♠♀--> co cool.. heh

Yest.. me and A-loy went to Queenstown library to study.. the environment is very good.. i mean it's cosy and not very noisy though we sat in the cafe.. after that we checked out receipe books.. (cant believe that he was as excited as i was) heh : note the greedy-ness : After that we decided to go Alexandra Market for dinner and the two of us were extreeeemelllllyyyy greedy.. we ordered black pepper crab ,bah kut teh and some veg to eat downing them with lime juice and sugar cane.. OMG how greedy can we get.. i mean like for 2 people.. that's considered quite a lot.. *snort* after that we went to ikea for ice cream.. tsk tsk now u all should know why i just cant slim down.. haha studies have shown that ppl who are in a relationship will tend to GAIN 3.5kg in a year.. oh man.. that's so bad.. but probably it only works in me coz dearie doesnt get fat AT ALL!!! that's so not fair.. arrgh but anyway we enjoyed ourselves very much, at least it made me forget what horrible things that had happened in the day. toopid NUS. toopid me. arrgh.. Just now i was making my famous cheese cake and it turned out to be a flop. what the heck la.. kaoz the cheese was ok but i think there's something wrong with the cream.. woa lao the two things just cant be blended in together.. wonder what's wrong.. i'm so gg to buy the ingredients and try again.. afterall i promised my aunt that i'll make some for my niece and nephew de.. sucks man.. oh yes.. the day before yest i made tea egg leaf and SLURRRPPPPZZZZzzz oink oink oink.. hehe very super nice but i feel that the herb smell have not yet penetrated into the egg so the smell and taste not very strong.. but still it's very nice coz the egg white is very bouncy(at least this is what my gm said) :P this week marks the end of my more-relaxed week coz starting next week i'm having revision classes everyday even till SAT!!! 10-5pm.. i think SIM is mad and i'm so gg to go mad already.. what the heck la.. arrgh but i'm so gg to make it through :X no choice la damnit. arrgh *God please give me strength* later i'm still going for tuition and tonight... meeting aloy for supper! YES!!!! why leh? coz both my parents are out of town.. lolz my dad havent come back from brunei yet and my mum just left for indo today.. heh.. i'm like a bird out of the cage.. haha cant believe this and i'm going to be 20 soon.. -.-'' sigh.. gg to bathe and maybe read some of my econs notes before i go out for tuition. outta here! *waves*

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Now i know that being your good friend wouldnt make me a good girlfriend.. :((

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One more last day before aloy comes back from Hong Kong.. cant believe i missed him so much that last night when he called i just couldnt control and cried. arrgh but nevermind. i'll be STRONG.. yes! i feel like gg for the flea market at expo.. arrgh should have went after service on sunday.. but i was alone.. :(

burrp ZZZZzzzz

heh.. super full.. just came back from the long awaited DIM SUM buffet with my SIM peeps.. heh quite successful coz we were all STUFFED. oh man.. i was so cheapo that i even brought extra plastic bags to put the fried prawn dumplings. at that point of time i even wished that my stomach was a "wu di dong" that i can keep stuffing myself with the food and not feeling full. lol but it was quite nice but maybe a bit ex. in the end the 6 of us each of us paid arnd $16+ but considering we ate like pigs and still got food to da bao back.. think it's quite worth it.muhaha the da-baoing process was quite heart-racing. had to keep checking out if got any ppl near me then must faster put the food back into my bag! lolz.. so funny and sian lye just couldnt stop laughing when she saw me da baoing the food la.. kaoz :X but anyway did enjoyed myself.. later gg to jog to lose all those fats again.but looking at the weather now.. maybe cannot. if rain how? haha excuses excuses.. :P haha after this week, i'm so gg to chiong again la.. sigh exams exams exams. how sick can they be. arrgh but i'm quite looking forward for this week's events. so many things planned up ahead.. tmr is our 6th month.. think we just gg to chill out at hh's place and watch spongebob's VCD.. wed bringing my niece and nephew to the zoo then at night meeting caleb and hjb for dinner, thurs i'm gg for the camp facilitator thingy, fri got tuition. arrgh.. long week man. but at least it wouldnt be a boring one. heh.. that's all peeps. outta here.. think i wanna search for another blog skin le. see if i can find any nice ones. miss ya all lots~

evofus

Vday'06

:))

Hei Se.. what's with getting dusty la.. tsk tsk ppl busy okie.. maybe+ lazy.. lolz this few weeks have been super happening.. got lots of activities posted despite the ever disgusting mock exam.. arrgh it's a sat and i cant believe i spend half of it rolling in bed till now then i woke up. arrgh just ike a pig *snort* actually i've been wanting to upload some pics onto my blog but actually i'm not really good at it or should i say i dont really know how to do it but i shall try! muhahaha ok.. i've uploaded many many photos onto photobucket but dont know if it's just cut and pasting the URl wait i'll try.. byebye..

Happy Valentine's Day'06

Valentine's Day for me and dear dear was a simple one coz i dint really think that it's a time for us to celebrate? haha coz everytime we go out together we eat as if we're celebrating.. haha :X We went holland V and ate delifrance bistro. not say very nice but it's rather ex. heez but i still enjoyed the meal :)) after that we actually wanted to head to hagen daez for fondue and NYDC for cheesecake de but seeing the long queue both of us ZZZZZZzzz haha so in the end we went to the market and enjoyed a bowl of ice kachang for $1.50 cheap and good. after downing the ice kachang we were like super full. our initial plan was to---->
1. eat the crystal jade chicken wings
2.go delifrance have fruit tart
3.eat the famous holland V (dry) fish hor fun
4.fondue at haegen daez
5.cheesecake at NYDC
in the end we bought a small cake from breadtalk and had our mini celebration at my house's bus stop.Coincidentally, it's our 5th month on Vday too so we had a small candle and aloy brought the cake home. nothing fanciful or what but still we did spent some time together. oh yes to update what i got for Aloy--> a esprit towel pack, some sweets, nice stamps and a boxers card with my lip print! haha so cool right? lolz what Aloy gave me--> one stalk of pink blended with white rose. it's damn nice but super ex $6 (woa lao), a crunpler pouch and a super nice but ex card. i love all of them but still next time can be more budget hor.. like me lidat.. heh but still thanks a lot hanie pokie. haha :-* for spending time with me despite your busy schedule. I cant believe this.. tmr we've booked Dim Sum buffet at dragon gate restaurant to pig out again?! hahaha so that's y i say actually Valentine's Day is not really a time to celebrate coz we are celebrating everytime we are out together. Maybe yesterday was just with the addition of some presents and roses, that's all and it's out 5th month together. Hope everyone did enjoy their V'day regardless of whether they have a partner or not. sigh. one day pass so quickly already. i must get back to my books and mug hard le.. exams are round the corner and i'm still slacking like mad.. arrgh. bye peeps. :) miss ya all hard~ shall upload some pics after Aloy send them to me *waves*

USR'06 rocks

Got back from the race last night, super paralysed. was already aching like mad during the race but still i persevered on and managed to get to the 15th position. ha! the details of the race are as follows:
Intro:
Me, Jing2, Aloysius and Charle formed a team of 4 to join the Uniquely Singapore Race together from the 11th-12th of Feb.
Day One:
We had to report at the Youth Park(behind cine) at 8 in the morning. So i had to wake up at 615 to bathe and get ready coz i wasnt sure if we would get to bathe at night. When we reached there, other teams were already getting ready liao. We werent told of the next destination but had to guess the clue from the drawings our minister of education. Well, the first part was a bit scary coz i tot that a stampede would happen coz all 400+ ppl were chiong-ing to the destination coz the clue was rather easy. So we ran there and deciphered the next clue to be at the Labordor Park. Luckily when we left the park, the bus to the park came and we hopped on. The route to the park was actually a torturous one but we actually cheated halfway coz we took a cab in if not think we'll die a terrible death if we were to walk in. haha when we found the checkpoint, obviously we were the first team to arrive.. haha the next stop was to go to china street to find some places selling pies that is the new singapore icon. apparently we misread the clue and tot that it was at chinatown but couldnt find anything. But still, we were the 1st team to reach the pie shop. Charle said that the pie is quite nice but i was too full to eat. Actually i cant really remember the sequence of the race but so far now. it's still the right sequence. haha the next stop,we went to suntec the fountain of wealth to get our next clue and the clue led us to the merlion where we had to pose with the lion and take a pic. after that we ran all the way down to clarke quay were one of the members had to do a challenge "GMax" oh man.. the reverse bungee thingy. i think it's damn scary but jing2 actually said that she wants to try *applause* haha i wouldnt dare do it coz i scared my heart stop ar.. lolz after that we went to little india and had to use the hanna paste to draw the USR logo on our hands. That was the first time i saw the real thaipusam going on. oh man.. i think it's damn scary lor.. i saw this guy had a pole-like thingy pierced through his mouth and connected to it was a trolley like thingy. i'm not so sure how to describe it but it was super scary and obviously super pain. :X after the henna drawing event, we went to one of the mosque near geylang area i think and we had to play "zero point" , "five stones" and "chapteh" aiyah i dont know how to spell.. haha after that we were give a clue and that we had to buy a lime mag to get to the next destination. but the shitty thing was that all the lime mags around the area have already been sold out and we had to travel all the way to funan to buy the mag. Just like that we've wasted a whole lot of time.The resting place was at Chinatown point but we couldnt find the checkpoint and end up searching for it again. +time wasted+. after a 2 hour break, the next challenge was to make a lantern similar to the sample lantern. it may sound easy but in fact it's not. we spend like 15-20 mins figuring out how to make the lantern and to make it. arrgh but this time we were already shagged, despite having a 2 hour break. if i'm not wrong the next stop was to go to geylang and we had to weigh a 1.5kg durian and eat it. the durian was superb but we had to eat it in a rush so quite pity. after that we rushed off to bedok market under blk 85 and we had to hike down 10km to our resting place for that day. i tell you the 10km hike was like (@^#(^$@(^ coz by that time my legs were already aching and having cramps. the worst thing was that we took a wrong route, got lost and had to walk an addtional 2+km.. arrgh finally we reached east coast park but we had to walk AGAIN to the chalet before our timing stops. luckily we came in 17th and slept in the airconditioned room *yeah* but apparently the air con was too cold and the floor too hard, i kept waking up in the middle of the night. arrgh
Day Two:
Our first stop was at Mac Ritchie reservior. We chose to do the land expedition but we took the wrong and longer route. By that time my knees were aching real bad and i felt like giving up. i dint want to hurt myself just for the race. Maybe that's coz i'm selfish. arrgh. But still, we carried on the next stop, we went to teck whye to get our clue and headed for Qian Hu fish farm. Over there we had to catch 16 fishes and then we can go off. i was happily catching the fishes when i saw Charle beside me, stirring the water like how u stir your milo. haha think he was trying to catch the fish but the fish was too fast for him. :P we completed the task easily and had to rush off to the next destination at Sembawang. The satay club. Oh man the satay was damn good coz we barbequed them ourselves and we also had to eat "yu sheng" in less than 5 mins. we completed that feat easily too coz we were too hungry.. haha the next stop was to go to the sembawang hot spring. we ran all the way in and the challenge was to use the hot spring water to cook an egg. we waited and when it was time, Charle the bravest ate the RAW egg. OMG it was not cooked at all lor. the water isnt hot enough and the egg white was still translucent.*yuck* Still we did it and proceeded on to seletar reservior to get our clue. it was nearly the end of the race le.. we had to travel from seletar to somerset, all the while running and when we got to the visitor centre we had to search for the clue which led us to douby gaut. there, Charle did absailing inside PS, then me jing2 and aloy had to belay him. it was a rather simple task for him coz he did it many times already. After that we ran and took a train down to orchard mrt and ran to scotts the foodcourt downstairs. it is the first foodcourt in a mall in singapore! we had to do something like the "shi zi lu kou" kind and had an 1 hr break there. from there we tot we just had to zoom to zouk thinking that it was the last stop but it wasnt. we had to go to raffles place first to visit an underground mosque. cool right? but we dint visit it coz we werent properly attired. after that we were given another 1 hr to rest before setting off for Zouk. It was the final countdown already. we ran all the way from the bus stop to Zouk and came in 15th. :))At last we completed the race, our timing was 33+ hours. WE COMPLETED THE RACE IN LESS THAN 34 HOURS!!! What an achievement! haha After that we chilled out at Zouk for an hour or so whilst waiting for the lucky draw( as if we are lucky enough to win anything) then we headed home.
Though we dint win anything from the race, but what i really gained from this race is stronger friendship and even to get to know singapore better. It was very-super-duper-extra tiring but still it was very enjoyable. Even though we had our agruments and unhappiness, i still treasure my team mates very much. Credit to go to Jing2 for organising us to join the race, Charle for navigating the route for us, Aloysius, my dear dear, thanks for being there for me when my legs felt like breaking, supporting me and caring for me throughout the race. Thanks for staying up to talk to me even when u are feeling super tired already. Thanks Dear :* -i dont know why i love you coz feelings cant be explained-

<3

HE: I love you.
SHE: How much?
HE: As much as i want you to be my wife.
SHE:*smiles*
Are we really meant to be?

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Guess a lot that has happened recently has got me thinking.. every small little thing. Apparently my mum has gotten wind that both me and my sis had bfs and she has been questioning us and lecturing us every night to find out the truth. the good thing? both of us denied la but my stupid sis actually went to tell my dad everything and the shit thing is that my dad "bao dou" her... so too bad.. haha but seriously this time i actually can feel my mum's concern for us but maybe in a wrong way? as in like she was more like intergorrating us rather than asking out of concern lor.. but still.. i can sense her concern.. haha she actually laid conditions i think no guys can ever reach lor.. so i think i just treat it as though she was nagging la.. i mean afterall i'm the one marrying the guy and staying with him for the rest of my life and not my mum dou.. so why should i do everything she says? i'm not sure if she's gonna approve aloy or what but we'll try to do our best.. i've thought of a damn "jian" strategy and needa the cooperation of either christina, caleb or fishy.. haha so peeps now all is up to you! haha.. shant rattle on the not-so-happy events dou.. erms.. oh yes CNY has just come and go and KAAA CHIIING!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm rich again.. finally and i found a few items to splurge on already.. oh man.. i must try and control.. haha as if i say le will do lidat.. but CONTROL I MUST!!! arrgh yawn.. cant believe i skipped today's lect and stayed at home to slack or should i say do my own revision? haha sian man.. NTU's application starts early March so peeps get ya com's ready! haha NTU here we come.. haha -_-'' sorry huh a bit off there.. lolz :P later in the afternoon i've got tuition and at night JR's going to treat all the tuition teachers to dinner. Let's hope we'll burst there.. haha yah la.. that's about all.. Can't wait for next week to come.. Esprit here i come! Birkis here i come! hahahaha bye all ~

happy new year everyone :))

"dong dong qiaaang.. dong dong qiaaang.." haha happy new year to everybody! :)) it's time to get fat oh yes.. got an annoucement to make
"my aunt got esprit 50% off everything so if u guys wanna buy anything can tag me and tell me ya.. give me the description, size everything and the clothes' code." think i'll be getting them next week so must tell me asap ya.. :) after CNY i'm so gonna be super rich and super fat so it's time to go back to exercise le.. hahaha ciao ppl.. :*

Dr Peh's evaluation :)

Case Study 1:

My friend broke up with her boyfriend and they had only been going steady for 6 months or so.
Dr's Evaluation:
i seriously think that there's no such thing as ''i love u forever'' coz there is no such thing as forever lor.. My friend was madly in love with her boyfriend and yet this had to happen.. She lives in Sembawang and her bf stays in chinese graden.. that's like super far away and yet she is willing to travel the distance just to go to her bf's place and even to cook for him.. YET.. the bf wants to break up just coz they quarrelled over some small thing. damns that's like so not compromising.. and when she wants to talk about it, the bf refuses to pick up her call, ignoring her totally. arrgh how can guys be so bastard. i mean he was the one who wanted to start this relationship and then now all this shit had to happen.. My friend's like super sad now she dint even attend class yesterday and today lor.. i also dont know how to help her.. arrgh luckily Mr Aloysius Tan is not like this if not i think he can say BYe BYe liao.. heh Good old Bones :X

Case Study 2:

My friend's friend spent a whopping $3000 on maria france slimming centre, just so she can wear nicer clothes.

Dr's Evaluation:
RIDICULOUS. Why waste that money?? somemore she's a student only lor.. tsk tsk want to diet go exercise or cut down on fatty food can le mah.. why go to that extent? the worse thing.. her bf even sponsered $700 for her to go.. but i think the bf doesnt mind her to be the chubby side but maybe it's herself who wants to be bone-like.. arrgh what the heck lor.. i mean maybe this is all GUYS' fault coz they like girls to be super slim la.. like bones lidat.. if they really like skinny girls, maybe should ask him to marry a dog bone? skinny enough le ba? hahahaha sometimes this kind of things very hard to control de leh.. u all think it's easy to be slim meh? somemore if the girl's body is like become fat very fast de.. it's not easy lor.. arrgh but some stupid guys just dont get the picture.. sigh so sad.. heh but still.. i guess we have to be happy with what we have and not to compare with others.. whether others are cuter or prettier or smarter or whatever.. BE HAPPY WITH WHAT WE HAVE is the most important.. but i think u guys reading should know right? i'm cuter and prettier than most of u MUHAHAHAHA *blush* lolz.. :P
That's all for Dr Peh's evaluation.. hehe got anything need Dr Peh's readings just TAG me.. ciaoz hehe

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cashless

How great.. i'm only left with $198++ in my bank.. HOW RICH hahaha.. but luckily wp and jr transferred the money they owed me to me then now at least better.. it really does not feel good when your bank is like so super DRIED up la.. sigh..but not to fear.. haha on the 27th would be PAY DAY.. hahahah KA CHING!!!! $_$ and what's more.. CNY is coming and i'm gg to be a rich bitch again.. hehe so yah la.. maybe for the time being i'll have to eat bread for lunch.. haha yeps :) but i'm still fine and living.. oh yes.. madam black suggested that i blog on the zoo trip so i shall touch on it a little.. on the 14/01/2006 i went to the Zoo with dear dear and his sister and euguene and jermaine(his little niece and nephew) we reached there arnd 1+ just in time to view the animal feeding time.. yeps the trip was quite alright la.. but the weather was a bit warm.. but thinking back i shouldnt be complaining about the weather coz if not i think if it rains we wouldnt be even able to go to the Zoo lor.. so yep.. we went to watch the elephants of asian show and OMG.. i actually saw the elephants SHIT before the show started.. haha it was back facing us and euguene told me to check out the elephants "put put" woa lao the shit were gigantic and yellow in colour i wonder why.. haha they had the size of a shot put ball.. muhaha just that they were in yellow.. haha and it urinated too.. Oh man.. it was like a waterfall when it was wee wee-ing lolz but overall the trip to the zoo was quite an enjoyable one.. to end off we shared the Ben and Jerry's ice cream i think it was mint chunky chocolate or something like that but it was... H-E-A-V-E-N-L-Y hahah super duper nice but quite ex.. yeps. but i enjoyed myself very much. seeing all the animals and behaving like a small kid.. that kind of feeling is like.. wah quite "huai nian" hehe :P i've started tuition at my aunt's place le and apparently my niece and nephew arent very cooperative coz they are like very lazy during tuition no matter how much i scold them also no use.. but since i'm in need of $$$ i think better stay put.. yup. oh yes JR just to remind u again 31/01/2006 will be my last lesson at the tuition centre le until May i think when my exams end. so u better have got your relief teacher ready. yep. :) WP: i dont think i want the nike bag le.. come to think of it i think i got a lot of bags le.. i thought of a good and budget goody bag u can get for me 1) new earphones (those plug in kind not my present kind) 2)hair serum (any good brand will do.. leave in kind i dont like rinse out de) 3) xu zhi an's newest "jing xuan ji"4)$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ hahaha i think so far lidat only ba.. cant think of anything else. yep so if u guys got the budget and time can help me get these stuff ba.. haha :X that day i was pondering over a question.. "Can a guy still remain friends with his ex?" i overheard the radio deejay saying this and i started thinking.. for me, of course i wouldnt want my bf to remain good friends with his ex coz i dont think it would be possible. once romantically involved how can after that still remain as friends leh? unless either party still has some feelings for the other.. i'm not trying to say anything here but i just want to say something what i really feel.. once broken up, shouldnt remain as friends.. even if both parties had agreed that they would do so but maybe should be like just say say only and not really do it. To avoid such a thing from happening, i think the best way is not to break up lor.. i mean if the excuse is that their personality is not compatible then why get involved in the first place right? unless there's some other reasons which i cant think of la.. yep so yah lor.. hmmm.. i also dont know la just that maybe i dont really like or the guy's present gf will get jealous? haha it seems like i'm referring to myself.. lolz oh yes.. just not i was typing the url of evofus's shared blog but i accidentally typed the wrong add but i stumbled onto something BETTER.. check it out www.v-0f-us.blogpot.com i wonder if it could be some sign coz i've been having the same dream these two days that someone in my family got possessed and that some devil came and i was saying the prayer aloud that in JESUS's name all demons will go away and the marvellous thing was that in my second dream MY MUM even stretch out her hand to pray together with me to GOD. oh man.. i remembered in my dream i was very very happy.. but when i woke up and found that it was only a dream i was like a bit -_-'' but still i feel it's a sign that it's time for me to give my life to GOD. i'll still try to attend church regularly coz u guys should know la.. ok la.. i think today's entry super long already shall end here.. needa call dear dear le.. byebye :)

:)

The reef bag hui and sm bought for me broke when i only used it twice.. sigh i was really saddened about it coz my besties bought me the bag and i really really like it.. but when yesterday i took it down for repair at the ripcurl shop the stupid shop assistant say coz i dont have receipt so they cant repair for me. even if they repair for me i needa opay $30-$40+ that's daylight robbery lor.. arrgh i needa repair the bag.. :( sigh.. dont know how la.. shiti-fied.. arrgh oh yes i found a tuition job at my aunt's place that pays $300 every month which i feel that's quite good so i'm gonna stop tuition at jr's place after this month. i realise that actually i enjoy teaching there leh.. i mean the kids are quite cute in a way la.. so yepp. but still i'm gonna stop at the end of this month coz the travelling time and stuff. but if jr still wants me back.. i'll be available again after may after my exams. oh yes.. this year i'm so going to apply for NTU again.. so peeps if anyone is aware of the registration date please please please X 100000 tag me and tell me ya? thanks a million. recently nothing much has happened just the weather la.. arrgh thwarting my jogging plans everytime.. so yah la.. sigh.. Sat i'm gg Zoo with dear dear.. haha hope it wouldnt rain or we will be piggying out again le.. hahahah that's it peeps.. oh yes.. dear dear warned me not to divulge any of his pervertive ideas.. haha so i shant but this would serve as a warning if he dares to make me angry... MUHAHAHAHAH WATCH OUT!! lolz byebye *waves*

:)

Back!.. from korea hehe.. quite fun. the weather was super duper cold like -15degrees.. it's crazy lor coz i had to wear 7 layers of clothes and considering the layer of fats that i already have, i still need to wear so much u can imagine how cold it was.. haha the most happy thing in korea was that i still managed to buy a calling card and called my dearest dear dear from korea.. haha so missed hearing his piggly voice.. haha.. but still i enjoyed myself in korea.. now back in sing, sweating like a pig under the hot sun.. haha atlast, now i'm feeling better after hogging the phone with dear dear for 2 hours.. just now i was really feeling really down. when i msged dear dear he told me to go read the bible and that very moment i felt like throwing the bible away coz at that very moment i suddenly felt that what can a book do to make me feel better? but i guess i was really very very wrong to think lidat coz it aint no ordinary book. it's the BIBLE. but still at that moment i was like so helpless than he only told me to go read James 1:2 but i was like ^@*#@^%*#@ i dint want to live anymore.. but still he managed to put a smile on my face before putting down the phone. thanks dear.. thanks for making me laugh :) thanks for being there even when u were at the busiest time. yepp. *HUG* oh yes.. that stupid GU LING LING wants me to praise her in my blog but i shant waste my time on that but i just want to tell GLL that i bought her something nice from korea.. no ginseng.. haha no $$ lolz.. :P oh yes.. i almost forgot the main point of me blogging today.. actually i've got so much stuff to say but after talking to dear dear i realised that i shouldnt do it.. so i wont. :) yup feeling so hungry now coz i skipped dinner after i came back from tuition coz i was sooooo x10000000 angry and disappointed. yup with myself i guess.. and maybe someone else too. i mean sometimes we should really consider how others have been to you and that we should try to be in others shoes too. right? if you are reading this, u should know that i'm referring to you. we shouldnt do things last minute. i really hate last minute stuff coz i have to re-plan my stuff and i hate it. so please no last minute stuff okie? i'll do my part as a friend so i hope that you'll do your part as my friend too and not let me have the feeling as though u are only using me for your own benefit ya? okie? yup. we're still friends dont worry.. :)) tmr caleb's driving me to meet the rest so please just hope that it will be a safe journey.. haha Oops.. keep ya fingers crossed.. lolz bye all! i love you dear dear study hard for your tests! :)) Jia you! Jia You!

:)

I think i've found the perfect guy to marry. maybe not the cutest but definitely the kind of guy that i think would make the perfect husband. he does not really need to be rich $_$ or good looking but someone kind at heart--- seriously. today i went to the Magic of Love at Expo with jr and the tuition kids and i asked Dear dear along so that we can take care of the kids together or maybe coz i dint want to go there alone haha.. yeps. when we were gg to have dinner, the way he looked after the kids, volunteered to help them buy dinner just showed how much love he had. seriously. the kids were quite troublesome after that but he dint say any word of complaint. :)) can u believe this. i was like cursing coz the kids were very very noisy and not very cooperative i must say.. haha but still luckily i had dear dear with me. thanks dear.. u made today a very wonderful day.. *HUG*

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i shall touch a little on the day WE went mount faber.. haha WE walked all the way up to the top and by the time we reached WE were sweating like pigs. seriously no where near the 'r' word.. romantic that is.. i mean it's nice that WE were able to spend some time together and managed to catch a glimpse of the sun set but that's it. full stop. i dont even want to think about the juicy mosquitoes that attempt to suck OUR blood but i smack it in time haha and the 1000kg bag that i had to lunge with me when i climbed the steps up to the peak. but at last.. WE made it to the top.. haha and saw the long awaited GIGANTIC christmas tree HE saw. it's nice when night falls coz the whole tree is lighted up but when u see it in the day it's like -_-'' haha serious. but i came up with a list of things to bring when u go mount faber on foot:
1. mosquito repellant
2.FAN
3.water bottle
4.camera
5.umbrella (in case it rains)
6.$$$ (in case your legs are breaking)
yeps that's about it.. but still i enjoyed my trip to the famous Mount Faber Park.. haha :)) thanks dear oh yes, guys, i'm only gg korea on the 27th so maybe we can still meet for christmas celebration? haha and i can celebrate it with dear dear *YAHOOOOOOO* lolz oh yes.. caleb, i'm really serious about setting up a business so i only wanna rope in those really interested to discuss yeps.. got a lot creative juices bursting in my brain le.. haha.. just received a email from the school saying that we have to pay our exam fees in jan and guess how much?? it's a whopping $2000.00 WAH! so cheap arrgh i hate it man.. and i think my brain is going to burst. i cant help but feel squashed when i want to study ibm.. it's like 10 chaps in 2 months.. izit possible man?! but i'm still gonna mug hard and i know i can if i bother to put in the effort.. :)) i think it's the same for all of us.. went for hockey training twice already. it wasnt as good as i had expected coz i'm sort of rusty already so long nv play but i'm still able to hit the ball just that i get breathless haha and the guys dont really pass the ball to me coz they like to play among themselves.. or izit coz they know i'll miss the ball?! muhaha but yeps. i must continue to go jogging.. have been slacking for the past 2 weeks le and the week i'm gg korea also slack but maybe go korea can fast.. haha wonder what's for the meals la.. they had better not bring us to some chinese restaurant where i'll stuff myself silly.. haha yeps. yesterday went to meet our dearest SANA nisar.. haha aka Mrs Umair.. lolz so long nv see her le.. and apparently we were embarrassing ourselves at coffee.. i could feel the stares on us ( or izit just on me?) haha but who cares? i really had an enjoyable time yest with fishy and ah lua.. we went to town ( i so long nv go le) and went on a shopping spree! haha i bought 3/4s from mambo.. i must go on strict diet again if not the 3/4s will burst during CNY.. haha k la.. blogged long enough la.. must go call HANDSOME tan now.. haha bye peeps. miss ya all! :))

something's wrong with blogger AGAIN..

arrgh this is so 'put put'.. i think it's either blogger's problem or mine.. cant change the time leh.. anyway it's 13/12/2005 today and arnd 1130 maybe after i finish blogging it would be 1145 le ba.. yeps tmr it's officially our 3rd month together.. hehe 3 months seemed to have passed so fast but still, the thought of us getting together on 14/09/2005 just brings a smile back to my face. seriously. all those things that we have gone through together.. i must say.. it wasnt easy. from strangers turned friends and now lovers will we become family someday? haha i dont know and i want to know if we would. i dont think it will be easy but i want to try. haha sounds as if i'm gonna get married but NO! haha i'm not i'm actually married already to Jay and Daniel that is. lolz.. sigh so confirm now gg overseas le.. and i'm gonna spend christmas all alone ok, maybe together with happy family but far far far away from u my dear :( but yah la.. still i gonna try to enjoy it A-L-O-N-E. sigh we've got so many activities planned up next week.. I CANT WAIT.. I CANT CONTAIN MY EXCITMENT!!! hahahahaha.. :)) ok it's 11.43pm already and i havent finish blogging yet.. so long nv blog le but like very lazy to blog still coz just now i was typing my socio assignment.. almost went blind.. haha so disgusting.. lolz oh yes i was told by Mr Aloysius Tan to come up with my goals for the year 2006 so i think this is a few first.
Shuan's 2006 GOals to be achieved..
1. Get into NTU
2. Sit and discuss the business plan with evofus ( or izit just caleb?!)
3. Continue to go jogging regularly and DIET.. DIEt.. DIet.. Diet..diet.. hahahha :P i must.
for now, that's all ba i guess.. maybe i should come up with a christmas wishlist too? haha
1. spend it with dear2 (not possible anymore) this was the first thing on my mind, seriously :(
2. ******meaningful gifts******
3.my grey nike bag
4.some nice clothes
5.more $$$$$ " please santa.. cant u see my waving at you??" haha
yah la.. that's all i guess i dont think it's a lot right? lolz ciao ppl 7 more mins before the clock strikes 12 and it's 14-12-2005.. 6..5..4..3..2..1.. *jiang jiang jiang jiaaaaaannnnngggg* hahahah

:(

Ok. it's final. I'm gg korea and hong kong from 25th-31st.. and i'm not feeling excited simply because i cant spend the first Christmas together with dear dear.. sigh.. what the heck. :(