more than half of the month away from Singapore and indeed travelling opens our insight to the world. and we really need to travel to see more things instead of getting cooped up in dear cheena-pore.. lol anyways let the pics do the talking.. these few pics that i uploaded are my fave got lots more uglier photos in my computer and laptop.. let me know if you are interested to view them.. muhapretty me in the kimono suit..

universal studios - in osaka

santa-faced melon bun

i think i look pretty with long hair :D

hi elmo.. the whole world (in U.S) were wearing this head warmers and they cost a whopping $38! haha so i only took a picture of myself wearing it.. haha ( the shop keepers wont chase u out though.. so nice haha)

elmo and zoe this christmas hat cost arnd $25 i think.. so again i took a picture with it :)

streets on U.S

attempting to pat the deers at nara deer park where the deers walk arnd freely.. the deer biscuit that i bought to feed them smells nicer than our Khong Guan biscuit.. seriously :X

pigsy had no space in my luggage
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BUT he went with me to Japan! haha

check out that egg in my hand! it's smoked and guess what does it taste like? Bacon. i'm serious my sis hates egg but when she ate it she had a different view on eggs now haha.. slurrp u wont find it in singapore.. lol

Hello kitty Bao

Shrimp bao that looks like doughnut and a swimming float.. ( disney sea) it's very very very soft and fluffy and SLURRP

Chinese food we had there.. typical and taste like my mum's cooking! *gasps*

typical Japanese meal. i enjoyed the food there very much.. it's nothing like sakae sushi or ichiban here in cheena-pore the miso soup and the rice is heavenly.. sometimes i feel that the restaurants in singapore spoil the taste of the original food.. arrgh

bullet train.. the train travels at a speed of 333.3km/h and the ppl can eat on the train. YET the train is still squeaky clean. if the Japanese are not considerate then i have to say that they have very very hardworking cleaners.. haha obviously not. -_-''

TO BE CONTINUED...
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Getting myself a haircut aft a quarrel really helps.. but i dont think it'll help in long term coz my hair cant go sooooo fast.. heh well, time will tell everything. check out my new hairstyle below.. :D thank u piu piu for coming over to my place, just hanging out in the pool, doing the forever cannot finish ppt and cutting our hair afterwards.. hehe your company meant a lot.. and it seems that aft since i got attached i havent been spending much time with u girls, but u all still mean a lot to me.. best friends forever piu piu *shy*

both of us making double chin to the cam

after the haircut
p.s hope after the haircut piu piu will have some peach flower luck! lol

me and my coolest haircut.. TAY i know u gonna comment but i can just deduce that as jealousy!!! haha just coz u cant do the same :X

a verse to encourage everyone out there:
Dear Children, let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth. - 1 John 3: 18

the word of GOD is indeed very true. if we only love telling each other how much we love each other, but dont even show it through our actions, i think it's just plain talk. And of course for a couple to grow closer, firstly we need to grow close to the LORD, in his truth. This is something i really want to work towards to..

ok enough of getting sentimental, anyways went for my FIRST driving lesson today aft passing my advance theory on MON.. woo hoo really thank GOD that i passed coz the questions were really quite tough :X some ppl may think that i passed coz i was plain lucky but i want to tell them that i passed coz of GOD's blessings. comparing the amount of time i spent studying for that and the basic theory, this is nothing man.. so, THANK GOD THANK GOD PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!! :D gave my relief instructor a ride of his life man.. lol he kept stepping on the brake and say:" too fast too fast!" haha i thought i was driving a sports car.. muha but thank GOD, it was a smooth learning time for me. :) 7 more days before BKK.. cant wait for the time to spend with my gfs!!!!!! muha

P.s caleb rmb to lend me your cam hor. i promise i will take good care of it. if not i pay u back one brand new one haha :)

GOD bless everyone and stay happy

unappreciative

first time in my life, someone told me that i am unappreciative. just because of 2 words " so troublesome" . usually i'm the one feeling that i'm not being appreciated not the other way round. i dont know. sucks man having mixed feelings now towards our relationship. everytime this kind of things happen i just hate US. i hate the fact that we are together. i just wanna be friends. i dont want you anymore. i dont love u anymore. today is supposed to be a happy day coz i passed my advanced but apparently the both of us had to ruin it at the very last minute u go to bed. i wonder if u will ever read this entry.. but whatever it is, i hope we both can do something to this relationship coz i feel that it's getting rocky. maybe in the eyes of others we are lovey dovey but i can tell all of u out there we are quarrelling almost everyday.and i dont feel as happy as we look. frequent quarrels really make me very sick of this whole thing. if i'm not with u then i wont even behave like this. u are the one who made me feel and behave like this all this while. not saying that it's your fault but i can tell u i behave like this only when i'm with u. period.

damn u aloysius

i think that it is indeed true that the longer you spend your life with a person, the more you'll be able to see the person's true colours.. and even more so when two of you are together as a couple. more than once did i mention the word breakup, but not once we did breakup. i think i am the coward, the one afraid of taking the step towards singlehood. because i dont know what to expect. who i can rely on once we are really separated. after being with you for 2 yrs odd, we've spend most of this time together, so much so that i've not watched any movie with my gfs for 1 yr or so.. not even meeting up with them. all my time and effort, even money i've thrown in for our relationship, seems to be gg into waste. we are just too strong headed for each other i must admit. you a leo, me a scorpio. i know it's dumb to use horoscope as a basis for analysis but i really cant think of another better reason why we are behaving like this. it just sucks. many a times we quarrel, i'm very tempted to hurl abuses at you, but i've always held back. it maybe true that you give in to me many times or let me have my way but i've given in to u ( or maybe you just insisted your way so much that no matter what i said doesnt matter anymore) for a reasonable number of times as well. i hate to be self-centred in this relationship but if i dont i will be hurt. things i do are always for u but things u do are mostly for yourself. i know you're gg to say you dint ask me to do the things for u but we are a COUPLE, mind you. if either party only bothers to do things for him/herself, what's the point? i think they are better off as friends. isnt it? quarrels and quarrels are keeping us real busy in this relationship. you once said, we can quarrel but not to the extent to breaking up and today you told me, i always ask to break up but i dont mean it but if one day u ask to break up, you'll mean it then FINE. let's just go on separate ways. the only thing that is holding me back is probably the lonely life i'll have after the break up ok. i tell u frankly. not that i cant live without you, but i'm just not willing to go everywhere on my own and doing stuff on my own. i need someone constantly there for me, but now i'm not sure if you are the one anymore. i'm so sick of us quarrelling and argueing every other day. you can pretend nothing happen after we quarrelled but sorry i cant. and you told me to go find my inspiration?! hello how to? i realise that we are quarrelling but i dont know how to walk away feeling as though nothing happen because i'm a girl. precisely.
i cant pretend that i dont care for u when i care so much for u.
i cant pretend that i'm not angry with u when i'm boiling inside.
i cant pretend to be magnanimous when i'm dying of jealously inside.
i cant pretend to forgive u when i'm still holding grudges against you.
i cant pretend.. why cant i be just who i am. if you dont love me for who i am, then why are we still together? if i cant show you exactly how i feel, then y should we still be together? i'm just forcing myself to be someone i am not... i thought love is supposed to be sweet and to love the other party just like he/she is.. but it's all different from what i had perceived it to be..
so izit finally over? you tell me. i have no idea whatsoever for us anymore. think some ppl will be very happy that we are finally breaking up. whatever.

random and expired

This is going to be a random, expired, after exams post :X
cant rmb if i blogged about buying this pair of asics shoes.. heh in my fave colour PURPLE feel that i can run very fast in them... lol

DIAMOND earrings from han han MUACK! *_* bling bling $***

catch of the day..
went fishing with NIE fwends the day after my exams and this is what we caught.. muha dont think we are that pro just coz we fished at the pond called "sure catch" and we paid 10 bucks per catch meaning we HAVE TO CATCH SOMETHING.. lol and the fishes were damn strong till a point our fishing rod snapped. seriously i think the guy was damn pissed his face was super black all the time.. haha i realised that everyone who fishes SMOKES and it's real bad coz they just cant stop as in the moment one cigarette leaves their mouth their hand will be reaching out for another one already.. soooooo bad.. anyways..
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pasir ris park "sure catch" pond lol for the fun and like my friend's friend said.. this is for amateur fishing peeps.. muha

AND... before we went fishing we were CRABING over at the other side of the park haha we caught 7 crabs in 2 hrs and the crabs were not restrained and some attempted to escape so challenging.. haha

here's the small pond with all the crabs inside haha

exam package from han han! thanks muack the double choco from famous amos contributed to my sore eyes during the exams.. haha but i still LOVE them.. heh thanks sweetheart muack :*

THIS IS MY NTU HOTTIE.. oh man from the hey gorgeous show.. SLURRP i want him WOO HOO!

check this out.. haha i drank the whole bottle of it

it's real one hor and i think it really helps in the developing of the brain lol ( ok at least for mine) heh

muack can slack and nua now after the exams.. heh BKK and japan trip in dec and wedding dinners.. haha cant wait and i want to use the oven tmr (kudos to evofus!) work hard for yer exams girls! caleb go and die arrange to play spongebob monopoly with your bro :D

i love you chen han tian

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happy day

Happy 26 months anniversary han han! heh muack I LOVE THE LILIES! :D

what a spread for the both of us only heh :X

beautiful lilies :D

happy day :)

21st birthday 3rd Nov'2007

2nd Nov - Pre-celebration with my honey

2 person 5 dishes ---> still finished everything

Hans@ marina 3 cakes/pastries to celebrate first ok

me and han han

3rd Nov'2007

Arthur and I (colleagues now :D )

cake cutting time

my beloved evofusss and partners all dressed to KILL! haha
ok presents time
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wade of notes from some NIE friends and Uncle.. so kind :)

My colourful bday cake ( $90 ) hor

BEAUTIFUL card by evofus ( minus the ugly photos of myself.. oh man)

$$$ tefal oven from EVOFUS you guys are the best man! :D

stuff from arthur

spongebob merchandise from JC/SIM friends! i really love them! ( both the presents and the ppl) muha!

'choking pendant' from weili ( sikkim fwend)

xiao jun gave me this but i wonder if i'll use it.. heh

cupcake recipe book from fishy

spongebob monopoly from bernard :D

TOPshop voucher and Levis watch from the NTSS gang :D purplicious

hand made card from han han

a bouquet of roses from him! *_*

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all from cell group mates.. thank you guys i'm very touched sooooo many of you made the effort to come down when you all stay ultra far away and we're not that close also but dont worry time will make up for that part.. THANK GOD for everyone of you :)

perfume from xiaoxuan and shannon

bought myself this nike water bottle and sports shoe from the ANGBAO $$ heh

CHECK OUT THE BLING! FINALLY I OWN A PAIR OF DIAMONDS!!!!! WOO HOO !!!!! thank you han han muack*

seemingly happy with the bling