finally over~

woa lao after 3 weeks of strguggling and keeping myself awake, finally the god damn prelims are over.. -phew- i'm like so relieved now.. really i think the 3 weeks is the hardest time of my life or should i say yest? woa lao i woke up at 3 to study till six then slept till 6.30 only. what the fuck la i really felt like dying. waking up in the middle of the night to continue studying... it just sucks. really.i better start mugging for the As now or i'll really have to stay up late when the time comes.. just now i went to read TTG's blog and she said she got highest for paper 2 chem! CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u owe us one treat.. hahaha think i'm going to get the lowest la.. what the hell.. whatever la i really tried my best to study liao or should i say i dint really put in a lot of effort? i dunnoe la.. so relieved that all this shit is over and cant wait to see how badly i scored. haiz.. but yah la i think i limit myself to slack till the end of this week then after i must really pia liao.. cant afford to waste anymore time ler.. haiz.. this few days dunnoe is i got attitude prob or what la been ignoring jas,jr and wp they talk to them or more like they ask me question i just shake or nod my head.. i really cant be bothered to talk to them leh.. i dunnoe why also.. kaoz so sick and tired of making myself suit their way of lifestyle and behaviour. i want to be me. crazy mad me. not just funny me in front of them. it's really tiring to put on the mask and try to integrate into their way. i'm sick and tired of trying.. tmr they going k box actually we already agreed? but i dun rmb saying that? yah but anyway. last min i decided not to go liao.. i dont think i'll have fun even if i go so why bother? wait i go there show black face then spoil everybody's mood. no point also la. i just wish that the As would come faster and i dont have to go to school anymore and face them. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!!! i'm just going to continue slacking at home go swimming tmr hope it would be sunny and go for haircut. cant stand my hair. now looks like.. i dunnoe mushroom?can fight with TTG liao..haha anyway wp just msged me i really think that i'm a very bad friend and i dont deserve them.. yah la anyway just leave this shit aside first.. i'm not in the mood to settle it now.. today i went to watch "The Terminal" with chris and i think it's a really superb movie lor.. woa lao Tom Hanks can act really well and the story's very touching also.. heez quite worth the money la just that stubborn me dint go toilet be4 the movie and my bladder was on the verge of bursting during the movie.. haha but anyway i still enjoyed it.. at least no pressure! haha~ haiz i came online hoping to see many peeps online but only like 3 ppl only? what the hell la.. everybody died already ar? kaoz.. saittie ( * )( * ) haha cant wait for next sat to come the whole bunch of my GSC class friends are going down to our fave teacher's place for a gathering before she leaves for china... haiz i'll be so sad when she goes lor.. cuz she's really my teacher cum friend leh.. i can even bully her.. lolz.. yah it's always lidat we dont cherish the ppl around us and when we're going to lose them we'll regret.. haiz anyways ciao liao today's entry super long. damn got mosquito bite me it's dead.. buaiiiiii...

DEAD

talking to aloy now online.. asking him to watch garfield at suntec so he can help me win the huge garfield.. haha i really want it ler.. it's so big and cute :P anyway today i went school for consultation and yah my CT saw me and he came over to ask "wah so yong gong ar jia you" hehe so nice of him.. shucks bad omen. lolz but i dint felt like seeing him though i knew i would cuz i was having bad hair day.. my hair is hopeless liao.. looks like shit now. cant help it. lazy to maintain it.. hehe meet fishy and sm for lunch we went to swensens and i had teriyaki sphagetti... slurpz so nice.. super full and i heard from smelly fish that sana is leaving singapore for good. she's staying in pakistan ler.. so sad! :...( i get really sad when i know i wont get to see my friends anymore.. gosh think on that day we go send her at the airport i'll cry lor.. cuz my fave teacher going to china for 1 and a 1/2 years and i think if i go send her off i'll cry also.. so i'm still deciding whether i should go to e airport not.. wait i cry then super paisey.. hehe today think i slack the whole day la.. only did some chem.. sucks. better buck up tmr.. 2 more days only.. shit. bye.

BURRP!

just came back from dinner with my uncle.. so nice he brought us out for dinner and we had sakae sushi.. so full.. we had 38 plates plus 4 red plates and 7 moshi ice cream lychee de somemore!( HUI i finally got to eat it) haha burp! i'm really super full now.. and satisfied.. haha my uncle's very nice to bring us out.. hehe now i'm only home with bastard and maid. both parents went overseas! haha i'm supposed to be freed but i dont feel the freedom? kaoz.. maybe cuz i know bitch will call anytime to spot check? she suck la. yesterday she dunnoe mad or what at first scold bastard then suddenly started scolding me. fuck la. also not my prob dunnoe drag me in for what. sucks. today i went swimming downstairs. i was so pissed. at first i wanted to sun tan cuz the sun was quite strong but after i went down the sun like dun have ler.. so i just swam hoping for the sun to come out again and it dint so i was like ok. forget it den then when i went upstairs the bloody sun came out FUCK. was i pissed man. then there was this guy like so hao lian that he got to sun tan woa lao.. i'm going to try it again tmr.. hope the sun will be out.. haiz.. must exercise already.. going to explode into a pile of fats soon.. all my muscle transformed into fats.. sucks. and i cant stop eating.. :P haha stress and keep eating.. tmr morning i'm going school to ask mao liau liau questions.. sucks la the papers all so difficult i dunnoe how to do. haiz uUu the papers that time hui zapped de like got missing de ler cuz got quite a few only got ans dont have the questions then i zap liao waste $$.. haiz dunnoe what the hell. tried to the tys also find it very difficult. die liao. i better buck up during the one month or so or i'm dead. just now heard form my sis that one of her friend broke up with the bf at this period when he's having his prelims.. sucky la. at this important time. she's such a bitch. so what if she's pretty.. kaoz.. make the guy so miserable. she still ask the guy not to think so much.. how can? use leg hair think also know cannot la.. sucks. but guys dont worry i wont do this to you de.. hahaha whatever.. i'm talking nonsense ate too full liao.. haha k la must go study ler.. byebye

i'm gonna flunk my prelims

seriously, think i cannot make it ler.. i really dunnoe how. my math suck and my chem also like not stable de.. chinese i havent even started studying la.. can go and die already... hope everybody performs badly in the As so the whole standard lower.. hahaha yesterday i went out with TTG and she's mad.. when i reached city hall so was nowhere to be seen so i called her.called and called no response. think i called her continuously for 17 mins.. NI KAN NI ! luckily at the 18th min she picked up.. very funny. she went to HMV and yi kou qi bought 3 cds.. spend over $50 haiz.. super rich.. after that we went to suntec wanting to catch garfield de but the timing very shitty. at 7.30 if i watch already then dont need to go home liao.. hahaha but..but.. if we had watched at Cathay we would have a chance to win the super big garfield there.. i want! but haiz.. in the end we had to walk all the way to marina square to watch and it was raining and renovation was going on.. so shit. luckily the movie is not bad.. i like garfield.. he's cute and he can burp! hahahaha if he was my cat think i'll squeeze him! (everyday) hahaha then after that come home the usual stuff lo.. at night i tried to do the NJC paper 1 and it was super fuck. i cannot do everything.. what the hell. am i not prepared or is the paper fucking difficult. seriously. i only score 12/40.. if A level lidat can go commit suicide liao.. later i am going to attempt the paper 2 not very funny. if i cant do again, i'll get super demoralised.. but before that i better start on my chinese.. haiz.. going to flunk maths.. can u imagine the worse exam conditions? sitting in the freezing hall and got a table with only three legs and cant stop rocking? fuck la.. i was so pissed that i gave up balancing it and it just kept rocking throughout the paper.. cool ba? haha after the paper we had phototaking. quite dumb la cuz the photographer is the school's photography club de. cant the school pay outsiders to do a more professional job? before the shot, sm told me say they take pictures damn lousy de nv even say 1..2..3 sucks la.. so i told my CT and he was like saying if i'm not happy with it i'll ask them to take again and again and again.. haha so funny. then before the shot we were all ready suddenly he shouted. MUST SAY 1..2..3.. huh! hahaha so funny la (Oops am i developing a crush? :P) then after taking the formal pic we had to take a informal pic so he walked behind and i think he wanted to stand somewhere near me.. dunnoe izit i duo xin or what la.. but i should know student and teacher is impossible de lor.. i've experienced it before and know how it's for me to forget him.. haiz he's still so cute.. really miss him leh.. everytime if i take 173 i'm hoping to see him at clementi or at his school but haiz.. u know.. the more u want to see somebody the more u wont get to see him.. it's only at the wrong timing then will he appear.. haiz whatever la. think i've got thing for older guys. they seems more mature.. heez. k la today's entry quite long i must go study liao i only got 5 more days (including today) before my next paper.. ciao liao byeeeeeeee~

sucks

just now went to check out hui and sm's blog. seems like no one came online to blog recently except me. haiz when my results are like shit already i should be studying hard and not blogging here. sucks. yest just had maths paper 1 and fuck lor think i'm going to flunk it all the fucking shit i cant prove.. use wrong formula have no idea how to do.. that's so cb and i was having cramps sitting in the i-think-it's-zero-degrees hall freezing and trying to think of how to do.. fuck la.. i really hate maths. yest TT say that he thinks that he may not be able to make it to uni i'm very scared that i'll have the same fate as him.. i dont want.. though i know chances of me being that is quite high.. damn it ar i dunnoe how also.. maths really suck lor. i still got quite a few chapters i'm not familiar with and only got a month away from the As.. how sia. this is so fuck. yest i studied till 3 in the morning and this morning bitch woke me up at 9.30 saying that our maid had ran away. fuck. she was hanging the clothes when i woke up la.. what run away so sucky. and my bastard bro.. woa lao think my family arh.. really suck..oh yah one thing i must mention about.. now i dunnoe if i really still like HIM not.. cuz yest i was looking at HIS pic hehe then i suddenly asked myself if i really still liked him.. i couldnt answer cuz i was so damn scared that i have a crush on my stupid CT. woa lao.. i dunoe.. argh! how do u define if u love someone?
1. do things out of freewill for him
2. sms him and hoping that he'll strike up a conversation
3. paisey to talk to him in school?
4. try to avoid him as much as possible although i may want to see him very much
5. become jealous when he's alone with other girls
6. when he sends u simple msges like even "take care ya" you'll feel warm at heart
7. every single thing of his (money) you'll keep it and wont spend it..$17 hahaha :P
argh.. i'm so in love.. but dunoe with who.. aiyah maybe i can like 2 person at the same time? hahaha no la i not so bad de.. haiz cant wait for all this shit to be over.. i wanted to biao bai together with hui after the As de but now i cant even be sure of my own feelings how to biao bai? my goodness.. maybe i should do a sign test.. (numerical analysis) hahaha i love him. i love him not. i love him .i love him not. i love him .i love him not. i love him. i love him not.i love him.i love him not.i love him.i love him not.i love him.i love him not.i love him.i love him not. i love him. i love him not.i love him.i love him.i love him not. i love him.i love him. i love him.i love him. i dunoe! do i love him? can time tell? this is so fuck.

prelims..prelims..

sai.. prelims coming ler.. actually it's tmr la.. but i'm a bit sick of studying and sitting in a pile of dust.haiz.. yest studied till 2 (first time so late) and couldnt wake up till 9.30. shit haiz after tt got tuition with beef but dint managed to clarify all my doubts.. haiz.. i must really pia now. i did maths but not chem and CA on hold la.. sucks. must squeeze all and finish studying cuz i hate that kind of hopelessness i have when i dunnoe how to do questions during exam... haiz.. now talking to my teacher and sana.. yawnz.. think i'll qiong again after this. must liao. k la short entry this time.. buaiz i love him.

love-sick~

I miss him.. badly that is. argh.. must study hard.. sucks cant wait for exams to be over i'm going to BIAO BAI!!!!!! hahahaha

happie teachers' day!

yest i went back to new town to see da teachers and i was shocked to learn that last tine my chem teacher mrs lim actually became the vice principal! and the saddiest thing that i've learnt is that my ex physics teacher mr james tan got some viral infection in his right ear and had to depend on a hearing aid! gosh man.. so many things happen after we left new town.. woa lao.. so damn sad for him la but glad to see that he had taking things into his stride so ok la.. i was like bullying him throughout our whole visit.. so song! he wore this weird shirt that a brush can be stuck on it de and i took a few pics of him! hahahah snoops say that i'm crazy but who cares man? think i'm too stressed la.. before that i went to visit the drink stall auntie and she's still the same. hope nothing will change next year when i visit them again during chinese new year.. haiz.. this morning just got scolded by bitch cuz i slept until 10+ fuck la also nobody wake me up.. i was quite tired last night lor.. damn it. i'm in for it tonight liao.. jialat. fuck her sia. later going over to jing's place to study hope it will be fruitful.. damn it i got stomachache need to go shit liao.. ciaoz I WILL STUDY HARD! miss him!

ghkldflgka;klf

it's been quite a while since i last blogged.. think the last time i blogged my high class computer went crazy and dint save any of my entries.. sucks hope it wont be so this time round.. yah prelims are super round the corner and to be exact i just started revision..think i'm really doomed la.. dead ler. i dunnoe how.. i've got tests every week then my revision schedule have to adjust just to make time for the bloody tests.. sucks la dunnoe how also.. haiz oh yah be4 i forgot today something bloody embarrassing happened.. after morning assembly today i swing my bag just normal to carry it but i dint realise that AK was behind me and i think i accidentally hit him( not accidentally i think i really did) shit and where? somewhere sensitive? sucks man.. he was like " how dare u " but i pretended not to hear cuz i was talking to wp.. woa lao super paisey lor.. luckily dint see him anymore for the rest of the day think i'm too embarrassed but i did not do it on purpose also de mah.. heehee.. actually that day SM asked me if i liked him then i was HUH! what the hell la? crush on my CT? i'm scared that i'll la cuz he just has this very special bonding with our class lor.. but yah la i wont allow myself to fall in love with him and i'm 99.9% sure just that 0.01% sometimes i wonder if i have a crush on him also.. but alast! J is the BEST! hehe tmr's maths mock i'm doomed for sure just came back not long from celebrating fishball's birthday.. we went mouth kitchen to eat and sure did i explode.. ate super lot la.. but throughout dinner only me and her talking the others all super quiet dunnoe y also.. generation gap ba.. dunnoe la.. i hate asshole. he got new phone new specs. and i'm stuck with my blue rimmed specs and high class 3310. think i'll change to permanent contacts when i'm in uni la (bt that's if i can get it) and i'm going to get a super nice phone.. i just love my 3310. u dont be jealous.... ciaoz gotta rest ler.. @_@

fuck. something's wrong with my blog. what i typed just now all gone.. FUCK. i love u

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cough*cough*cough* think i got lung cancer or what. cant stop coughing.. haiz.. on fri 13th, aloy's bday. went to the SPOOKS show wit jr,wp,tt and yah aloy went with his classmates lor.. i kinda miss him.. heez.. Hmmm.... dunnoe if that kind of feeling is coming bac! ha! yah and u koe what? he waited for me after the show! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! why? he told his friends to go to the food court first then he came to talk to me.. hehe was kinda happy and shocked. jr wanted him to send me home but luckily she dint see him. i dint want to embarrass myself if he rejects la i mean this kind of stuff should be he offer to do it himself and not someone ask him to do.. sound so mechanical.. haiz.. yah anyway we just talked lo.. nothing much la but he said he wanted to make cookies.. Hmmmm.. after the As think i'll be super busy.. we say already. after the As come my house then we make cookies,cheese cake,mango moose cake,muffins,sushi.. wah so excited.. cant wait for the As to be over! ciao liao tmr still got grp 2 and grp 7 re test.. -sucks- :

Sick..

oh wells~ i'm sick.. got fever (38.5 degrees), flu,cough,body ache.. kaoz.. all come at the same time.. so sick.. slept until 10.35.. (oink oink) haha so bored. but i must start studying liao or i'll not make it.. just now went to read hui's blog and she already finished her revision for chem and me? i haven't even started a single shit.. die liao...
Things to complete today:
1. finish GP TCA
2.Finish chinese lian xi
3. study for CA test tmr
4.Continue for revision on all sub (stick to my study plan)
that's all liao.. better not blog too much a bit waste of time.. hope i'll be fit to go school tmr.ciaoz

i am sick.

woa lao.. i'm sick AGAIN.. think i've became super weak ever since i went to JC even FIshball is stronger than me.. but maybe cuz of yesterday la.. can u believe it? i went to k box with BITCH until 1+ woa.. sang until like crazy.. then now sick already.. i went to hui's house to study but not very fruitful cuz i couldn't do any of the simple maths. damn feel like killing myself. watched Singapore Idol. kaoz there was this guy he sang super softly than he complained that the judges didn't give him any comments when in fact they couldn't hear him.. so dumb.funny la.. saw TT on TV but he like camera shy lidat.. maybe he's not cut out to be a idol afterall.. hmmm... but who am i to judge him anyway? today's blog will have to be a short one.. i'm really feeling damn sick. aching body, block nose.. then tmr i'm still going k box with hui they all.. dunnoe whether i should go not.. so so sick.. but i promise them liao if dont go like very bad lidat.. haiz.. dunnoe la see how i feel tmr morning.. yawnz.. that's about it la.. I MISS HIM------ badly.

Memo~

1. I miss HIM. I really do. I love HIM. I really do.
2. i want a new PHONE! maybe T610? we'll see.
3.tuition tmr. will see beef. hope he is cuter :P hahaha
4.watching the village tmr hope it'll be scary.. lolz :)
5. I miss HIM.
-bleh-

bored~

yawn.. so bored i cant do anything this days.. dunnoe what's wrong with me.. As coming soon and i'm not even working hard.think if i flunk it cant really blame anyone...i dont feel like studying this few days.. i really need some motivation to work hard but i dunnoe what.. kaoz.. i feel like going overseas to continue my studies but i think BITCH wont allow haiz.. dunnoe how.. prelims think one month away and great! i havent start revising.. and the damn problem is that i've got so much work to do and havent complete yet.. SHIT someone help me.. trying to do gsc now but i cant find any damn info online.. dunnoe how.. sucks all this just sucks.later jj coming over to study hope it'll be fruitful.feel like dying. i miss uncle :~(

what are u trying to show?

i dont know what HE's thinking.. seriously. i feel lost... he keeps telling me to concentrate on my studies.. only 2 possibilities. 1. he thinks i'm attached and hope i wont spend so much time with my so called bf (he's jealous) 2. he's just concerned. As much as i hope HE is thinking of option one, i dont think so... yesterday i saw him in school again tot he was going home. if i'm not wrong i think he was talking to me asking me something but i kept saying byebye to him... weird me. ok whatever.. i tot i would see him at the bus stop but my hopes were dashed. he sent me a few weird messages yesterday that kept me thinking bout them. here it goes "everyone i have met has some influence in my life. i realised that beneath the sack of unhappiness situation,i realised how beautiful life is. So, at times the best ans to things may be jus to observe it longer.N dun b angry if it did not go ur way for everything would hav a reason for it to happen." what did he meant bout this?? i dont understand!!!!:( it was only when i told him that it was drizzling then he sent me this msg " u know i hav always like a small drizzle. the rain give me isolation but yet the idea of not being lonely.. Besides it cools me down =)" when i read this msg i replied him that i learn something new about him and he just told me to concentrate on my studies... SHucKs. i got a bad feeling that he knows that i like him? shit. better not be. actually the previous entry i said i've forgottne bout him but i think it's not true la. i can't. it's too hard for me to let go. everytime i see him in school i'll just go gaga.. cant! shit. someone teach me how to forget a person. :( prelims coming. i haven start revision. congratulate me. great. fri got CA test need to go study liao. bye.

heya~

yesterday i went on a so called date with aloy.. and hmmm... quite fun. :) we went shopping at heeren for bracelet cuz he wants it (how vain):) he better not read this.. yah la whatever and when we were looking at bracelets, a few times i actually helped him to put on the bracelet cuz he couldn't do it himself.. it was really a nice feeling like u know helping your boyfriend to try out stuff.. but yah la i know we wont even be together.. yah so.. we walked around in heeren and guess what? i saw bloody prince of eye bags with his bloody gf holding hands trying to look very loving.. pls.. get the hell out of my sight lor.. i cant stand it.. trying to act couple.. sucks.just sucks. yah so after that we actually intended to go eat sakae sushi de but think a bit too ex so we end up eating at far east instead.. he brought me to eat hor fun which was like ok only and he kept saying that it's nice.. weird. whatever la.. he had to go for a haircut after that so we were like kind of rush.. hmmm.. so sad if not we could have gossiped more.. think yesterday was once i spoke the most to him.. haha yah after that think he was still early so he walked me to taka to buy donuts for my greedy sis and i think it's really nice of him la.. it's quite a distance from taka the food court there to far east and he dint say anything like dont want to go there or what.. for that he deserves another star * hahaha.. yeah i had an enjoyable time yesterday..(though we met bags) :P today.. went to school for college day.. sian but ok la hope i'll get a few cip hours.. haha i very bad right.. yah anyway saw HIM but dint feel anything.. actually i loathe the sight of him.. maybe is bcuz of that time embarrassed myself in front of him then i dont want to see him anymore... think i very bad but who cares anyway.. for that.. i think i've already forgotten bout him liao.. as in dont like him already lor... i think that's good la.. cuz i think i like him until i very xing ku. so near yet so far.. not a good feeling. perhaps i'll be better off without him? who knows man? let time tell. i better start mugging for the prelims liao.. though i know i'll still suck at it.for the previous test TT actually scored better than me.. i was actually mad at him coz i thought that he dint deserve to do better than me when i actually handed in my tutorials that i completed MYSELF. for once. hahaha.. yah la anyway that's bout all le la.. hope i'll dream of aloy and bryan tonight.. muack*

sucks

ok.fuck.yesterday was the shittiest day of my life.. what can be embarrassing than to embarrass yourself in front of the guy u like? damn i was like wanting to kill myself.. i was running to the toilet leh.. so fast that i slipped and fell right onto the floor.. kaoz.. it was really super duper paisey.. kaoz and now my knee hurts. ok. whatever. just dont feel like seeing him anymore.. but seriously come to think of it, i think the more i dont see him the more i dont like him already.. heez~ or maybe i should say i think i gotta crush on someone else.. haha and the person is... -drum rolls- Bryan! and guess what? he's from new town and one year younger than us.. yes. u and me.. jie di lian... :P haha woa lao he's super duper cute lor.. especially after his softball trainings his face red red de.. wah.. i see already can melt sia.. very cute. yah la come one it's just a crush and i cant foresee us being together. ha! (as if we would. he dont even know me) lolz. :P yah la but he's just super cute. last time in new town i dont think i ever see him be4 haiz.. if got then maybe i would have gotten to make friends with him.. hehe yah anyway this few days i've been feeling quite FUCked up with SM. i dont know what's wrong with the both of us. keep getting into quarrels. it's been lidat ever since the starting of this year. i keep getting pissed by her. and the fuckiest shit is that i think she doesn't regard me as impt as he best friend AH MENG! damn. whatever la say i'm jealous or what i dont give a damn. she asked her out to watch brotherhood. blah blah blah.. forgetting bout me. damn. maybe in her heart i'm just no one. seriously speaking, i don't really like ah meng coz i think that she don't really like me either. i dont make friends with ppl who dont make friends with me... that time go visit elizabeth in the hospital she already show that she a bit bu shuang me la but maybe partly is coz of what sm complains to her about me? yah la i dont really give a shit. this friendship is encountering many problems and i'm quite sick of having to keep up with her mood swings and stuff. maybe we have held on for too long and it's time to let go? yah la i dont know. tmr i meeting aloy to pass him his stuff then we going for dinner. hope it'll be enjoyable. ciaoz~ :

i dont wanna live anymore

today just sucked for me. i had my nmr test and i felt so damn bloody stressed. i dont feel like living anymore. everything's going wrong for me. i'm flunking my tests(including today's i guess) suck. i dont think i can make it for the As. so damn stressed. sm say this is the route i've chosen so i just have to make the best out of it but i cant. i feel sucked off my soul. my everything. i have no time for anything except to study.what the hell. and to make things worse. just now when i took 176 home and when i was boarding the bus some fucking guy in front of me actually elbowed my face. fuck. and he dint even apologose. just treat as if nothing happen. what the hell. today's real shitty. everyone thought i was something wrong and i was la k.. i've got attitude problem. checked out TT's new T630 like not very user friendly.. maybe i should continue waiting for my dream phone but if i die then dont need to wait liao. great.

Meet the BITCH session

maybe to the others it's the meet the parents session but for me.. it's the meet the BITCH session.. haiz the day i've not been looking forward has finally arrived.. at first i thought is only my dad going but i think he dragged the bitch along or she wanted to go complain la.. so they both went and meet all my teachers.. gosh for the first time in my life i really felt like dying leh.. so pressured by them for the need to do well.. and yah AK tried to crack some weird jokes but i guess the both of them weren't too amused.. ha. whatever.. subsequently they meet up with my chem chinese math tutors yah that bloody bitch actually asked all my tutors to give me extra work.. damn her lor.. as if my hw can finish lidat.. and the worse fucking shit is that she actually went to find the principal to complain bout me joining interhouse and stuff.. bloody. yah la whatever.. and guess what? i saw HIM in school with his mum... haha maybe will become my future mother-in law? hahaha (come on la it's just my wishful thinking) but i still hope that it can come true.. :P at the time i most dont feel like bumping into him.. i did.. and also... today we had badminton interhouse and i won.. haha so happy.. k la i want to go watch tv liao... ciao think i'll study hard and do my nmr stuff later.. hehe muack*