jelly fish killer on the loose!

Thisismybestfriendluatekkah.

Jellyfish drink ANYONE???? slurrp

This is how i love him. :))

phototaking at ECP. So much fun. we MUST do it AGAIN.. lol TEKS: may tan's rock dont look obvious at all.. what the heck

YES! i love the sun.. late updates from the ECP outing with TEKS,bitchy,aloy and me.. due to the delay of the pics.. heh :X we cycled so much that our butts hurt so much the next day.. got a weird tan also coz we were wearing tees.. tsk tsk but still we had so much fun.. it's been such a long time since we met up with bitchy but still, our relationship hadnt changed. hah we still love to bully her.. :))) lolz we should go again some day.. anyways now i'm gg to study in NIE le maybe can meet up sometime too. yup thanks all folks. Good day :) bye bye

han han where are u????

I miss u so much. so many things to tell u in such a short conversation span. oh man.. :(

troubled..

Aloy's off to Bangkok and will only be back on sat.. sigh so miss him already.. love can really make someone sick.. next week's gonna be worse. dont even want to think about it now.. arrgh.
To Caleb: Hey man.. dont worry so much. things will work out for u both. Even if it doesnt, it just mean that u will meet someone else who will love u more than she did :)
To Xiaohui: Check out the airline thingy then decide how again. Dont worry too much okie.. anything just drop me a mesage, or give me a call. i'm always here
To Black colour: So sorry for asking u to help me buy the cam then until now havent get back from u.. will pay u asap when jr pays me okie.. haha :X
To Jasmine: WHAT'S THE SONG ON YOUR BLOG LA. KAOZ WATCH IT I'M BUYING MOUSE TRAPS.
To Fishy: Hope u guys will have a chance to talk things out and to get to know each other better. :)
To Shumin: DUDE. be happy okie i'm always here..
And to all others whose names are not mention, just want to tell u guys to be happy and to cherish what u have. Dont lose it liao then regret that u hadnt cherish it. And if u have already taken the first step, dont lose heart when things dont go your way coz GOD has a plan for u. yup. that's all take care peeps.. :) *HUG*

:X

blogging at aloy's place while he's nuaing on the bed like a pig..*snort snort* he's leaving for thailand tmr.. 4D3N and sigh i'll be alone for 4 whole days.. next week the dreadful 070706 is coming.. how many more days left? i wonder how i'm gg to cope with it.. arrgh dont even want to think about it now.. a bit unhappy.. :( sucks man.. that day went to JJ's concert wasnt as fantastic as i thought it would be.. a bit disappointing also.. dropped by jr's place and reached home ultra late. tired but still had lots of fun. i need my friends by my side now when he's gone.. feel a bit bad coz i only look for my friends when aloy's not around.. To ALL: Please forgive me. :X i need to make plans for my next few coming weeks.. suddenly feel so lonely.. all my friends are gg for camps and stuff and looking at my diary it's like rather empty for the next few weeks before school starts.. :( hopefully i'll secure the job SIM intro-ed. $10/hr then at least i can treat my besties to a meal.. :P oh yes.. i've decided to go to NIE le.. yup.. so i'm gg to go for their briefing on thurs.. wonder how it is gg to be.. sigh.. everything's like so uncertain but i'm gg to try not to worry so much coz like what aloy said, GOD has a plan for me.. but it's a bit scary considering i have no idea what the plan would be.. sigh.. listening to the song on jas's blog just make me feel so sad and a little depressed. sigh. okie la that's about all.. needa to go talk to aloy le.. he's feeling real bored and will fall asleep if i dont go disturb him. bye all and miss ya peeps!

worse day of my life

can u imagine waking up in the morning and getting scolded? and when u tried to explain things, things got worse and u start crying. what a nice start to a sunday. This sunday is miracle sunday and i so much wanted to attend service but everything screwed up and i had to stay home facing the person who screwed up my whole sunday. she insisted that i go to her office to help her pack her stuff and said that it's very messy and need lots of ppl. dint want to go down but dad persuaded my sis to go down with me so wasnt so bad afterall. help her move ultra heavy boxes up and down. was busy the whole afternoon but actually most of the time i was slacking in the office nothing much to do after i complete my task. came back, dead beat and fell asleep till 8+ tot they gg out for dinner but ended up calling pizza hut and KFC for dinner. after dinner i did something bad and got yelled at by aloy. the very first time in my life and it didnt make me feel better after this whole shitified day. last night was worse. so it's like actually the whole thing was carried forward from last night de. dint know i made my friend feel this way all along. u should know who u are dont want to name names. u did clarify things with me but i think i wouldnt want to do it again. true we are very "shou" but what u said really did hurt me coz i dont feel good asking u to send me home everything and since u said that u are not my boyfriend. i think what u said is true la. it's alright la i wont trouble u anymore next time i'll find my own transport home just that i have to leave early. yep that's about all la i'm still feeling moody now shall stop here now. ciao

sentosa!

Thanks love for making the day so special and wonderful :* love ya so muchie! muack

imagine this crab was used to cook chilli crab! SLURRP..

<--


Jellyfishes---> WATCH OUT

*muack*

after tanning and swimming (SOMEBODY FORGOT TO BRING HIS TOWEL) eeks. yup we headed down to the underwater world!!!! Yeah :P

the next day..we headed down to sentosa to SUNTAN and to go to UNDERWATER WATER WORLD.. lolz and we even managed to check out the dolphin lagoon.. lolz now got some mid year promotion thingg so we managed to get a good deal.. :)))))))))


since Mrs government and Mr government went to hk for 3 short days.. muha my 3 short days were packed with fun filled activities. =X for the first day we went to watch garfield 2.. heh not bad the movie was quite nice. we watched it at the cathay the new movie theatre and before we left we took some pics.. looks very misty leh.. also dont know y.. lol after that we headed now to river valley there for supper.. lolz that's our second time there coz mrs government wasnt in town too at that time.. lol.. the ROTI JOHN there is superb.. filled with meat egg cheese. BAGUS! slurrrrp

cable skiing!

Jellyfish on the grass before we left.

sorry peeps.. the alignment of the pics a bit messy.. muha but still nice.. lolz anyways yesterday i went double dating with caleb,fishy and aloy.. muha we went cable skiing at east coast and the waters was infested with jellyfishes. Eeks we managed to torture 3 of the jellyfishes coz they stung our dear fishy and caleb. muha it's quite sick considering they are ultra jelly-like and poisonous. muha so much fun to catch them though. we were like yelling like mad. erm maybe only me la huh.. lol but it's sooo much fun we must go back again!!!!!!! Cable skiing was quite fun and thrilling.. haha but i kept falling back into the water.. lol got a tan but the rest like nothing leh.. maybe coz i'm the real BEACH BABE *shy* muha.. yep after that we went to the no signboard seafood restaurant for lunch-dinner and we ordered chilli crab.. SLURRRRP a little ex but nevertheless it's superb.. ultra nice lor the crab is very meaty.. muha :P seriously the restaurant doesnt need any signboard. -_-'' haha after the date at east coast caleb had to go for keyboard classes so he dropped us off at bugis and suggested taking neoprint. muha.. it's like so long since i last took it and we were like suaku la.. coz we took the pics le but dint know that we had to do editing outside the machine there and i even went to ask the person how come our photos not printed yet.. lol what the heck la.. and caleb said that neoprints are for ah lian and he was the one who suggested it.. lol soooo..... caleb are u ah lian? MUHAHAHAHAHAHA :))) we had so much fun and now my hands are paralysed. lol they feel like wood as tekkah said it.. muha. oh yes before we went east coast.. i almost forgot.. it started raining and we thought we couldnt go skiing anymore and partly coz caleb went the wrong way and we drove up to changi airport and tsk tsk he suggested that we have an "excursion" to the airport it was like ultra boring la.. zzz what the heck but we left after the rain was smaller and started out our DOUBLE DATE! lol we should do it more often.. muha yep.. that's all.. shall blog another time. bye peeps and take care! check out the double dating couples *wink wink* ;)

Jellyfish in the cup. it's damn sick
<-- on the floor.. it's EVERYWHERE!!!

FEASTING AGAIN.

DOUBLE DATING IS SO MUCH FUN! :)))

before setting out.. me and my love (little brownies) heh :P

9th months!

HAPPY 9th months han han!!!!! may our love grow stronger 140606

i made this for him :))))))))))))
out of 6 pics we took only this wasnt blurred. TROTTERS i must say. lol


One of my MOST LOYAL FAN--aloysius tan. muha told me blog coz he love reading it.. so here i am back with the last entry before i fly off to bangkok tmr.. 14th of June. i'm leaving.. the day which matters most importantly to the both of us.. i'm so sorry aloy that we cant have a full day celebration but at least we celebrated on the day before.. muha we went to Jacks' place for lunch and it's HIS first time there.. lol.. we enjoyed ourselves very much but we didnt talk much during meal time not only because it's rude but also we were too hungry.. lol when we had finished the food, aloy spotted a ROACH. OMG that's the most disgusting thing and not a very small one i must say. kaoz so sick and the waitress felt disgusted to kill it too. what the heck.. after that we walked along the old singtel now HSBC bank there and saw hao ting working.. muha so qiao and she asked me to sign up some stuff got free ben&jerrys ice cream. cheapo me of course sign up immediately la.. lol after that we went to CK tang to buy the chocolate fountain choco and went to aloy's sis's place to chill out. yeps. not a very exciting day but at least we get to spend time together. and that's more precious than anything else. :) i love u aloy *shy* how i wish i could put the stupid msn emotion here.. lol the shy face de.. oh yes PEEPS I'M RENTING THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN if u guys are interested can contact me okie. i give u best deal okie? :) for caleb who's having a hard time now, take care and dont think too much liao la huh.. u shouldnt be thinking of such stuff now instead u should.. you know what la huh.. okie. take care and JIA yOU! dont be too troubled ya? i'm always here to lend u my cute and jade ear MUHA!
To aloy: take care of yourself okie.. i'll try to call u when i'm free from shopping alright.. may u recover from your luo han yu symptoms soon :))) *HUG* miss ya peeps lots will get u all something from BANGKOK! take care!

:)))))))))

before leaving.. we wore our couple shirt out and everyone was staring at us *shy*

me and my love
burning hot.. went to sentosa with aloy today to sun tan.. and got scorched. horrid. bikini babes everywhere and there i was with my ultra white and fat tire. what the heck.. but still i enjoyed myself a whole lot, tanning and beaching around.. heh we managed to play bluff and AGAIN.. aloy LOST to me.. just admit it la.. i'm better than u.. heh after that we went over his place and played a game of FISHING. AS usual.. aloy lost to me AGAIN. i cant believe he actually stuck to his newton law's rule but still *look who is the winner.... WHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO is the winnnnnneeeeerrrrrrrrrr?!?!?!?!?!?!?* muha.. had so much fun but my whole back was cooked lobster red. seriously.. very hot and itchy now.. sucks man.. and the aloe vear thingy doesnt really cool my skin.. think the sun screen i used not enough.. arrgh hehe but still i had lots of fun.. oh yes be4 we left we went to new zealand ice cream and bought the 2 scoop de.. SLurrp.. orange choco and mango sorbet.. stacked on top of each other.. lol.. so much fun and so red now.. oh yes.. i bought new earrings too.. from moshi moshi.. got 20% off.. not bad.. u guys can check out my earssssss on the tea party okie.. muha i'm ciao-ing already.. byebye *waves* see u all at the tea party huh.. 090606 6+7pm starting

BURRP

muha.. today went piggying out with aloy, caleb and christina.. muha we went to alexandra market for seafood and greedy us ordered.. *take a deep breath* black pepper crab, chilli crab, salad you tiao,la la, oyster omelette,satay and many many drinks.. lol we dint take any pics of us eating like PIGS coz too excited and partly also coz we wanted to save ourselves from the embarrassment.. lol oh yes.. christina bought durian puffs for us from taka and she bought it since like 4pm in the afternoon all the way till 8 before we ate it and seriously they smell like fart. i was like what the heck.. lol but still very delicious.. all the pics that u see below, we took them at ikea.. coz caleb had to pass his friend something so we took his car over and the 3 of them ate ice cream whilst i downed yakult heh.. (for digestion purpose) i'm not so greedy like the 3 of them.. lol.. we had lots of fun (embarrassing ourselves).. muha.. anyways be4 all this happened, i went with aloy to the bookfair and bought myself 4 books.. 2 eng and 2 chinese.. just coz the NIE interviewer told me to read chinese stories i went to buy "san wen" okie.. but it's nice la.. love story kind. yep and i bought another 2 danielle steel books at a bargain.. lol but dont know if like the books is very old edition mah..met up with ms black and she was acting busy trying to promote to me some DVCAM.. like as if i got money to buy.. lol.. but thanks still :)) meet up soon ya.. arrgh sucks man i suspect that there's mosquitoes nearby.. my legs are itching like mad arrgh alright la.. i ending soon.. tmr gg to call up part time job offers.. sucks man. my bank account drying up soon. peeps if u have any lobang jio me okie! ciaozzz... byebye *waves*

ah.. i love flowers!

i love my BIG face
check out the eggs on our face! o_O
i pinched ham's face real hard. can ask caleb or aloy.. muha
We went piggying out! slurrp

:))

nDim sum with fish,aloy and teks was great. we ate and ate and ate of course not forgetting to embarrss myself too.. lol but i had lots of fun man. heh holis are finally here and i'm bored and broke the double Bs what the heck la yaps.. confirm liao peeps.. tea party on 090606 cant wait man.. so many nice stuff lined up AND I"M GOING TO WATCH BRODS PERFORM!!!!!!!! i cant wait slurrp. muha another day without you. outta here!



i love my greens
i NEED to embarrass myself. muha
dimsum piggies

Natural eater. muha

sfijhghu

sigh.. exams are over and yet i'm feeling even more restless than ever.. arrgh aloy's out with his peeps and again.. never charge his phone so batt's flat and i cant contact him.. arrgh sucks man.. i feel so so so bored and what's more i'm still not feeling well so well so had been staying at home for the past 2 days.. :(( i'm sooo bored and HOOOORAY!!!!! next week he's gg JB too.. how fun can it be. arrgh

arrgh

HORRID.. tea party postponed till next fri.. i'm down with fever, flu,sore throat, cough.. oh man anything u name it i have it.. arrgh yesterday night was the longest night in my life.. my whole body was aching like mad and i kept waking up in the middle of the night coz i cant even sleep.. sucks man.. and i feel like dying.. arrgh but still i made it.. muha tea party next fri.. sorry peeps made u guys so excited over it then in the end had to postpone it.. sigh i so wanted to have it today also but seriously can la.. it's like i'm still SICK. arrgh and the worse shit? my exams are over and yet i'm sick! sucks man.. just want to pray hard that my sickness will be over soon and it's PARTY time.. heh thank u peeps who msged me and asked if i'm alright.. i'm fine :))))))))) just needa lots of rest now..outta here!

NIE!!!

this morning i woke up in shock coz my mum was yelling that my NTU application letter had arrived and i opened the letter slowly knowing the outcome was " i'm sorry to inform u that your application to NTU has been seriously looked through and...." blah blah blah.. the rest is history so i told my mum that forget it la.. cant get in, it's GOD's will and that i should just study my sim properly but still i cant help feeling that little bit of disappointment. just a little seriously :X but later when my mum went to market and asked my dad and i to go downstairs to help her with the groceries, my dad went to open the letterbox and saw a NIE letter inside. my heart skipped a beat when i opened the letter and it was FINALLY.. what i had anticipated most.. a NIE interview letter on the 30th 11am.. arrgh think i'm gg to be the first one to be interviewed or maybe last one be4 they go for lunch. it's a DIP 'A' programme and i'm just gg to go for the interview, not having any high hopes, the fact that i was so excited over it last year and got rejected.. oh man the rejection is just too much.. so i've learnt to take in within my stride just as it comes, hoping for the best only. Just want to thank GOD and praise GOD for all that he's done for me. seriously all the fasting and praying hadnt gone in vain and after reading the daily bread, i shouldnt ask GOD to do what i want him to do but to do what GOD wants me to do. maybe i'm really not fated to get into NTU and that this NIE interview is my last chance le.. gonna elaborate more on my TEA party on the 26th.. actually i'm more excited bout the tea party then the interview. Oops. muha yah lor.. sigh okie la that's about all.. gonna get change and meet loy loy for dinner already.. ciaozz.. please give me feedback regarding the TEA PARTY. Tag me tag me. whoever can come early to help out.. sms and let me know okie... take care peeps and GOD BLESS~ :))))))))))))))))))))))

tea party!!!!!!!

oh yes! muhahah one last paper on the 25th and TEA PARTY on the 26th!!! WOOOO HOOOOO i've sort of got the menu up le.. but still need to know what u guys are expecting or wants to have.. yep it's supposed to be a sort of like high tea session and stuff only finger food lor but.. there can be exceptions.. the food would be like cool de..not the usual hot dog or crabsticks ok. muha. can expect exotic food but taste wise it's my first time so i'm not very sure how it's going to turn out to be but please give your fullest support! $_$ muha i'll be buying vodka.. any comments anyone? or would it be better if i serve lime and lemon soda? not those pre-pack kind.. is D.I.Y de slurrp slurrp... more details will be coming up later.. peeps if you're free on that day maybe can come down earlier to help out? those not coming down earlier can help me out FINANCIALLY!!!!!!! hahahaha.. soo sooos oosooososososososos excited hehehe.. good food and good friends. that's like since so long man.. sigh but hold back first..gonna burst out on the 26th.. should i have a theme? like maybe all who are coming down must wear something purple? if not FORFEIT!!!!!!!!! hahahaha how how how?? tag me okie peeps lemme know whatcha think. *only limited to invites via sms* yep yep.. more details coming up soon when i finish brain-storming okie.. byebye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

:))

Next Thurs 25th!!! hehe last paper.. yawn yep and i so lack of the motivation.. arrgh.. i love u aloysius!!! ******************muack**************** heh ciaooozzzzz

:)

Guess everything's back to normal already.. Peeps.. thanks for being there for me especially Ah lua and caleb thanks man.. had u two to hear my whine and complain.. tmr i'm still having tuition.. arrgh what the heck lor.. and wed i'm having my first paper already.. a bit nervous but still i'm not studying enough!!! ahhhh.. *slap myself* i will jia you! arrgh oh yes BTW anyone got watch superband? haha i love BRODS!!!!!!!!!! go go go haha slurrp sooo MAN and cute (aloy forgive me for saying this) muha
ciaoz.. results coming out soon.. haha jia you jia you jia you :P tot i couldnt find anymore pics! i'm so wrong!! haha i got their webbie!! hah http://www.brods.net/gallery/photo_gallery.swf i cant copy and paste their pics so for more of their MANLY pics check out the webbie!!! muhahaha outta here :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

:(

something real bad happened yesterday.. think i was quite badly shaken by it.. sigh though it's a thing of the past, i just cant help it too.. arrgh that kind of struggle and anguish i felt isnt anything that i can put in words. You said that it's the thing of the past and wont want to bring it up again. i'll respect your decision and do that too. It's going to be real difficult but if we can overcome this, i'm sure nothing will be too tough for us next time.. :) (hopefully) you're enlisting on July 7th.. not much time left till then plus i'm still having my exams for now still got 3 more weeks.. arrgh time that we spend together is really precious.. I'll treasure them so i hope you will treasure them too.. I really hope that nothing has changed after yesterday's incident.. You said nothing's changed but i did feel that things are not the same anymore.. do u still trust me? sigh.. what a thing to happen. :(( my stomach's feeling so bloated now.. still fasting from seafood and meat.. tmr's gg to be the last day already or maybe today? something's wrong.. i cant seem to digest the food and that my stomach feels so BIG (though it has always been big) and a bit painful when i try to press it down.. arrgh gassy.. oh yes.. can u help me thank your mum for making me the "suan mei" drink in the afternoon.. yep it's a bit weird tasting at the beginning but at the end it wasnt that bad actually..:)) exams starting soon in 3 more days time.. i gotta jia you already.. no news from NTU still. gosh but i'm holding on to my faith.. :)

Cooking!!!!!

Cant wait for JJ's concert on the 24th of June.. muhah $_$
Before i forget i must congratulate Fishy on your graduation and Good Luck on Wed :)) Jia you
Haha..Ahhh.. so compatible.. 0_o

Dearest Aloysius Cooked a meal for me on Sat and no need anymore words.. See for yourself. A guy willing to cook and wash for me. How nice. Imagine Husband cum Maid. Not a bad combination. haha.. Enjoy~

Maid Tan -->Part II mopping floor

Maid Tan (MT) washing pot

Cooking mushroom and Spaggedies together.. Weird but still edible :X

Presenting to you---> the CHEF OF THE DAY!!!!!! ( Oh man so cute!!!) muack muack muack

Our lunch by Mr Aloysius Tan

It's damn nice. SLurrp

(before) cheese mushroom-->anyone? (btw, i invented it) :P

Outta here~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *wave*

sucks

sigh.. mugging like spongebob everyday.. ok la maybe not that hard but i feel so un-motivated sometimes.. arrgh y huh.. sigh lazy and whatever.. arrgh sucks man.. oh yes apparently there have been many complaints about the SIM econs lect coz many peeps seems to have some things against him coz he is like teaching us stuff to pass the exam only and not really to understand the whole concept behind it which is like so suitable for people like me coz i dont really like econs and the whole fact that i'm taking it is coz it's a foundation unit and i'm still stuck in SIM. i so super feel like quitting school and doing something i like.. maybe baking or whatsoever.. but by doing that i'll be committing suicide coz my mum will surely disallow that and also no one knows if i really will succeed and who the heck is gg to sponser me the capital to start my business.. arrgh why is there no response from NTU? sigh.. i'm like fasting from meat for almost a week like and i'm a VEGETARIAN tiger.. omg can u believe it? one in the world man.. sigh i must have faith and not be double minded.. oh man it's getting harder as each day passes.. sigh.. :( i will try i promise to be strong

blading phobia..

Yest.. Aloy came by to teach me how to Blade.. OMG i was quite shocked that he could blade REAL well.. haha.. i mean at least better than TAY. seriously Tay u look sooooo unbalanced when you are on blades.. :X so Aloy taught me how to blade.. initially i started blading at the mindef carpark then slowly i went to try out at the shelter.. the ground was very smooth and perhaps more slippery.. hah but i managed to do it.. think i just need more practise.. hehe after doing for some time i thought i was good enough and tried to blade arnd the 800m track and i was going all smooth when suddenly i rolled over some thick branches and WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fell. OH GOD. Aloy tried to hold my arm to stop me from falling me,but apparently by doing that, he strained my armpit. damnit. it's so super painful after that and the pain actually was there all the while arrgh.. and it doesnt make sense.. how can u strain that stupid part.. heng my butt got support got cushioning (that's what aloy say) so when i fell on my butt still not so pain.. but still i'm not going to give up anyways if not i can never be COACH PEH.. muhaha.. i just need to know how to stand up again after i fall on my cushioned butt. hahahhaa Tay: just u watch it. :P anyways all my friends have received their NTU interview letters already maybe except for me ba.. i wonder if they have forgotten about my application already or what.. but still i wont give up praying for it to come one of these days. YES. must have faith. To all my peeps who are feeling very very low during this examination period, Yes i do understand what u guys are going through coz i'm not feeling very good either with all the un-read notes when the papers are nearing already.. but instead of complaining that we dont have enough time or to feel sad about other stuff, shouldnt we put the time and even the energy on our studies first? Wah.. sounds so easy to say only but like as if i can do it *slap myself* haha yah la.. but anyway just try your best ba.. To: Lua ka, Hui, Mouse, Black colour.. Jia you for your papers okie.. i'll remember to pray for u. dont worry. :)) if ever u guys are feeling low, u can always look for me, i'll make u HIGH! muhahahha.. okie la later Aloy's coming over to teach me blading again so i better go do some mgt stuff or econs stuff.. arrgh bye peeps! Jia You!!!! -misses-

:(

cant believe my rather new zen player hanged itself! damnit. can't even on the stupid player now.. and has to be sent for repair! BOYCOTT CREATIVE!!! arrgh damns

sick sick sick.. arrgh

this is so sick.. my nose is runny, my eyes is painful and itchy and my throat is also itchy ALL AT THE SAME TIME.. am i gg to be sick or what? but just a minute ago i was fine.. suddenly now lidat.. arrgh what's wrong.. HELP!!!!!!!!!!! just now after dinner, aloy gave me a surprise! muha.. he bought me pure vanilla from coffee bean, fried keropok from pasar malam and fruit tart from delifrance.. on top of that, he lend me his blades! Yes! i can practise and become a pro before i go out and show off my skills.. heh arrgh my eyes are killing me.. shitified now i cant stop sneezing

foodie goodie

Look at the feast. Looks are deceiving. May not look like restaurant food, But it's a meal cooked using LOVE. thanks dear *HUG* :*

almost gone..

Today's a GOODBAD day.. good coz it's our 7th months together and indeed, it hadnt been an easy journey.It hadnt been easy for us to endure till now and even more to come.. Dinner, i went to aloy's place and he cooked for me.. the pic i'll upload later when he sends me.. he cooked me steamed promfret, veg with prawn and shitake mushroom,chicken inside with glutunious rice (actually only use microwave to heat up),dumplings and still got almond jelly with rambutan and pineapple. the two of us actually finished 4 dishes and 1 dessert *Slurrpz* something really nice and heart warming. NOt really food that is very delicious but at least he did his best to touch my heart and he did. :) but we did have a little argument before he even finished cooking but it's so small and not worth mentioning.. yep alright now to the BAd part.. i actually initiated a Break-Up. oh man.. it's that bad.. i was on my way home and my mind started thinking again.. seriously how can i make it through the time when he's in army.. think my life's gg to be sooo empty and lonely.. sigh so !!!!!!Alert!!!!!! to all my friends.. please dont turn me down when i jio you guys out to party.. :X yah lor.. i told aloy that i wanted to end the relationship coz i dint want to put myself through misery when he's in army and i guess it's really very selfish on my part but just that i had only thought of myself and dint think of what both of us really wanted. The ironic thing was that, in fact i'm still very very in love with you but just that i dint want to go through that part of you gg into army so i had the thought of ending everything. So sorry.. made u take taxi down and to have to rush down so late at night, dont know if i worried your mum or your sis coz i kept calling (maybe twice) just to check where were u.. but still, i'm glad everything has been sorted out and both of us can sleep well tonight.. so sorry aloy that i have to you through all this. I hereby promise u that i'll stop all my nonsense and that i'll be strong and persevere on ya.. *HUG* special thanks to caleb and lua tek.. both of you guys were there for me when i felt soooo helpless and listened to my endless complains and rattlings. sigh. life isnt easy but i'm so glad that i had u guys as my friends, my besties. take care peeps. :))

pics pics pics

I miss those days..

Pick your choice! Classic Vanilla; Caramel Mint (slurrpz); Choco Pop
The smelly fish is in white. MUha
Now u know why we were being stared at when eating at Haegen Daez. lolz

sigh

It seems like the situation is getting worse now.. As in the situation at home.. dont know what my bro is thinking about.. sigh.. yellings everyday.. maybe my mum also going through menopause so the mood swings are super extreme de.. arrgh tonight i have night classes from 7-10 think i'm so going to @_@ already.. sigh 3 more weeks before my exams and so much just had to happen.. Dear dear is enlisting on July 7th. oh man.. i was thinking of getting a count down chart to the saddest day of my life.. hah but no time. arrgh.. can u imagine a situation like this.. exams coming, notes un-read,syallbus not finished revising, bf enlisting,yellings at home and a whole lot of confused stuff that enwaits you to settle, the feelings are so confusing yet i have to settle them.. :( my stupid nose is at it again.. apparently i've been sleeping very late this few days so no matter what med i eat also no use.. arrgh! sucks man.. dear dear just gave me a stress bag.. hah inside got a lot of goodies.. from food to stationery.. thanks dear *HUG* next week he's gg to work intensively fron 730am-930pm so guess we wont have the time to meet up too.. i'm so gg to miss him but still i have no choice but to let him go work i mean for $$$ sake.. sigh think sometimes i'm really selfish and self-centred. Dint know i was such a person until we've got together.. sigh :( ok la.. shall continue my rambblings another day.. gotta go out for lunch already. miss ya all~

trouble-fied

A lot of things have happened recently and i suddenly felt very burden-fied.. not just my own studies and the fact that i've to attend classes everyday till SAT! 10-5 is indeed very very draining.. it's so boring and i just have to keep drinking coffee to keep myself awake.. sigh.. just when can all these #@$*^##$*&#*$&^T be over? sucks man.. dear dear's starting work next week tmr and luckily he's only working 3 hrs a day but next week he's gg for some 14 hr job thingy and the worse thing is that i have classes till 10pm on the few days he's working so late, think i'm so going to miss him.. :( but it's okay la.. When he first told me that he wanted to go work that thingy, the first thing that came to my mind was to ask him not to do it.. but i dint. I thought that it would seem selfish on my part that i had to deprive him of earning more cash so i let him be.. it would be good for us to take a 5 day break from each other also, maybe just to rethink our postition in this relationship. I told u that i'll never let go of the hand i've held. so i wont, unless u make me do it.(but i doubt so) i was both happy and sad when i told u that i wanted a 5 day break but u said NO. Happy coz i know how much u treasure me and dint want any breaks in between our relationship, Sad coz i know how tired you'll be and still u have to come and meet up with me just for a while. Sometimes i do feel that it's not worth the time.. but maybe for u seeing each other for a while is better than not seeing at all.. Sigh.. dont know la. i feel so troubled now. arrgh maybe everything will be settled soon. i also dont want to keep thinking about it coz i feel that it doesnt help and i got so much more things to bother about.. i just cant keep dwelling on the same things.. arrgh. a-loy told me that some of his poly friends have already received their enlistment letter and most probably his enlistment date would be arnd July or what.. i just dont want July to come coz i have a feeling that it's going to be a difficult time for me.. seriously.. sigh dont know la.. so many things--> so sucky. arrgh :/ also the application date for NTU and NUS have closed and i've submitted my applications. "Dear God please bless my application, Aloy's, xiaohui's,vivien's,caleb's and jr's that we'll be granted a place in the local unis and me, an interview and even to go through the interview without any hiccups. In Jesus name i pray and ask, AMEN." For all the others, please pray for me ya? i really really want to get into NTU. take care peeps. outta here

Passion for the Christ

Cant believe that i actually cried during service on Sunday when Church showed some short clips of The Passion of the Christ. Oh man.. i could practically feel tears welling up in my eyes and there was no where else i could look.. arrgh the whole atmosphere was just so tense and the feeling was totally different from what i had felt when i watched it at the cinema two years ago.. oh man.. it's like i can really feel the pain and this awful sadness stayed with me for the rest of the day.. After Service i went with Aloy to Airport to eat the supposedly nice satay from the staff canteen but i think alright only leh.. maybe the satay sauce is good but the satay were like very cold lor.. what the heck.. still got minimum purchase de.. kaoz anyway we studied for a while at Mac before we got shoo-ed away by the workers.. so we had to "forcefully" end our study session and go back to expo for the flee market.. heh nothing much actually.. all the stuff they were selling were more like unwanted then goods to be bought.. at least this is what i thought.. second hand toys that even the fur of the bears look grey-ish i mean this kind of things where got ppl want to buy? tsk tsk.. heh actually now i should be studying but i'm HERE! oh no.. gotta go liao.. Miss ya peeps :)

YES!

Just realised that i hadnt had any newer pics to upload but just coz my seafood taught me how to upload pics onto blog liao and i just cant stop it.. haha will do it again with my newer pics. outta here!!!

Who did this? hmmm.. heh
Happy birthday you are a mouse.. so sorry for the late upload of pics.. i'm a bit retarded.. heh
hah.. finally can upload liao.. all thanks to my seafood.. Ms black colour!!! *applause* lolz thanks girl.. oh yes.. this is my piggly niece.. got more pics to upload.. heh